Friday 31 July 2009

一个爱情故事 - 手机和四川地震


毕业时,女孩子对男孩子说:我要去北京,北京的中关村有中国硅谷之称,那里机遇多,以后容易发达。
  
  男孩子说:那我就回四川老家,那里是天府之国,美女多,以后你发达了不要我,我容易再找。
  
  女孩子的小拳头在男孩子厚实的胸前轻敲,嘟起了小嘴儿,说你就知道想美女,哼,就算以后我不要你了,你也只能想着我爱着我,不许你找别的女孩子。
  
  男孩子握住女孩子的手,深情的在她的额头印上一吻,说,傻丫头,咱们的父母都在四川呢,你去北京了,我这个好女婿,当然得回去照顾岳父岳母啦。
  
  女孩子的星目里闪着泪花,投进男孩子的怀里,再也不起来。
  
  两人异地相隔但是情愫不减,浓浓的相思当然只能靠无线电波来传递,发短信,打电话,两个人向祖国通讯事业的营业额尽心尽力的贡献着。
  
  一天,女孩子在网上读到一个故事,说的也是一对情侣的故事,每次打电话,那个男孩子都会等女孩子先挂电话,当女孩子经历了世事沧桑之后,她才发现,原来这个世上最爱自己的男人,就是那个每次打电话都等自己先挂的男孩子。
  
  女孩子记住了这个让她唏嘘流泪的故事,那天晚上打完电话,她对男孩子说:你先挂电话。
  
  男孩子一愣,说,傻丫头,挂电话还分什么先后啊。
  
  女孩子撒娇,说,不嘛不嘛,就得你先挂电话,不听我以后不理你了,让你找不到老婆。
  
  男孩子停了几秒钟,轻笑了下,说知道了傻丫头,为了以后我不打光棍儿,我就先挂了哦,就知道浪费电话费。
  
  女孩子听见男孩子挂断电话后传来的第一声线路忙音,她开怀的一笑,在心里对男孩子说:亲爱的,我爱你,比你爱我的还要爱。
  
  从那以后,两个人打电话,每逢说到再见,她便握住手机静静的听,等男孩子先挂。而男孩子总会笑着亲昵的叫她一声傻丫头,便挂断了电话。
  
  时间久了,女孩子渐渐的感到一丝淡淡的委屈:你知道吗你,哼,每次我都等你先挂电话,我这么默默的爱你,你却一点也不知道。她想让男孩子也看看那篇文章,让他知道自己多么爱他,哪天他也能等自己先挂一次电话,自己能切切实实的感受下什么叫被爱,该多好啊。
  
  女孩子忍住了,她的幸福中既有甜蜜又有酸涩,她想:能这么一辈子以一个独特的方式深切的爱一个男人,也是一种幸福吧。
  
  跟所有的北漂一样,女孩子的日子过的并不舒适,但是能住在筒子楼里,相比那些住地下室的北漂们,女孩子的生活条件算不错的了。初时的雄心壮志已经被磨的只剩下一个小小的尾巴,但是好强的女孩子并没有向男孩子抱怨过什么,她只是更习惯于对男孩子说那句我爱你。
  
  筒子楼所在的那个社区治安不太好,甚至还有一个专偷女性内衣的变态狂。以前有同租的女孩儿陪伴,女孩子并没有感觉怎样,但是那个女孩儿因为家里有事告假回家了,留下女孩子一个人住在两室一厅一厨一卫的房子里,她很自然的感觉到孤单害怕。
  
  那夜,女孩子在睡梦中被一阵窸窸窣窣的声音惊醒,仔细的听了下,是房门口传来的声音。她抓紧被角,浑身抖作一团,大气不敢出,无助的泪水无声的从眼中涌出来。
  
  突然,她的手碰到枕下的手机,仿佛抓住了救命稻草,立刻给男孩子发了一条短信:亲爱的,我怕。
  
  其实男朋友远在四川,就算一个信息能起什么作用呢?更何况大半夜的,男孩子可能早关机睡觉了。女孩子忘记了要先报警,在这个最害怕的时刻,她只想起了男孩子。
  
  令女孩子惊喜的是,信息发出后几秒钟,男孩子的电话打进来了。她轻轻的接通,听见里面传来男孩子关切的声音:傻丫头,是不是想我了?
  
  女孩子尽量压低自己的声音,向男孩子说现在她一个人住在房子里,门外可能有贼,她好害怕。
  
  男孩子安慰女孩子别怕,他想了想,对女孩子说:把你的手机外放喇叭打开,把声音开到最大,你慢慢去门口,别怕,亲爱的,相信我,别怕。
  
  女孩子冰雪聪明,男孩子一说,她就想到了男孩子的意图:男孩子大声喊话,让外面的人知道,屋里有男人,偷东西或者打别的主意的人,识相的就快走。
  
  女孩子战战兢兢的梛到门口,把手机的外放喇叭打开,声音开到最大后,她轻轻的对话筒说:好了,我在门口了,外放小喇叭也打开了。
  
  这时候女孩子确认外面有人,而且不是一个,可以听见他们微微的对话声。
  
  正当女孩子的身体抖的将要站立不住时,手机里突然大喊一声:他妈的,谁在外面搞我的门啊?屋里的哥儿几个都起来,有客人来了。
  
  男孩子的声音高亢而粗犷,在寂静的黑夜了把女孩子吓了一大跳。不过门外的人可能被吓得跳的更高,女孩子只听见一阵扑通扑通的脚步声由近而远,看样子是被吓走了。
  
  女孩子舒出一口气,腿一软,摊在地上。
  
  男孩子等了一会儿,轻轻的问:外面的人走了吗宝贝?
  
