Monday 31 August 2009

心情不好,小后悔

折腾了4天,虽然心想要,但兴趣也必须配合现实。

如6天制的工作,我真的不喜欢...

所以我今早拒绝了,但一整天却闷闷不乐的。

我真的希望我能够尽早找到另一份适合自己又不必星期六工作的...营养师职位


真的辜负了非常看好我的chief nutritionist.

真的,这好像是近年来做得最后悔的决定了! T_T



努力找工作吧!
我真的讨厌量地官的工作 T_T

I rejected. I'm still hunting.

I rejected it.
After one face-to-face session and several calls for convincing me.

If I were to follow my heart, I would choose it.
It tailors to my characterisitc, I would enjoy it.

Nevertheless, I value personal time.
Apart from it, I care my future career path.

Personal development time and relationship are intangible.

Feel upset for letting go something that I would love,
and disappointing the person who values and highly expects me;
in the exchange of personal time and unknown future.

God bless that I'm on the right path...

Searching for the right one...

Creating the good future ...

Overcoming the depression and upset...

UUMmmm, kimchi instant noodles cure half of the regretfulness.

Thursday 27 August 2009

27 August

It's 27 August, Ryian's birthday, happy birthday to him. Today's also laoda's graduation ceremony, wish him all the best in the future and secure a job ASAP!

It's also important, because I have a job interview, which is not really my interested field, but since I've no calls for interview, I've decided to try it out.

I've been to SP yesterday, after meeting a food junior who is going to UK soon, and settling MOE stuff. I walked from Buona Vista to Dover, memories arose. And then, Dover to Clementi as we used to walk to makan there. The walks are the way to find old memories.

SP has changed a lot, the basement of library has extended and it looks good!! FC2 is well renovated~! SP collaborates with University of Manchester and they have an established and modern eyecare center, which is so cool! SP is getting greater and I'm always proud of SP! All the memories in SP are unforgettable and it made the greater me ^^ Oh friends, so glad to meet you guys there!!

I did not manage to find Mrs Tay, strangely I only wish to see Mrs Tay but not other lecturers... Erm... Mrs Tay is the most neutral and closer lecturer :p

Today, I went to Jurong East Library to find a book titled as 'what your doctor doesnt know about nutritional medicine may be killing you', to aid in my 1000words writing which will possibly grand me an interview. However, the book is on loan and the nearest library to get the book is Boon Lay one, I'm going to get it on Friday when I meet up FX!!

I've also borrowed few books related to Nutrition. It is good for reading, but not for assignment/exam! I've finished reading an interesting book titled as : How to achieve & maintain Slim Malaysians, a Slim Figure for Malaysians. This book is generally highlighting the fact that the nutrition books (majority from western counterparts) over the bookstore are not suitable for Malaysians who are 'live to eat'! General rules apply, for the long term weight and health goal. Forget about Atkin's diet ( low carb-high protein) or any fad diet!! I also dun believe about Atkin, not at all, it would only bring health problem and gain weight once you stop the diet!! I'm definitely against Atkin! The book makes practical dietary senses for Malaysians (which can be applied to Singaporeans too!), most important is to have I.P.S (Ideal Portion Size) regardless of the healthy or not issue. I agree to the author, for most of the points made. Nevertheless, this is aimed for long term weight loss and day to day practical ideas!

Alright, I shall sleep now, prepare for tomorrow's interview ^^


Meeting more friends! YAhoooo... but I'm trying to keep my wallet safe :p

Ohh...I cooked several meals these few days and I hate my housemate who labels me as a 'failure cook'... I will try hard :p

Tuesday 25 August 2009

The girl's secret

sometimes, ppl thought your boyfriend will take good care of you and you are contented with a lovely boyfriend, you can live your life just like that.

god knows you need friends too. Caring and loving friends who give you little birthday gift, who chat about your life, and who remember your favourite book, food, place or activity.

Because sometimes boyfriend is dum.

Because sometimes girl talk is an effective emo therapy.

Because sometimes girl boycotts guys!


Because girl prefers a man who owns my xiang gong personality- caring, sweet, understoond, lovely to you!!



This is only a small secret. you (anyone of you) may know more than me :p

My secret is that... my parents are my lovely friend who can make me laugh and happy =)

现实,真的好残酷 之 沉思与忧郁篇

这刻,新马午夜12点正...

今夜,是我回国以来第一次屈指一算英国的时间,是下午5点。

我,正在想念相公,她没有在线,
应该是为论文做最后的冲刺,默默在地球的另一端为她打气,就快熬过,硕士就是你的!

