Hi, im back to my blog after nearly another 3 months. Time is flying too fast that I din know it has been 3 months since my last post.
Packed myself with a lot of things and I would like to conclude that it's a transformation year for me.
Reflection and new year resolution.
Rumours saying 21 Dec 2012 is the end of the world so no new year resolution needed.
Do you believe it's actually end of the year within a year? What happen if it's not? I'm more conservative so im planning life that will last me another 30-40yrs.
So, anything related to buy/sell/rent in Singapore, do look for me =)
email: emailtopennyng@gmail.com
Meanwhile, promote my property website: singaporepropertydeal.com
cheers =)
Saturday 24 December 2011
Tuesday 4 October 2011
Some fresh air needed...
3 months later. i finally logged on to my blog to get some fresh air.
Life is filled with too much commitments when you grew older.
No one seems to bother what's ur current situation, the whole picture.
No doubt at all, money is the devil of all things and yet we need it desperately.
A dream for a comfort place is simply too greedy in this world.
Try hard for my dream but it's still failing, but i think im getting nearer!
I truly hope someone who denies me, someone grew me up, will know me one day, after seeing where I channel my energy and money to...
Life is too mysterious that you need to uncover in the mist yourself...
No problem to lost in the mist but must get back to track eventually...
Hmm, one day has just passed and i dunno if i did something more meaningful than yesterday. I hope I did.
World peace! Wish I have inner peace and become happier =))
Life is filled with too much commitments when you grew older.
No one seems to bother what's ur current situation, the whole picture.
No doubt at all, money is the devil of all things and yet we need it desperately.
A dream for a comfort place is simply too greedy in this world.
Try hard for my dream but it's still failing, but i think im getting nearer!
I truly hope someone who denies me, someone grew me up, will know me one day, after seeing where I channel my energy and money to...
Life is too mysterious that you need to uncover in the mist yourself...
No problem to lost in the mist but must get back to track eventually...
Hmm, one day has just passed and i dunno if i did something more meaningful than yesterday. I hope I did.
World peace! Wish I have inner peace and become happier =))
Monday 4 July 2011