  女孩子终于哭出来,对着手机说,亲爱的,我想你。
  
  女孩子惊魂未定,男孩子便一直安抚女孩子,那一夜,两个人捧着电话说到天明,女孩子说快挂断吧,打了这么久长途,得花多少钱啊。
  
  男孩子笑着说真是个傻丫头,女孩子说就傻,傻才会看上你啊,挂了吧亲爱的,今天上班小心睡着被老板K哦。
  
  挂断电话后,女孩子心里一团甜蜜,她享受男孩子给她的安全感,不过美中不足的是,男孩子似乎已经形成先挂电话的惯例了,这次也不例外,女孩子心想:他虽然很好,但是到底不像那个故事中的男孩子爱女孩子那样深的爱我,他都没有让我先挂过电话。
  
  天开始热了,女孩子的很多单衣上面都没有口袋,所以很多时候她都忘记带手机,比如下班吃饭时手机忘在办公桌上,比如跟室友出去玩时手机忘在租房里,每 次她回来都会收到男孩子的未接电话和信息,也只有这些时候,她才会感觉公平点:哼,每次都先挂我电话,不能及时接你电话,就算是小小的惩罚吧,不许委屈 啊,笨猪。
  
  五月十二号,普通的不能再普通的一天,女孩子在那个小公司里兢兢业业的做着自己的事,为自己的那点小小的梦想不懈的拼搏着。
  
  快下班时,办公室里传起来一个消息:发生了大地震,四川汶川是震中,据说震级跟唐山大地震差不多。
  
  女孩子心里一惊,下意识的向口袋里掏手机,忘记带!
  
  她立刻拿起办公室里的座机给男孩子打电话,但是拨过去信号就断,再拨家里的座机号码,还是不通,看来四川的通讯设施也被地震破坏殆尽了。
  
  一种不祥的预感涌上心头,心急如焚的女孩子再等不及下班,从写字楼里冲下来,招了一辆出租车就向自己租住的筒子楼赶去。
  
  打开手机,竟然有五十多条未接电话,全部是男孩子打来的,她一翻,还有一条未读短信——
  
  “宝贝,亲爱的,傻丫头,用尽我今生所有的爱叫你,我爱你,比你爱我还要爱。
  
  自从那次你坚持让我先挂电话,我就知道,你肯定也看过了那个故事,可是,亲爱的,我想告诉你,我爱你,比你爱我还要爱。
  
  其实我也看过那篇故事,很早就看过,那是一个美丽的故事,因为有所憾而美,但是那不属于我们,我不要那种美,那种缺憾的美,我不要!刻骨铭心必将伴随着撕心裂肺,我宁愿两个人平平安安的过一辈子,也不要那种刻骨铭心,我只想伴你过一生,携子之手,与子偕老。
  
  我不要那种凄惨的美,我只要实实在在的幸福。我从来不敢忘记带手机,我怕哪天你会想我,如果我没带手机,我怕你也会同我一样沮丧,很多时候,即使是上 厕所,我也要把手机揣兜里;我晚上从来不关机,每晚睡前我都更换一次电池,再把铃声调大,我怕你哪个夜里会害怕想跟我说话,如果我关机,你在异乡会更加孤 独。
  
  你每次都让我先挂电话,我知道那是因为你爱我,我很开心,想起来总是眼里潮潮的;我的电话从来不关机,你却不知道,那是因为我更爱你,别怪我没告诉过你,我的宝贝,我是想等到咱们都老成妖怪时再说。
  
  傻丫头,看样子我是没有那个陪伴你一生的福气了,我背上的那块预制板,已经压了我两个多小时,我的整个胸部背部都撕裂般的疼痛,我还能闻见自己流出血的腥味儿,宝贝,我可能无法再陪你继续走下去了。
  
  亲爱的,我想听听你的声音,我一遍遍的打你的手机,你为什么不接啊?亲爱的,你听见我在呼唤你吗?亲爱的,这里好黑,我好冷,我想让你抱着我。
  
  亲爱的,我的亲爱,我的宝贝,我爱你,我此刻是如此怯懦如此怕死,因为那意味着我再不能吻你疼你。我更担心的是你会因为我而伤心欲绝,别那样,亲爱 的,我走了,你在北京再找一个人照顾你,那里成功人士多,机遇多。你是天堂里最圣洁的天使,没有人在你身边保护,我怕你会受到伤害。
  
  答应我,亲爱的,如果还有一个男人像我这样爱你,千万别不接他的电话,我知道他那时会有多痛。
  
  我不能呼吸了,宝贝,再见了,来世,我一定要做你老公!
  