这刻,是离开英国1个月纪念日。

今夜,感性与忧郁带领我的思绪,开始沉思...


一切的英国画面,如烟雾散开的速度离去,我又回到朦胧前的位置。

回到同样的位置,环境和心境却变了。

那种任性不顾后果积极去流浪的心已逝,留下一颗焦虑且沉重的心,
随着年纪增长并达成最初的梦想后,占领世界地图的欲望变得次等,
务求财经富足,再来达成一些有钱才能实现的梦想...

此刻,我也成了世俗现实的一群人,
渺小的我,也开始成了钱的奴隶?

非也非也...

没有多点钱,我不能让爸妈早点退休享福了
没有多点资金,我们姐妹俩的愿望不能实现
没有赚钱,我不能拥有自己的家、自己的厨房
没有额外的钱,我的脸就不美了...

也因为此刻我是超级穷光蛋一名,而且有许多钱的顾虑,
并还未找到工作,职业计划有点模糊,而稍微乱了阵脚。

随之,在新加坡,小女也成了宅女一名,
要是花人家的钱,没有自己花钱的自由,日子很郁闷...

找了一个星期兼两天的工作,送出了至少7分履历表,
还填了没有vacancy但个人钟意的几家公司关于自己的学历工作经验等等资料,

我只在今天收到一个电话,一个迫不得已申请的唯一瘦身公司,
薪水却低于个人要求,还是5.5天制的...
还有还有,之前还有一家超级专业的医学私人公司回复我的邮件,请看以下:

Thank you for your application. XX is poised to become one of the leaders in healthcare. Our areas of focus in health care are: lifestyle movement, preventative, nutritional, functional, occupational, complementary and integrative medicine. Our staff will be trained in state-of-the-art wellness screening and counselling. We strongly believe that candidates who invest time and resources training with us will have an even better edge in today's rapidly developing field in healthcare.

For more details about our state-of-the-art wellness screening technology and clinical nutrition please visit our website. You can also read about our successes and testimonials in the section on medical tourism at our website.

Kindly write the essays below and submit as soon as possible. This will form part of our assessment of candidates.

1. Please describe your interest in nutrition, and why you want to be a Certified Clinical Nutrition Consultant. (min 500 words, max 1000)

2. Why is Clinical Nutrition a very important health-care specialty? (min 500 words, max 1000)


You can read more about clinical nutrition and functional medicine on our website www.omnigreenwellness.com. Key words to search google other web sites: clinical nutrition, benefits of supplements. Textbooks are also good sources. Useful books include 'What Your Doctor Does Not Know about Nutritional Medicine could be killing you.' The last few chapters are good reading.

For essay format, please do the following:
1.submit your essays with your full name, identity number and date of submission on the header of every page.
2.use a different MS word file for each assignment question and include the question.
3.check for spelling, grammar and typo mistakes, as these will be penalized.
4.use your own words, copying is strictly prohibited.
5.include references at the end of each essay as needed.

以为脱离了写作业的日子,现在还要写1000个字!而且跟大学的作业一样,不得有任何相像的字眼,必须有参考的书本等等...我还在认真考虑要不要走向这么专业的clinical nutritionist呢!

我不否认如果公司给我机会,我会很感激并认真做下去,就算薪水很差~!
但是,这是非常专业的领域,之前clinical nutritionist已经被我否决了,但目前只有这家公司开始给我机会,我是应该好好把握这次的机会,就算知道自己知识不如人,但是个很好的机会,看看自己的能力在哪里?好,明天我就开始写这些文章!



难道这里的营养师不是特别专业的临床营养师,就是减肥中心?

营养师...我一定会找到出路的,不然我必须向现实低头,走回食品路线了~!

现实,真的好残酷...

Thursday 20 August 2009

在新加坡找工的日子

在新加坡等待工作的日子很难熬。

习惯了在英国懒散的日子,虽然我回来新马3个星期了,平均一个星期只外出3天见朋友,但我觉得频率很高。因为我在英国,1个星期也最多只有2、3天跟我的相公聚餐一次。最近也一直在联络回旧朋友,个个我都想念,但是就是懒惰出门...