般若波罗蜜多心经 唐三藏法师玄奘译
观自在菩萨 行深般若波罗蜜多时
照见五蕴皆空 度一切苦厄
舍利子
色不异空 空不异色
色即是空 空即是色
受想行识 亦复如是
舍利子
是诸法空相 不生不灭
不垢不净 不增不减
是故空中无色 无受想行识
无眼耳鼻舌身意 无色声香味触法
无眼界 乃至无意识界
无无明 亦无无明尽
乃至无老死 亦无老死尽
无苦集灭道 无智亦无得 以无所得故
菩提萨陲 依般若波罗蜜多故
心无挂碍 无挂碍故 无有恐怖
远离颠倒梦想 究竟涅盘
三世诸佛 依般若波罗蜜多故
得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提
故知般若波罗蜜多
是大神咒 是大明咒 是无上咒
是无等等咒 能除一切苦 真实不虚
故说般若波罗蜜多咒
即说咒曰 揭谛揭谛 波罗揭谛
波罗僧揭谛 菩提娑婆诃
般若波罗密多心经
-------------------------
就这么短？好像还有更长的Ｖｅｒｓｉｏｎ．
无论如何，先把这个背熟。。
愿共勉之
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
找到不错心经的解释,链接自这里。
经文注解
【观自在菩萨。】
「观自在菩萨」，观世音菩萨可指观世音菩萨。这里的 「观自在菩萨」表示观照般若已经自在无碍了的菩萨，不一定指观世音。
【行深般若波罗蜜多时，照见五蕴皆空，度一切苦厄。】
「行深般若波罗蜜多时」 在修行深般若的时候。深般若波罗蜜，加一 「深」 字就分别于小乘也能修习般若，而是大乘才可以明白入手的般若。
「照见五蕴皆空」
「照」 ，有心叫作想，无心就叫作照。照的意思是离开我们的妄念，像镜子照东西一样，明明白白，清清楚楚。
「五蕴」 蕴是指“类、堆”。 佛把世间一切事物总分为五蕴（五类），分别是：色、受、想、行、识。
「色蕴」是物质这方面，一切万物，凡眼所见，耳所闻，鼻所嗅，舌所尝、身所觉，以及意所想到的东西都是色蕴。
「受蕴」我们现在看见了风扇，看见有一台风扇，脑子就有所领受，内心生起一种领纳的作用，来领纳乐境（乐受）、苦境（苦受）及不苦不乐境（舍受）。
「想蕴」就是种种思想。
而我们这个想是念念不断的，念念迁流就是「行蕴」。
「识蕴」是我们能够了别、认识，例如上述风扇转动发声，人最初只听到声音，随即知道是声音，这是耳识；同时传达到意，能分别了知这是风扇转动所发的声音，这就是意识。
所以五蕴里，四个说的都是心，都是精神方面的，只有一个色蕴是有关物质方面的。五蕴都遮盖我们本性，是妙明真心的障碍。
［五蕴皆空］，五蕴没有任何一蕴不是空。也就是说世间事物都是“空”的。
「度一切苦厄」 “苦”是痛苦，“厄”是穷困疾厄。佛认为人世间充满了苦， 而人生最基本苦有 ［八苦］ ，即：生、老、病、死 、「怨憎会」、「爱别离」、「求不得苦」、「五蕴炽盛」（色受想行识这五种东西很盛，荫盖了你，使你的妙明真心不能显现，因此你有烦恼，这是苦的根本。）。如何去除这些苦，得到真正的自在是佛法的根本目的。观自在菩萨在修习甚深的大智慧到彼岸时，以般若妙慧观照世间事物，了达五蕴并非实有，当体即空，因此能「度一切苦厄」。
照见五蕴皆空 度一切苦厄
舍利子
色不异空 空不异色
色即是空 空即是色
受想行识 亦复如是
舍利子
是诸法空相 不生不灭
不垢不净 不增不减
是故空中无色 无受想行识
无眼耳鼻舌身意 无色声香味触法
无眼界 乃至无意识界
无无明 亦无无明尽
乃至无老死 亦无老死尽
无苦集灭道 无智亦无得 以无所得故
菩提萨陲 依般若波罗蜜多故
心无挂碍 无挂碍故 无有恐怖
远离颠倒梦想 究竟涅盘
三世诸佛 依般若波罗蜜多故
得阿耨多罗三藐三菩提
故知般若波罗蜜多
是大神咒 是大明咒 是无上咒
是无等等咒 能除一切苦 真实不虚
故说般若波罗蜜多咒
即说咒曰 揭谛揭谛 波罗揭谛
波罗僧揭谛 菩提娑婆诃
般若波罗密多心经
-------------------------
就这么短？好像还有更长的Ｖｅｒｓｉｏｎ．
无论如何，先把这个背熟。。
愿共勉之
－－－－－－－－－－－－－－
找到不错心经的解释,链接自这里。
经文注解
【观自在菩萨。】
「观自在菩萨」，观世音菩萨可指观世音菩萨。这里的 「观自在菩萨」表示观照般若已经自在无碍了的菩萨，不一定指观世音。
【行深般若波罗蜜多时，照见五蕴皆空，度一切苦厄。】
「行深般若波罗蜜多时」 在修行深般若的时候。深般若波罗蜜，加一 「深」 字就分别于小乘也能修习般若，而是大乘才可以明白入手的般若。
「照见五蕴皆空」
「照」 ，有心叫作想，无心就叫作照。照的意思是离开我们的妄念，像镜子照东西一样，明明白白，清清楚楚。
「五蕴」 蕴是指“类、堆”。 佛把世间一切事物总分为五蕴（五类），分别是：色、受、想、行、识。
「色蕴」是物质这方面，一切万物，凡眼所见，耳所闻，鼻所嗅，舌所尝、身所觉，以及意所想到的东西都是色蕴。
「受蕴」我们现在看见了风扇，看见有一台风扇，脑子就有所领受，内心生起一种领纳的作用，来领纳乐境（乐受）、苦境（苦受）及不苦不乐境（舍受）。
「想蕴」就是种种思想。
而我们这个想是念念不断的，念念迁流就是「行蕴」。
「识蕴」是我们能够了别、认识，例如上述风扇转动发声，人最初只听到声音，随即知道是声音，这是耳识；同时传达到意，能分别了知这是风扇转动所发的声音，这就是意识。
所以五蕴里，四个说的都是心，都是精神方面的，只有一个色蕴是有关物质方面的。五蕴都遮盖我们本性，是妙明真心的障碍。
［五蕴皆空］，五蕴没有任何一蕴不是空。也就是说世间事物都是“空”的。
「度一切苦厄」 “苦”是痛苦，“厄”是穷困疾厄。佛认为人世间充满了苦， 而人生最基本苦有 ［八苦］ ，即：生、老、病、死 、「怨憎会」、「爱别离」、「求不得苦」、「五蕴炽盛」（色受想行识这五种东西很盛，荫盖了你，使你的妙明真心不能显现，因此你有烦恼，这是苦的根本。）。如何去除这些苦，得到真正的自在是佛法的根本目的。观自在菩萨在修习甚深的大智慧到彼岸时，以般若妙慧观照世间事物，了达五蕴并非实有，当体即空，因此能「度一切苦厄」。