  宝贝,亲爱的,傻丫头,再次用尽我今生所有的爱叫你,我爱你,比你爱我还要爱。”
  
  女孩子的泪水似江水决堤,哭到来不及呼吸,她仰头向天,紧闭着双眼发出撕心裂肺的呼喊:
  
  “亲爱的,下辈子我还做你的老婆,我再也不会关机了!”

Wednesday 29 July 2009

回家真好!我是幸福的!!



Van van, this is my mee hun kuay version, which is learnt from him. 99% similar. heez...

AA提早起飞和降落,吃了ROTI CANAI,爸妈才姗姗来迟...但是爸爸一看到我,就好象看到女朋友,瞄一瞄我,说我瘦了,然后很自然地牵起我手, 另一只手则帮我提着行李箱 ... 我是很不自然地握着爸爸的手,但是很窝心... 这个传统的华裔男人,总是不轻易把爱表露;今天,也是继很多很多年以后,把我的手再次牵起...我很开心,也有小小的感动和窝心... 我知道爸爸很想念我,很爱我... 我本来也有冲动跑上前去抱住爸爸妈妈,但是基于传统的华人教育背景,这个念头只是一闪而过,爱在心里最好..haha..

所以,我的facebook的nick成了:
今天我是爸爸的女友,爸爸可能靠近20年没牵过我的手了!回家真好!

原来一段小分离,真的可以让爱升华,成长和稳固。不管那是爱情还是 亲情。

吃好料是少不了,谢谢姐姐请的‘全槟岛最好吃,最多艺人拜访的面包摊位’,我还是非常期待姐姐请的点心,我回新加坡之前,我会空着肚子等你请的点心,先谢谢~~ 拜托这位非常有专业记者风范的姐姐,记得把我和爸爸的情侣照,我和妈妈的姐妹照传给我,不要妒忌我们...

午餐也吃海鲜,妹妹这次可可怜了,我终于可以报复她...今年的新年,她对着电话,对身在冬季的 英国我说火锅年饼有多好吃,这次在山吧念书的她,尝试到那种吃不到的滋味了~~哈哈~~

弟弟越来越肥,但对我越来越好~~ 会疼我这个姐姐咯 ~~

妈妈的眼睛真的退化了,希望8月7号的治疗有帮助~~

他们都老了...他们都应该在这几年退休了~~我要努力赚钱养他们~~

11个月不见的老家,还是那么乱,却还是最舒服的地方~~

好想快点见到外公外婆,我又有新鲜的海鲜吃咯。
但是每个人都告诉我,我尚在危险期,所以还是躲在家里最好,我也乐于躲在家里..heez

一句,回家真好!!

还有另一句是,我是幸福的!!
离开的时候,有个人牵着我的手,另一只手则拖着行李箱;回到家乡,有另一个男人牵着我的手,帮我拖着行李再搬上车...

我要感恩!


还有还有,今天爸爸脸上有光地对一个生意上有来往的SALES小姐说:‘我刚好有空过来,刚从机场载我从英国毕业回来的女儿’,重点是SALES小姐有够假地说:这个是你的女儿啊,那么年轻就大学毕业啦?到底几岁哦?看起来只像18、9岁 的女孩~~

不过,本小姐还是有暗地里偷笑两三下~~哈哈~~

Sunday 26 July 2009

I'm back!

Im embracing the hot air in Singapore and still adjusting jetlag...

I just slept 2-3hrs last night and took a nap for 1 hour this afternoon. It's 9:44pm now, I hope I can sleep well tonight!!

Singapore is just so hot, the hot air is killing me, I think the current accommodation is also too hot that I was feeling dizzy while I was cooking tonight........

Anyway I should have adjusted all this soon...

BTW, for some of you might know that I didnt manage to catch my connection flight from London to Singapore and I was put into the next flight. Due to time constraints, my luggage is not with me, until this point, I guess it's on the way from London now. Hopefully I can get it by Tuesday!!


Then, I'm heading to PG on Wed morning at 7am, thus I will be crossing over to JB on Tuesday!!

Cya Malaysia!! Back to Singapore somewhere in mid August!!! Cya friends!

BTW, until this point, I have coincidently met few friends such as HLs, Uncle Ong's siblings and housemates...hope I'm fine and so they are...haha


Although it's hot here, but it's great to be back..The happiest thing is that I had homemade sushi and mee hun kuay! YUMMY! muahahaha......
the only photo taken. haha

Friday 24 July 2009

Last hours in the UK

I'm going to embrace the air in the Singapore!!

HOooooooooorrrray.........

I'm departing in 5hours.......

All the moments would be embedded in my deepest memory ^_^

The most thankful person is my xiang gong!! love you *blush*






I had a great day out with xiang gong yesterday to Angel of the North and metrocentre to celebrate her BURGER DAY and my last 36hours in the UK =P


Thanks for the intense participation in my dream ^^

I'm going to have my last shower, last meal in the uk..and say good bye to UK, say I'm back to Singapore and Malaysia!!

Wednesday 22 July 2009

心情很烂

心情很烂
我很生气自己
我想要封闭自己
不说话 不见人 不联系 不上网
就真的流浪到我不知道的地方
但是 就只限于想象!

