Tuesday 26 August 2008

路,还是要自己走下去

26天的工作天,昨天顺利划下句点。庆幸离开了,却有点不舍开始熟络的同事。

开始收拾心情和东西,12天后真的要离开了。

其实,离开的心情并没有太复杂。
就算,你说:我其实很想你留下来,可是你千万不可以留下。
我知道,因为我很清楚什么是我该做的事情。

只是,当你说:我只能陪你走大部分的路,人生还有很多路,你要自己走...

我,一边往反方向走,一边忍住快划下的泪水
不是因为你真的不陪我走那条回家的路,而是这句话真的会让我舍不得你...

路,还是要自己走下去;书,还是要继续读

Wednesday 20 August 2008

Back to blogging

I'm blogging now, after many weeks ignoring it. Time is killing fast... heeezz

Data entry is boring yet busy. Sometimes rushing the dateline could make me mad. Working in big and establised local company is totally different from what I have experienced previously. We have open office where everyone can monitor what are you doing now. We have department lunch every month, and farewell lunch (yes, our dept turn over rate is extremely high), we don't require to come and go punctually as you don't need to punch card. There is few foodcourts to be chosen for your lunch and sometimes it can be stretched to more than one hour meal. I have many colleagues with the closer gap. At the opposite side, I have less privacy as compared to previous job but I do MSN and cari-ing. Physical activities are much more lower as I only need to face my computer and scanner,data entry and do scanning. Thats it.

I have been working here for 4weeks plus. It is going to an ending soon. Last day will be next wednesday (27Aug) and I will be returned to Penang on Thursday evening. A year rest from living in Singapore, a city full of stresses but yet fun and satisfied.

4 years is long. I completed tiatiary studies in 3 years, joining lots of CCAs, knowning lots of friends from different countries and cultures, working as food technologist, admin, tuition teacher and waitress, backpacking with sister for 41days across Vietnam, Laos and ChiangMai andImet him.

I was told pessimistic towards this relationship and I think I am bad, truly bad.

Today is 20082008 but I feel deeply sorry to him. Someone I care so much. Perhaps it can be better after few days.

Oh ya. Just passed my 22th birthday, peacefully. Unlike previous years, where my birthday full of friends and suprises. This year is comparatively peaceful. He was beside me when the clock reached 12. After that, we spent most of our time on transport,starting from 9am taking ferry, 1212pm taking local bus and 3pm taking causeway link to City Square. 5pm crossed custom by bus 170 and finally MRT to Bukit Batok. Finally I reached home at 7plus.

On that day, received few calls, smses and sadly non from Haolians.

Received warm accessories from Haolians,a SAKAE sushi meal from Fengxiang and a nice trip from him...

Anyway, Sincerely wish all of my friends and family are happy on 20082008