佛，我皈依你了
很久没有上来抒发自己的心情了，
所以我觉得自己就快得忧郁症了。
没有人听到我的倾诉，没有人带我离开那深渊，
我继续被金钱蹂躏，被她带着笑脸碾过我的身心...
如果有人带我离开，并给我的灵魂添上快乐的颜色，我会一直感激他.
我已经竭力了，无力向我曾经幻想的日子走进一步。
我跟很多人说，我这样下去我会得忧郁症，我并不胡说。
有人说，忧郁症是会传染的，我不否认。
我觉得自己的思想越来越极端，越来越不健康。
到底谁能够带我走？
大舅常要我念心经，他说那能在我失落时带给我平静，给我力量并带我走向对的方向。
刚认识的友人说，佛教带她走过很多失落的日子，那是她的力量。
我想，我需要一个精神寄托，一个宗教。
佛，我皈依你了。。。
所以我觉得自己就快得忧郁症了。
没有人听到我的倾诉，没有人带我离开那深渊，
我继续被金钱蹂躏，被她带着笑脸碾过我的身心...
如果有人带我离开，并给我的灵魂添上快乐的颜色，我会一直感激他.
我已经竭力了，无力向我曾经幻想的日子走进一步。
我跟很多人说，我这样下去我会得忧郁症，我并不胡说。
有人说，忧郁症是会传染的，我不否认。
我觉得自己的思想越来越极端，越来越不健康。
到底谁能够带我走？
大舅常要我念心经，他说那能在我失落时带给我平静，给我力量并带我走向对的方向。
刚认识的友人说，佛教带她走过很多失落的日子，那是她的力量。
我想，我需要一个精神寄托，一个宗教。
佛，我皈依你了。。。
Saturday 23 April 2011
New Blog
Hi Guys....
As most of you know, I have just returned from Bali. I really love Bali... I have decided to share the information I collected and my travel experiences. However, I feel this blog isnt suitable as it contains too much of my personal secrets that I dont wish to reveal to others/public..
This blog has been serving me well for years after my wretch.cc blog... I love writing non sense on my wall and pollute my readers' eyes...haha
Now, I have decided to open a new blog to write about travel & food- a more proper blog without much pollution but more information. I can't leave travelling behind in my life.. I knew it...
So, please support my new blog : travel-cuisine.blogspot.com.
I may still come back this nie-zi's blog for very personal thing that I wish only close friends know it...
Cheers =)
As most of you know, I have just returned from Bali. I really love Bali... I have decided to share the information I collected and my travel experiences. However, I feel this blog isnt suitable as it contains too much of my personal secrets that I dont wish to reveal to others/public..
This blog has been serving me well for years after my wretch.cc blog... I love writing non sense on my wall and pollute my readers' eyes...haha
Now, I have decided to open a new blog to write about travel & food- a more proper blog without much pollution but more information. I can't leave travelling behind in my life.. I knew it...
So, please support my new blog : travel-cuisine.blogspot.com.
I may still come back this nie-zi's blog for very personal thing that I wish only close friends know it...
Cheers =)
Monday 21 March 2011
Most wanted target of year 2011
Another post. Hardly seen me as a frequent blogger after I started working...