有时侯真的不知道自己在逃避什么
驼鸟政策是不行的!

一点笑容都挤不出来,怎么办?

wo shi liu lang nv.

It's true that I'm not only physically liu lang, but also mentally. since I moved out of Lovaine Hall yesterday, I feel I belong to nowhere in the UK.

I stay in travelodge for 2 nights and then 1 night at xiang gong place before boarding the gate, and farewell to my beloved NCL and then leaving UK from London Heathrow.

I have seriously made a mistake for not booking or planning a 4D3N trip to South UK, aka London or Wales. It would my greatest regret in the UK and it marks the irremoveable scars in my UK dream. Ironically, the odd and unpleasant feeling happen in the last few days in the UK, is that true that dreams always end with regrets or unpleasant ones?

I strongly dislike the feeling of ignorance or being a hollow human...I mean I really need attention or not doing as good as others..Now I'm really feeling, somehow UK has ignored me.... I cant wait to embrace the air where I truly belong to and where love is showered. When the congregation ended, I know everything also was wraping up at the same time......

I seriously dislike wasting time here...I cant really walk around the city because of the bad weather, financial concern etc.......haiz....... I dislike this kinda feeling. I mean I may be able to do something, but Im so indecisive for considering many minor thingssssssss...so, ended up being unhappy here...kill me...

Even BA bullies me. I tried to change the flight few days in advance by preparing to pay some fee...but now, even you have $$, you cant change because the flights are all full!!!!!damn it. Ok, I know I'm rude now, but im really not in mood. stay away from me... I'm just angry myself for not planning a trip in advance...and many many reasons deserve the right to blame myself...aiksss




wait...

and wait...

and keep waiting...

24/07..please come faster. You are torturing me for doing nothing here...even engage to internet is not easy =( I feel like missing in the world for few daysssss, before I go back...it just stops at the border and then step backward.


Haizzzz..

Ok, YOU can ignore me, I just wanna shu fa my emotion =(

YOU are right. I dont know what I want now. I know I always need a goal, a target, a dream to chase after.


Dreamless makes me lost in my life.

Tuesday 21 July 2009

My big day ^^

The moment I put on my gown, I feel touched that finally I accomplished my dream, the one that I dare to dream... I felt thankful and hence immediately called parents who were not be able to witness the glorious moment.

When I seated on the H26, in city hall of Newcastle Upon Tyne, while listening to the principal's speech, my mind starts generating another dream..I really wish to put on the gown again...haha...im greedy in other words. Who cares, I dare to dream again..haha..


Ceremony was starting soon..Graduates are not allowed to wear the hat in the hall. According to my friend, wearing hat in the room is irrespective.


I love the ceremony opening, so English ~~


Side view always look better =P


In front of Lovaine Hall


Room 16, to be remembered always. thanks xiang gong for the sunflower which sacrificed alot!! Btw, giving flowers for graduates are uncommon!! only Asian graduates received flowers =P


Heeez


My sweet xiang gong cum camera girl of the day


So fat loh =.= actually its shui zhong aka water retention, i think =(


Good angle..kakazz



Ever see ppl jump in the graduation gown? haha


hahaaa


Ok, I just knew that Jeff was an external examiner in SP years ago!! he was in Singapore for years and he told me he stayed in Clementi!haha!!

The saddest thing was that I couldnt catch many of my close classmates cause most of them went off or joined the party in City East Campus which I missed!!


thats all now...maybe more on fb..

Im going to pack my stuff. Tonight is my last night in Lovaine Hall, i will miss this place very very much!!

so..I looked really tired.

Monday 20 July 2009

Im graduated

tml is my big day ^^

Though it would be a simple and less merrier one...but im glad that im officially graduated with a desirable degree classification.

Thank you dad, mum, sisters and brother, my uncle ong ong, my xiang gong and many of you who have supported me spiritually!!

I'm gaining weight these few days by eating things that I wont normally eat, because of the reasons - Im not coming back and I wont be able to eat those foods again and the homemade chocolate cake (I finished it this morning ^^). In addition, I'm trying hard to clear my food storage...I have to try hard to lose weight when im back :S Ooh ya, Tuesday I must eat subway for the meatball.it does appeal to me! kakaz.

Today I spent alot on cosmetics. Never underestimate the cosmetics cost for girls...Dad, I'm sorry for keep spending so much T_T

Hope that today's weather can be maintained till tml!! I need a good weather!!

Hope that tml xiang gong will capture a good angle of me..heez.. xiang gong, this angle looks good and slimmer =P



'you've proven that success comes to those who dare to dream. Congratulations.'

Saturday 18 July 2009

畢業聚餐+最後晚餐+提前生日蛋糕





謝謝相公為我準備的畢業慶祝餐和那個homemade草莓濃情巧克力蛋糕!超級濃的巧克力蛋糕!當然也是相公在lovaine hall的最後晚餐!

我都差點忘了自己的生日只剩下1個月...
她實現了我想要homemade的生日蛋糕...
果然守信用,雖然提前了一個月,還是很感動下。
除了早起 花大錢(尤其是這是我倆的破財月)還心如亂麻...