Well, i just can't wait to announce my largest target of the year!!
Many people would think that I wanna get married but hell, no one wanna marry me...and i also dont want to get married with minimal financial base.
So...my dream for this year is to quit fingernails biting!!
This bad habit has been bothering me since I have memory. Grandparents tried to quit it by saying fingernails biting would curse parents and those taboos. but i failed to quit them.
Most recent action i have taken was in 2006-2007 i think. I used to study & camp at Christine's house during exam period. She had the same bad habit too and her bf got her a bitter solution to apply on fingernails. Everytime you bite, you get the bitter taste which reminds you to stop biting. I applied during my camping which could last to 2 weeks. She succeeded after 1 month but I failed. I like bitterguord so the solution couldn't stop me.
So...I need the determined will power to keep me motivated and reminded that I NEED TO QUIT FINGERNAILS BITING.
Wear glove, apply bitter solution or fingernails polish are the solutions found but none are suitable. Firstly, we are not in winter country and it's just not feasible for my work. Apply solution and polish aren't any good idea cause i need to handle food everyday!! How I can make bitter sausage??
Looking for other solutions...
You might ask why I need to quit after so many years? Cause someone promised to bring me to cruise all at his expense and I envy those with pretty manicure creations... I can quit it by this year!! please remind me not to bite when u see it!
Well, I can control myself during normal days but not when I'm stressed out and possibly having daydream! I think it's just as hard as quit smoking and it will come back (according to my online research :p)
Well, i just can't wait to announce my largest target of the year!!
Many people would think that I wanna get married but hell, no one wanna marry me...and i also dont want to get married with minimal financial base.
So...my dream for this year is to quit fingernails biting!!
This bad habit has been bothering me since I have memory. Grandparents tried to quit it by saying fingernails biting would curse parents and those taboos. but i failed to quit them.
Most recent action i have taken was in 2006-2007 i think. I used to study & camp at Christine's house during exam period. She had the same bad habit too and her bf got her a bitter solution to apply on fingernails. Everytime you bite, you get the bitter taste which reminds you to stop biting. I applied during my camping which could last to 2 weeks. She succeeded after 1 month but I failed. I like bitterguord so the solution couldn't stop me.
So...I need the determined will power to keep me motivated and reminded that I NEED TO QUIT FINGERNAILS BITING.
Wear glove, apply bitter solution or fingernails polish are the solutions found but none are suitable. Firstly, we are not in winter country and it's just not feasible for my work. Apply solution and polish aren't any good idea cause i need to handle food everyday!! How I can make bitter sausage??
Looking for other solutions...
You might ask why I need to quit after so many years? Cause someone promised to bring me to cruise all at his expense and I envy those with pretty manicure creations... I can quit it by this year!! please remind me not to bite when u see it!
Well, I can control myself during normal days but not when I'm stressed out and possibly having daydream! I think it's just as hard as quit smoking and it will come back (according to my online research :p)
Sunday 20 March 2011
Dying hair again after 5yrs
Yea. Remember my first hair dying was 2006 CNY. But i cut it after 1 week. Hair turned out extremely dry and totally unmanaged as I coloured and permed the hair at one go. That's the painful experience that I dare not dye and perm hair anymore. After the hair grew back to my previous shine, I started to perm my hair again in 2010 CNY and it turned out good in dark hair.
Today, I went to Shirley Mah, at jurong west for my haircut. When I take buses, I always see this neighbourhood saloon packed with people so I was telling everyone that I wanna give a try next time. On this lovely Sunday, the shop has merely few customers and I got it with student price $14.40 (normal price $16). The boss offered student price when I asked about the price.. (Hee, I look young, boh bian =P) Anyway, the hair cut is not fantastic. So so loh...
After the hair cut, I dyed my hair with the famous liese bubble product. Got it with marshmallow brown. I was a little bit nervous and my bf did not get the hair dying process right that I decided to carry on myself..There was a 10min time lagging and hence the result was not pleasant - uneven colours.
The colour on top are good but hair below ear length remains dark... Sad... I hope it's not too obvious/ugly... omg... I think it is too obvious that I dyed it myself...