謝謝你,相公..
謝謝你在心跳加速的情況下為我做蛋糕..
都說了,不要那麽愛我,不要爲了我總是小鹿亂撞...

你羡慕我回國,我羡慕你的碩士學位還有還在歐洲的日子...

無論如何,我們繼續燃燒自己的夢,自己的青春!

我的夢已經快醒了...
希望你的夢越來越精彩...
恭喜你的德國夢想越來越顯著了...+u !!

17+u 依然在!
努力把論文做好,接下來就繼續做自己想做的事情,
最好也遇到你想遇到的人,那個bbc咯。

而我呢,會回到自己的根地,
做自己應該要做的事情,
人總是要長大,也要面對現實,
我會等待另一個實現夢想的機會!

相公,不管在那裏,我都會愛你的...
遠距離不會成爲我們感情昇華的阻礙 *羞羞*

最後我要對你說:不要休我!我會乖乖的!

還有還有,你讓我變到那麽胖,畢業典禮牌照不美就是你的錯了 =(

Friday 17 July 2009

放下箱子石头

雨 从昨夜开始就没停过...
担心 从前夜开始就没停过...
今天 箱子终于送出去了...
希望2-3个月后箱子平安到家...
实在担心那些还是马来人作风的船运公司...

放下了一大块石头
现在就是准备行装的时候了...
还是继续打包行李...

一堆的礼物巧克力
占满了3分之4的行李箱了...
我的行李箱肯定超重了

完了...
可我真的还想继续购物...
姐,你的鞋子到底几号的..快点留言给我..
还有娇姐要的东西...记住了...

倒数毕业典礼...3天。
choon choon叫我开skype跟家人男友看看我的毕业典礼...好可悲。
这几天可以发烧吗?不想参加毕业典礼 >_<
倒数离开lovaine hall...4天。
我舍不得让我自由自在的英国留学宿舍...我会很想念你的。

A long waiting day.

Finished packing 40kg [(18x18x45)inches] barang-barang and I'm just sitting in my room, patiently waiting my phone to ring. Malay is really Malay. I think they wont come to collect the boxes as promised. It's a wasteful day.Please dont make another long waiting day tomorrow. Btw, fb is a good tool to kill time. I'm on fb for the whole day to keep myself entertained!

While waiting them to collect the boxes, I uploaded photos taken for the last trip to Sheffield, Birmingham, Lake District and Scotland, in the facebook. This is easy to deal with since there is only one camera and not much photos were taken throughout the trip, as compared to the 16days trip to Europe.

It rains a lot recently. I worry that my congregation is having in a raining day =( I saw people in graduation gown yesterday and business graduate friend told me that the whole ceremony is fast and boring. I'm not looking forward to it at all and I dont feel like joining at all. I will attend though I'm unwilling, because of my dad's words, he wishes that I'm officially graduated in the UK. I dont think I will make up loh...I'm just feeling so sienz. It's 180degree different to what we had in SP, here is relatively small scale.


I managed to dine in for YO!sushi in sheffield to congratulate myself! £18 is a good value to award the hard work I had put in for the last 10months. It's kinda funny to see angmoh making sushi. there is difference in the sushi presentation. for eg. they use avocado, red pepper as the fillings for the 'westernised'sushi....but,I dont like it.

Can I dont graduate in the UK? The inner voice shouts loudly...




Please congratulate me...I'm upset for having only one confirmed attendant - who else, my lovely xiang gong loh..haha...I want a big one in KL next year!! Heng!!

Another thing is...summer sale in the UK is really crazy..It provokes my ultimate urge to shop till I drop!! Everything is so cheap and the reduction is greater than xmas sales!...and it sales at the right time as im going back!! But then, I know I'm going to have an overweight luggage, gosh!! The keen to shop is still so strong afterall...aiks..4days to academy congregation, 5days to move out from 2nd floor, room 16 in the Lovaine Hall which contains 315days of UK memory, and 8days to leave beloved UK. No special feeling at the moment. Feel numb.

Wednesday 15 July 2009

Back from Scotland Highland trip!

Again, i'm back from Sheffield, Birmingham, Lake District, Scotland Highland, Northumberland National Park trip that spent a total of 10days!! Only £120 was spent on 6D5N Scotland trip incl. all campsite/hostels, petrol and foods! But then, I spent lots for the shopping which is pretty cheap now!! I love, and hate summer sales at the same time!!

Many people worried my safety but I'm back in a perfect piece!!

I really start missing the mountains in Scotland, I need one month to do the hiking there!!

Great amount of stories to share, but I dont have much time, as im counting down 9days to my home returning!! All about buying and packing!! haha!!

OOps, not forgetting my academic congregation!!

One photo for the one that I miss the most!! Glencoe - three sisters mountain. We hiked a mountain that no body else did! It's tiring and dangerous but we couldnt make it to the very top!! What a waste! But im satisfied with my hiking performance, as a girl!! haha!!


one more...