Anyway, i had a great and lazy weekend. Always hope the sunday can stay a little longer but it always goes too fast. I will start counting the day again... OMG MONDAY!!!
Today, I went to Shirley Mah, at jurong west for my haircut. When I take buses, I always see this neighbourhood saloon packed with people so I was telling everyone that I wanna give a try next time. On this lovely Sunday, the shop has merely few customers and I got it with student price $14.40 (normal price $16). The boss offered student price when I asked about the price.. (Hee, I look young, boh bian =P) Anyway, the hair cut is not fantastic. So so loh...
After the hair cut, I dyed my hair with the famous liese bubble product. Got it with marshmallow brown. I was a little bit nervous and my bf did not get the hair dying process right that I decided to carry on myself..There was a 10min time lagging and hence the result was not pleasant - uneven colours.
The colour on top are good but hair below ear length remains dark... Sad... I hope it's not too obvious/ugly... omg... I think it is too obvious that I dyed it myself...
Anyway, i had a great and lazy weekend. Always hope the sunday can stay a little longer but it always goes too fast. I will start counting the day again... OMG MONDAY!!!
Monday 14 March 2011
Sunday 13 March 2011
常常来到自己的空间，想要写些什么，却不知道要写些什么。
就只能写些现在的生活吧，也不外乎工作、爱人和朋友。别忘了还有每个星期四的瑜伽课，对于我这种3分钟热度的人来说，坚持上了一年多的瑜伽课，代表我真的很喜欢。其实，新加坡的生活真的有的无聊，但也挺不错的。星期天依然很放松，很悠闲地跟爱人看看戏、做做饭、做做家务...
工作还是老样子，但是如上次看塔罗牌的预测，我有机会上课学习，是好的。所以我会去花些钱上这个课，然后去考试。若通过考试，我就有一个证，也挺想拥有的一个证。
爱人还是老样子，有时候气死我，有时候他被我的无理取闹气死...呵呵。今天是我们牵手纪念日，3年了...呵呵...
朋友，各有各忙的。有位朋友正办分居手续，有些遗憾。因为性格不合，还没办华人婚礼，所以他们决定离婚了... 惋惜啊！婚姻好像真的很脆弱, 生活在一起2年了，忍不住了，平静地协议分开。希望他们各自会找到更适合自己的另一半。所以说，不要找最好的，要找最适合自己的。
我呢，要努力赚钱，最近花在脸上的钱越来越不受控了，但我真需要啊！努力赚钱！！！
就只能写些现在的生活吧，也不外乎工作、爱人和朋友。别忘了还有每个星期四的瑜伽课，对于我这种3分钟热度的人来说，坚持上了一年多的瑜伽课，代表我真的很喜欢。其实，新加坡的生活真的有的无聊，但也挺不错的。星期天依然很放松，很悠闲地跟爱人看看戏、做做饭、做做家务...
工作还是老样子，但是如上次看塔罗牌的预测，我有机会上课学习，是好的。所以我会去花些钱上这个课，然后去考试。若通过考试，我就有一个证，也挺想拥有的一个证。
爱人还是老样子，有时候气死我，有时候他被我的无理取闹气死...呵呵。今天是我们牵手纪念日，3年了...呵呵...
朋友，各有各忙的。有位朋友正办分居手续，有些遗憾。因为性格不合，还没办华人婚礼，所以他们决定离婚了... 惋惜啊！婚姻好像真的很脆弱, 生活在一起2年了，忍不住了，平静地协议分开。希望他们各自会找到更适合自己的另一半。所以说，不要找最好的，要找最适合自己的。
我呢，要努力赚钱，最近花在脸上的钱越来越不受控了，但我真需要啊！努力赚钱！！！
Saturday 5 March 2011
Sense of Fulfilling!
Feeling great after achieving another dream - to climb mount Kinabalu.
It's never an easy task to me and it's more difficult than I thought, especially to an asthma patient. The biggest challenge I had was the breathing difficulties. Until I was really near to the peak, i rested 5min every 10steps to get my breathing back.
So folks, please train yourself, physically, mentally and the breathing part! try to get some acute mountain sickness medicine before the trip.
Sabah is a very relaxing place with nice people around. Either the passenger or the people doing business such as backpack hostel staff or the car rental lady boss.
Wish to go back for a relaxing holiday soonest. Ah, wish to stay in Shangri La Hotel for a night or 2 with love one... It's toooo romantic!
After coming back, I have to adjust and fasten my pace to adapt to the fast pace of concrete city. Start facing the cruel fact, the cruel people and the cruel work again...
I love the holiday because of the slow pace, the nice people, the achievement, the travelmate!!
It's time to be anxious for next leave application for my Bali Trip!
Monday 14 February 2011
我的朋友呢？
最近发现，我的朋友少得可怜。
也不是很少，只是发现可谈心的朋友不多了，
不然就是好友各有各忙，少聊天了。
或许长大以后，每个人心中多了很多很多秘密,
不太愿与朋友分享...
实在伤心...
我的好友们，多多联络我这个宅女吧。。。
我就是懒惰出门而已，心还在！
说到过年，今年春节过得好快。
初3就好像过完年了，红包拿完了，但却见了好多朋友。
长大了，就不想过年了吗？
我...今天心情emo~ emo~~~
没心情工作~~~
anyway,还是要祝大家情人节快乐！
也不是很少，只是发现可谈心的朋友不多了，
不然就是好友各有各忙，少聊天了。
或许长大以后，每个人心中多了很多很多秘密,
不太愿与朋友分享...
实在伤心...
我的好友们，多多联络我这个宅女吧。。。
我就是懒惰出门而已，心还在！
说到过年，今年春节过得好快。
初3就好像过完年了，红包拿完了，但却见了好多朋友。
长大了，就不想过年了吗？
我...今天心情emo~ emo~~~
没心情工作~~~
anyway,还是要祝大家情人节快乐！
Thursday 27 January 2011
She is ugly
Well, things can be quite brightful now. However, I can't endure and agree her behaviour. She is really UGLY, from the heart.
Though I dislike her and minimise the contact but my new colleague starts showing dissatiscation to her. I, pray for the peacefulness in the office...
Although i'm really angry for not respecting our decision and keep me out of the event that I have been working hard on. I dunno what's she planning and I do not wish to guess what's her next stop after backstabbing. I do not fear, I have done everything right and now I have someone to stand one line with me.
She is ugly!! She does not know the beauty of respect and too gan chiong will really mess things up! I think she does many charity work to cover up her sins during office hours. That does not help, ok?
I should really start saving hard and learn investment in case I dont like the job anymore I can quit without financial burden! Or she backstabs me till I lost my job XD
To myself: No worries, rabbit is kind to me =)
Friday 5m TOTO, at least 1M is mine then I can quit the job anytime and fulfil my dreams =))
Though I dislike her and minimise the contact but my new colleague starts showing dissatiscation to her. I, pray for the peacefulness in the office...
Although i'm really angry for not respecting our decision and keep me out of the event that I have been working hard on. I dunno what's she planning and I do not wish to guess what's her next stop after backstabbing. I do not fear, I have done everything right and now I have someone to stand one line with me.
She is ugly!! She does not know the beauty of respect and too gan chiong will really mess things up! I think she does many charity work to cover up her sins during office hours. That does not help, ok?
I should really start saving hard and learn investment in case I dont like the job anymore I can quit without financial burden! Or she backstabs me till I lost my job XD
To myself: No worries, rabbit is kind to me =)
Friday 5m TOTO, at least 1M is mine then I can quit the job anytime and fulfil my dreams =))
Monday 24 January 2011
感慨2010
2011 来了，1月很快又要走了，接下来迎接我期盼已久的兔年！
犯太岁的这一年，老实说很难过。
2009年好像离我很久很久了，
回头看看那个活泼乐观豁达的自己，说声久违了。
过了2010，感觉自己变了很多很多。
我少了那份稚气；多了踏实工作，务实生活的性格。
我经历了不断被否认的日子，凡事不是乐观就可以完成；
我开始变得很悲观懦弱，少说少错成了我的名言。
看看过去的日子，可以很帅气地辞职去个41天的背包旅行，
说去欧洲念书就去，冰天雪地也敢单枪匹马去；
现在的我连一份让人低士气的工作我只说，却不敢贸贸然辞职，
只有一直寻找新的机会，决不能断一个月的收入。
就一年，我已被现实狼狈地踩在脚底下，
做一个默默期待月尾银行进帐的那刻。
很快，就多了一份房贷，
就算买0机票，都要三思。
旅行已不能成为必然的事情，它已被推为Something you want, not you need.