Thursday 9 July 2009

《一个巴黎两个爱》

昨天,一整天,都是毛毛细雨。

本来决定到市区逛逛的我们,那兴致勃勃的心情被细细的雨水重重地打击了。随后,我坳到了一本书,一本我用了一整天看完的爱情故事书。 我一向很少看爱情故事,这次是因为他家里有这本书,为了帮他省电不用电脑,我决定看书。 而且,我对这本书非常有兴趣,其中一个原因学弟不让我透露,但作者是旅居英国的马来西亚人,其实目前她人已在台湾。

说真的,我还挺喜欢这本书,尤其是中间的故事高潮不断。一开始的故事并没有强烈地扣住读者的胃口,但继续看下去,故事就越来越精彩,让我深深陷入爱情的味道里。 而且,故事背景是巴黎,一个我刚去过的城市。 浪漫的巴黎,确实处处充满爱情故事,尤其是爱情发生在塞纳河的,我特别感兴趣,因为灯光闪闪的塞纳河边,真的很浪漫。 作者确确实实地带出了巴黎的感觉,不只是浪漫的部分,还有实在的安全问题等等。 我欣赏作者并没有一味地写 巴黎有多浪漫...

这本书,是我在英国第一本看的‘课外书’。 因为之前的世界都是环绕营养的,我真的很怀念看书的日子...所以昨天大概是我在英国感觉最充实 最满足的一天吧。

扣人心弦的故事是中间的部分,而且故事高潮一波又一波,很精彩。其实故事也非常戏剧化,就是一个逃婚到巴黎,巧遇两个近乎完美但不同性格,也给她不同爱情感觉的男人,所以称之为 天使与恶魔给的爱情。

这个爱情故事 也是我谈恋爱以后 第一次看的爱情故事吧。 所以,感触很不一样。 看书,心情很重要;不同的性情使理解和认同会有所差异。 而且,经历了11个月的远距离恋爱, 我更羡慕女主角得到两个男人的爱。 因为,那种有情人在身边,实实在在的爱情感觉,我觉得那已经是好久以前的事情了。虽然,我相信,情人在身边的感觉,就快回来了。 经历了一段远距离后,竟然最让人渴望是,可以一起牵手走超市...抱歉,这个是个人心情感言,故事里并没有远距离爱情。哈哈。

结局,真的好可怜,当然,也挺戏剧化的。 通常,戏剧化的结局才能让人印象深刻,不是吗?

真的有兴趣看一个21岁女生跟两个帅哥和超有人钱在巴黎发生的爱情故事,可以看看《一个巴黎两个爱》这本书,我相当推荐,也很欣赏作者的内涵和文笔,简简单单的文字,不像很多作者都过度采用深奥的文字来表达,让人读得更辛苦 :p


听说,本来只在中国售卖,目前新马的popular应该也可以购得。听说,作者的第2本书即将在年尾面试,拭目以待 =)

看完书,就让我觉得自己有文采了。哈哈。

回去,我终于又可以继续看书了^^

Wednesday 8 July 2009

在英国的最后第18天 - 当英国留学女生遇上两位英国留学男生...

当英国留学女生遇上两位英国留学男生...

我们的对话,是多么的熟悉和彼此了解...

外人,没有经过这路程的人,总是以为我们很风光,我们有钱有时间有机会到处玩乐踩欧洲。

我们,那么节俭,只为了可以念书...只为了可以去玩...
只有走过这段路的人,才明白在英国的日子是多么的无聊,多么的寂寞,多么的可怜...
我们,每天的娱乐是来自电脑,每天的通话是电话还是msn,skype的,每天面对四面墙,每次换季还要调试心情...

他...很想家想念朋友,毕竟我们的中学时代是那么的多姿多彩...相比之下,英国的生活,实在黑暗。
他...讨厌facebook和msn,因为所有的对话都很平面,他自嘲自己的脸部表情完全没人发现...
他...那么节俭,可是我来这里却花了他不少的水电费,他的食粮...
他...还得睡客厅,把床让给我,还买了Salmon鱼给我吃..我可没告诉他我爱吃三文鱼...只是他认为待客之道该如此,尤其是我是第一个到访的家乡好朋友。

我...还是庆幸我没有自己住在外面,看他为住家的水电费和住客烦的事,真的为他担心。希望住客快点搬走,不然他自言自语和压力的倾向会日趋严重。他可以一天不进食不睡觉,就是因为住家的问题...实在可怜他。

他说,要我奉劝要来英国念书的人,不要以为这里的日子很好过...因为我也有同感,所以写出来。写得不好,请别见怪。自从来到英国,因为面对金钱压力,life quality, 生活的素质,已经不是重点,所以我也缺少了写些有素质的文章。

在这里,我们奋斗的目的,都是为了给家人争一份颜面,敢说不是?
我敢说,我在这里成功毕业,让爸妈的脸上沾了一份光。
他,申请cambridge 也是为了让那个看低他爸爸的医生大跌眼镜。
虽然剑桥面试出误,但也成功进了英国排名第4的warwick大学法律系。
但想到他还有3年的英国留学生涯要面对,是真的苦了他。希望他说要回大马大学念书是说说而已,毕竟千辛万苦考得不错的A level,是应该继续留下来...