突然，我憎恨自己变成这样。
奈何，我被现实屈服...
期待那刻TOTO让我中头奖，我可以继续圆梦...脱离现实的捆绑。
刚好，今天与同事谈起TOTO,同事说每个星期5毛是不能省的，反正买不到什么东西。
哪天你刚好财运到，就发了。
开始了解为什么这里的Singapore pool永远都排长龙，永远都不缺西装打领带的人在排着队...
我似乎也快加入他们那行列。。。
但别忘了，不管中了多少钱，都要把一半的钱放进银行做个1年以上的定期存款，因为那一年是你的冷静期...不放，迟早连本带利还回去。
犯太岁的这一年，老实说很难过。
2009年好像离我很久很久了，
回头看看那个活泼乐观豁达的自己，说声久违了。
过了2010，感觉自己变了很多很多。
我少了那份稚气；多了踏实工作，务实生活的性格。
我经历了不断被否认的日子，凡事不是乐观就可以完成；
我开始变得很悲观懦弱，少说少错成了我的名言。
看看过去的日子，可以很帅气地辞职去个41天的背包旅行，
说去欧洲念书就去，冰天雪地也敢单枪匹马去；
现在的我连一份让人低士气的工作我只说，却不敢贸贸然辞职，
只有一直寻找新的机会，决不能断一个月的收入。
就一年，我已被现实狼狈地踩在脚底下，
做一个默默期待月尾银行进帐的那刻。
很快，就多了一份房贷，
就算买0机票，都要三思。
旅行已不能成为必然的事情，它已被推为Something you want, not you need.
突然，我憎恨自己变成这样。
奈何，我被现实屈服...
期待那刻TOTO让我中头奖，我可以继续圆梦...脱离现实的捆绑。
刚好，今天与同事谈起TOTO,同事说每个星期5毛是不能省的，反正买不到什么东西。
哪天你刚好财运到，就发了。
开始了解为什么这里的Singapore pool永远都排长龙，永远都不缺西装打领带的人在排着队...
我似乎也快加入他们那行列。。。
但别忘了，不管中了多少钱，都要把一半的钱放进银行做个1年以上的定期存款，因为那一年是你的冷静期...不放，迟早连本带利还回去。
Sunday 16 January 2011
I love sausage, no?
I supposed to have yoga lesson each Thursday but I'm getting more and more tired each day after working. Last Thursday, I fell slept at 7.30pm and hence missed my yoga. I had missed it 2 times out of 4 lessons so far!
Now, he starts having dissatisfaction towards HER and called me up on Friday 11pm and I hit the énd bottom at 1am+. Basically he shows his dissatisfaction to HER, and he feels i have no heart to learn from him. HE and SHE both will be having real conflict soon, no? they are not giving and taking steps which both have the same characters. I dont want to be the one sandwich between them. Help~~
Now, I'm trying to convince myself that I like making sausages. I dont mind the meaty smell and I'm strong enough to handle the process. This skill will be helpful for future career prospect. Therefore, I will be studying the history and theory after working and learn the practical thing from him during working hours! I hope I make the right choice. This is not my interest but when opportunity comes, I should grab and learn it!
so, sausages making in the morning and sausage research at night!
I know I'm hardworking girl, I love sausage!
i know different types of european sausages and asian sausages.
i know how to cook and smoke and its parameters and processes.
i know the different casings and the origin.
i know the additive, the usage, the regulation and the supplier.
i know how to pronounce the sausage name.
i know i know everything about sausages, frankfurters!
I'm the expert~! I will be !
Now, he starts having dissatisfaction towards HER and called me up on Friday 11pm and I hit the énd bottom at 1am+. Basically he shows his dissatisfaction to HER, and he feels i have no heart to learn from him. HE and SHE both will be having real conflict soon, no? they are not giving and taking steps which both have the same characters. I dont want to be the one sandwich between them. Help~~
Now, I'm trying to convince myself that I like making sausages. I dont mind the meaty smell and I'm strong enough to handle the process. This skill will be helpful for future career prospect. Therefore, I will be studying the history and theory after working and learn the practical thing from him during working hours! I hope I make the right choice. This is not my interest but when opportunity comes, I should grab and learn it!
so, sausages making in the morning and sausage research at night!
I know I'm hardworking girl, I love sausage!
i know different types of european sausages and asian sausages.
i know how to cook and smoke and its parameters and processes.
i know the different casings and the origin.
i know the additive, the usage, the regulation and the supplier.
i know how to pronounce the sausage name.
i know i know everything about sausages, frankfurters!
I'm the expert~! I will be !
Tuesday 4 January 2011
2011 来咯！
2010
1. 我要变美女，并有良好的体重管理。
2. 我要努力存钱挣钱为下个梦想奋斗。
3. 我要做个出色的厨师。
4. 我要做个精明的女人,包括财务消费处理等等...hohoho...
5. 我要买Oven,学烤面包。
6. 我要学包饺子。
我的2010 new year resolution是以上...
1. 有变美一点点。。体重管理还不错但仍在努力中，而我也相信这永远是我的continuous and top new year resolution each year...
2. 有存到钱，也仍在继续努力中...其实也算达到了梦想的一半！yeah!
3. 出色的厨师嘛，没达到。呵呵
4. 还要继续努力
5. OVEN 不再出现在新年愿望里了，除非我搬进自己的家..
6. 没有学到。
回顾一下2010年，过得非常平淡却也参杂着些许的痛苦。虎年犯太岁，真的不容易过。事业运非常的不好，被上司弄哭过两次，真的很丢脸。2010年最大的收获是我有一班很好很好的同事，我们真的是相亲相爱，互相鼓励和帮忙。
至于旅程，我很谦虚地说，我只去了曼谷和香港。两个都是所谓的购物天堂。都好玩，曼谷的衣物很便宜，买到很过瘾；香港的化妆保养品实在便宜，依然对sasa & bonjour 念念不忘~
2010努力地存钱，也真的有看到一点点钱，这一点一滴赚回来的钱让我离梦想近一点。关于这点，我很欣慰。
1. 我要变美女，并有良好的体重管理。
2. 我要努力存钱挣钱为下个梦想奋斗。
3. 我要做个出色的厨师。
4. 我要做个精明的女人,包括财务消费处理等等...hohoho...
5. 我要买Oven,学烤面包。
6. 我要学包饺子。
我的2010 new year resolution是以上...
1. 有变美一点点。。体重管理还不错但仍在努力中，而我也相信这永远是我的continuous and top new year resolution each year...
2. 有存到钱，也仍在继续努力中...其实也算达到了梦想的一半！yeah!
3. 出色的厨师嘛，没达到。呵呵
4. 还要继续努力
5. OVEN 不再出现在新年愿望里了，除非我搬进自己的家..
6. 没有学到。
回顾一下2010年，过得非常平淡却也参杂着些许的痛苦。虎年犯太岁，真的不容易过。事业运非常的不好，被上司弄哭过两次，真的很丢脸。2010年最大的收获是我有一班很好很好的同事，我们真的是相亲相爱，互相鼓励和帮忙。
至于旅程，我很谦虚地说，我只去了曼谷和香港。两个都是所谓的购物天堂。都好玩，曼谷的衣物很便宜，买到很过瘾；香港的化妆保养品实在便宜，依然对sasa & bonjour 念念不忘~
2010努力地存钱，也真的有看到一点点钱，这一点一滴赚回来的钱让我离梦想近一点。关于这点，我很欣慰。
似乎没有什么值得令我回味的，难道这就表示我确实离开了学生生涯，当了朝８晚７的上班族吗？只有工作的回忆，庆幸的是我有王先生和我一起渡过这些粗茶淡饭兼无趣的日子...
新的一年，旧的愿望，新的努力！
愿望继续保留，努力要加倍！
可以期盼的是，新的一年会去３个邻国旅行；我会被抽中ｗｉｎ ａ ｃｏｎｄｏ的头奖，我将会有新家，让我当个包租婆，那就可以炒老板鱿鱼！哈哈哈
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