我也收到了 第一份毕业礼物,是真的可爱...有机会才放上来 ^^

真的开心,我要离开在英国当低等人的日子了...
受够了 只求书念好、吃得饱、旅行睡dorm的日子...
我要 想吃中餐就吃、想玩可以睡酒店,至少不必花多多钱还睡12人的dorm!最可恶的是三更半夜喝醉酒的洋佬/洋妞回来的嘈杂生使人无法入眠...
虽然我在小新不是上等人,但我只需要跨过一座桥就做上等公民!

英国,大概不会再来了...
外国的留学生活,我体验够了 ^^

也因为这段路,让我更深切明白新马带给我的归属感是多么的强烈。
也因为游欧洲,让我惊悟原来亚洲才是一块宝,欧洲的文化大同小异,地方风情也不必亚洲来得丰富。只是因为她们有辉煌的历史为奠基,有充满历史的建筑物和古城,但我想我还是偏爱亚洲的廉宜旅费和风景风情。至少,我们的星期日比欧洲的任何一个城市来得精彩~!

Tuesday 7 July 2009

2nd day in Birmingham

Birmingham is so good to shop!! I cant stop shopping esp its SALE time!! Everything is concentrated and the mall in Bull Ring Street is modern and awesome. The toilet even got the certificate for the Best Loo =_='' but the loo is really unique =P





Cadbury world is fantastic. It gives me lots of surprises, which I din expect. but the entrance fee is really expensive, adult £13.45, student £10.30. Tried mashmallow and biscuits with hot creamy chocolate. It is really nice and so I turned back to take another from another staff (kakaz), each person is actually entitled for 1 cup only..muahaha.. It was my lunch ^^ Anyone coming to Birmingham, this cant be missed, Cadbury starts the chocolate factory on 1904 and they just celebrated 100years 5 years ago! Cadbury built the Bournville village! I love old advertisements decades ago... Get few free cadbury chocolate too. If I were to work in the UK, I would definately apply Cadbury, the factory is enourmous, in fact, there are few enourmous factories in that area. Collectively, the Cadbury factories are called 'factory in the garden'! I guess photos can only be seen after the trip! (Opps, I havent sorted out my summer Europe trip photos >_<) The day ended with lots of shopping in the Bull Ring Mall. Now, my friend is cooking for me..muahaha..Im the queen here ^^ I guess we will watch movie again (on the computer lah) after dinner... haha.. Oops, his 2oth birthday is coming...I really dunno what to do for him... cz im like the queen here, everything is served by him, Im not allowed to go kitchen...im not familliar with the shops or makan place too...erm...Birmingham is famous night spots too, go to pub with him?? Jie jie is going pub with didi >_< He suggested but I dont have dress and shoes, maybe I shall improve UK economy by spending abit huh... haha... We will see how!!

Summary: Great Day, though it started raining once I stepped out. I only have few photos of mine cause I dont bring tripod for this trip and Im going alone T_T Those tourists dont take good photos by using my DSLR leh T_T

Monday 6 July 2009

Last trip in the UK - Sheffield

Guys, I'm already in Birmingham. Too last min to update !

8 hours in Sheffield on Sunday is undoubtably a torture!! Sheffield is good for ghost movie shooting on Sunday, while you could hardly find more than 10 people on the streets and area claimed to be 'heart of the city'... I guess Newcastle on Sunday could be a little bit more vibrant, though shops close at 4 or 5pm too...

Afterall, Meadowhall shopping center is good, I broke there. Spend aLOT!! >£100 !! I ate MCD for 2 times. You cant find anything else besides MCD and Pizza HUT! Dont take fast food? You will be starved! Horrible Sunday. I hate UK's sunday. I really wonder where all those ppl going on Sunday? Are all Britain love to stay at home?? This is the biggest Q i wanna find out!!

Sheffield- only horrible memory. Even the railway station is so queit!

Nothing much there too, at least we have angel of the north and millenium bridge, gateshead on Sunday and if you wanna go further, go northumberland! I miss Peak District, which is the world's 2nd famous national park in the world, after one of the Japanese National Park. I hope I can go there on Thursday as promised by someone!

Now, I will spend 4 nights in Birmingham in my friend's place and leaving to Scotland highlands... Last min decision can be exciting! haha!! Last trip in the UK! It will be a great fun and sceneric!

P/s to Net: I will still try to look around for your stuff. Hope I can find it in Birmingham or after I go back to NCL ( but i only left few days in NCL, try my best!)

I will be back to NCL on 14 July, and it will be my congregation on 20 July.. Moving out from Hostel on 21 July and possibly homeless for 3 nights before heading back to all year around summer countries!

Time does fly!!

Ciao

Friday 3 July 2009

The day results released.

Finally I can announce that I'm officially graduated!! It's a unique experience to go through the final year results released moment. We have champagne/wine in the school office, we have lecturers to share the joy in the school office. One lecturer hugged and congratulated me. It feels warm. I saw someone with tears, delighted or upset? I cant justify.

For me,the result and classification are all within my expectation.

I'm pleased with my result and classification. Finally I'm a nutrition honours degree holder from Northumbria University in the UK!! My dream has accomplished!! I'm still unbelievable that I've completed it, beautifully, in a relatively short time.

Among the final year entry students in human nutrition and food science&nutrition, I'm two of the best ones. Still, I cant compare with those stay 3 years in the course. But I'm really pleased with the result and the hard works have paid off.

I'm proud with myself, who need to address the transitional and academic stresses in less than a year. I've overcome it.

Thanks dad, thanks mom, thank you and all of you who have supported, and shared my experiences.

Thanks crab who has been always with me, for the moments in the UK. It is the most precious and unforgettable moment in the UK. I really hope you carry out your thesis beautifully. Even without my physical presence, you know I always cheer for you!!

Again, it's fabulous! I'm finally a degree holder of my desire profession!

But then, its kinda sad that I couldnt find yo!sushi today. I remembered the location wrongly =( I'm really too zhai nv in Newcastle. YOU! please dont buy for me or trying to do something for me, I'm contented and so pleased with the day now =P At least, we had Hawaiian pizza, fruit juice and a great chat =P

Loves.

Wednesday 1 July 2009

逃避一年了 回去吧!

相公,拉住我...
我不想从梦境里出来了!

每天自由自在,想睡想吃想上厕所想上网想看戏...
穿睡衣去图书馆、做功课都不是问题...

还没有回去,想到租金,想到电费,想到小妹的大学基金...
还有想到不能胜任的工作、老板的脸色、小新的现实和无聊...
整个人冷了一把。
[ok,我是比较紧张2、3点]

那天,我们在夜色伦敦眼许下的愿望,我真的漏了--
我要做老板娘!不用我烦太多的老板娘hor!
人家看我脸色,不是我看人家脸色哦!
这样我才真的有钱又有闲,才可以打扮美美,成为有魅力的聪明女人!哈哈!

发发梦,才可以成真嘛...
我要做有钱人也...但是还是有很多时间做我爱做的事情啦。

现实,现实,好恐怖!
逃避一年了,回去吧!

第一次踏进英国的戏院

第一次踏进英国的戏院...算是我开始的...

在欧洲的某个城市,没记错的话,6月中,在巴黎的浪漫夜晚里,我们的对话...

相公看到transformer2即将上映,巴黎上映日期是7月24日。
相公表示很想看,我说在欧洲/英国看戏很贵呢...
相公说学生价是5镑左右,我说也不会很贵,回去我们去看戏吧!我也要在英国的戏院看戏!

月尾到了伦敦,旅程的最后一站,发现transformer 2 在伦敦19号就上映了,英国还是比法国上映得早~

看戏的事早就放在一边....

回到宿舍的第4个傍晚,6时许,skype 传来了一个link. 是戏院的link,原来逢周二,是最便宜的票价,只需4.95镑,而这里最喜欢加card handling fee,加了0.60镑,上网订购5.55镑。犹豫了许久,我们还是决定今晚看8点场的,因为下个星期二谁知道发生什么事情啊~

兴致来了,谁也顶不住。7点准网上订了,7.15分离开宿舍,7.35分抵达戏院,7.50分拿到票,8点进场!last minute 得真帅!

笨笨的我们第一次在英国看戏,其实还是去戏院买比较便宜,因为少了card handling fee,但网上订购可以选择premium seat,我们却还是选了普通的座位...

无论如何,今天看戏还是很兴奋很开心。一来,相公约我,而且她还是第一次约人看戏;二来,我已经10个月没有踏进戏院了;再来是transformer 2真的很帅,但还是第一集的好看!

总结是...相公应该不会休了我这个不满意的娘子,因为我们蜜月之后她主动约我,而且约会很甜蜜...

英国的戏院感觉很不错,有像歌舞台的大大紫色窗帘,开幕时会慢慢拉开...但是银幕比vivo的小...觉得还是vivo的比较棒~ 除此之外,empire的戏院挺不错!

这部戏没有英文字幕,不过还看得懂啦。没有特别不习惯全是金头发的观众,因为习惯了嘛,回去不晓得会不会不习惯都是黄皮肤的...

酝酿回去的心情了...等待成绩、毕业典礼和搭飞机的这20+天,真的有点小无聊...准备要运箱子回去,再享受享受一个人一个房间的超级自由空间,然后就要跟这片让我又爱又恨的土地说再见了! 成绩还有1天半就揭晓了,好紧张哦~ 毕业典礼的4张请柬也收到了,有免费的午餐,但只有相公一位宾客,觉得好可怜的我,跟poly毕业的时候差个十万八千里呢~ 毕业服也订了,照片好像还没订呢~ 要不是爸妈要我参加,带张戴四方帽+英国背景的照片,我大概早早就滚回去了...突然觉得自己的毕业典礼好可怜...有谁要来参加吗?我提供睡袋住宿...haha...

鼻子酸酸 ... 寒酸的毕业典礼
心跳快快 ... 可怕的成绩揭晓

希望这两晚都睡得着才行~

H1N1 updates

H1N1 updates:

UK : 4250
SG : 599
MY : 112

The numbers have been dramatically increased as compared to half a month ago , before I left for my trip! UK still looks fine while I was in London, 4th day since Im back, I hope we are fine. SG is getting serious, please take care all my friends there!!

Im consistently being told to ensure that Im free from H1N1 when I return to SG and MY. Perhaps I should self quarantine when i go back!!

OMG!! I hate H1N1!