在槟城,我可以天天窝在家里,就是等待跟爸爸妈妈吃午餐和宵夜的机会...偶尔看看戏,生活写意,而且没有金钱压力...在槟城的2个星期,见朋友的日子也只占了4个晚上吧。我还是最享受弟弟疼我的时候...还有跟爸爸撒娇的时候,妈妈吃我干醋的时候。什么时候,家永远是最棒的。今年生日的时候,爸爸问我要什么,我回复他的简讯说,我要爸爸妈妈健健康康,永远比今天恩爱...我好爱他们,他们永远都是最爱我的~

在新加坡,我还是比较喜欢天天窝在家里,因为可以省下饭钱和交通费,可以随便吃个面、炒个饭还是豆沙饼/香饼就是一餐,回来这里,我也见了几次朋友还有小舅一家,下个星期也会见见要去英国的学妹、anniechong、zoo、fx & jan 、刚上来新工作的家乡好友等等,都是我好想念的朋友,但是骨子里就是藏着英国带回来的宅女病毒...而且外出就是要花钱嘛,在家随便饼干公仔面都能饱肚,家里还有蛋糕呢!哈哈!不过,家里的冰箱确实有水果,有菜,有牛奶,他没有让我饿肚子啦。

在这里,没有工作真的很压力...电话需要签、MOE要跑一趟、外出吃喝都要$$、美容巨额、还有租金呢!一堆一堆都是新币,让我好压力...不过,还好啦...还撑得过去,希望快点让我看到职业的曙光~ 我需要一份高薪福利好有前途的工作,pls~~~

然后我才可以计划接下来的路,
看到一次又一次的廉价航空机票促销,我只能视而不见...
看到美丽的衣衫,我只能望梅止渴...
还有很多很多要花钱的地方...哈哈...


我有努力找工,但工作真的不多,有很多自己钟意的公司/政府机构我都自动投上了履历表,希望快点收到电话/答复!Pray!!

还有,星期六suntec有career fair,我会去lo~~

这几天就是上网找工,不然就看戏咯!不过,这个星期因为我的生日,朋友聚会等等,只有2天在家吃饭哦!我们都很喜欢在家吃饭!!以后希望有时间,在家里随便煮 随便吃 都痛快过在hawker center解决吧?我家uncle很喜欢吃住家菜~哈哈~

Wednesday 19 August 2009

Life after 23~!

Just little annoucement to all my friends that...

I'm back to Singapore and still using the same old number, please contact me if you still keep my old number. Millions of thanks!

Currently, I'm trying hard to search job, which is related to Nutrition and food. Please intro me, if you have lobang!~ Billions of thanks!!

This is my new life after 23! I must find a good job offering good salary and opportunity for advancement!

Birthday is not as fantastic as previous years as I age. Nevertheless, I'm still feeling warm to have friends sending sms or messages via emails/fb/blog... Thanks mates! I feel so warm to have you all!This proves that I still hold a little position in their hearts, although most of them get notified by fb... but that's fine. haha...

Thanks HLs for the steamboat and celebration on Saturday and my dear dear for the stars illuminator and... bedsheet? hahaha...oops. not forgetting the meaningful cake.




Birthday card from xianggong.....btw, i did get a muffin on 18/08/09, though it's one day later :p

Hope one of my birthday wishes to be realised soon. I need a good pay nutriton/food related job with good working scope offering career advancement :p otherwise, you guys may end up seeing me in the schools..muahaha

Sunday 9 August 2009

黄明志最新作品~

我知道我放这个,有人又要讲我了。。。
可是我不管,因为很好笑下~
这是黄明志为好友制作的结婚短片~
最后也挺感动的~



Saturday 8 August 2009

070809-最丢脸的一天

今天,是我人生驾驶记录中最丢脸的一天...

我把家里新的vios 撞上一辆罗里,人是没事啦,但可怜的新车,不到一年的新车就这样左边最性感的地方全部有我为她毁容了...期待他被修复的一天....

haiz...最近不是很想驾车了,打算请司机...

haiz...

自觉丢脸到不行......

不想驾车了,大受挫折......

不要再笑我了,害我内疚死了.......

努力帮家里做做工,花费从那里扣吧~


我真的讨厌驾车了 >_<

我本来以为今天我很厉害,一个槟城路痴可以载妈妈到槟城的医院,那个很多one way的槟城路,我真的很讨厌。

结果发生事情竟然就在家前面的大路,非常不爽自己的错误判断...



最后是想说,爸爸很伟大,在大马路上帮我打电话处理事情,也没有责怪我,所以他好man哦~

然后弟弟一来到就一直笑我~

最后的最后,半夜1点处理好事情,我们去吃煮炒...

因为爸爸说他很开心,不是我被人假假kiss到车,然后打抢还是什么不愉快的事情...

发生这种事情,发现家人好伟大,因为明明是我的错,但是他们都没有责怪我,爸爸只是说:你的license很厉害(自己心里想,是英国license的错,哈哈)
爸爸最后还是那句名言:钱是拿来花的~

我的感言是:庆幸我是在新加坡工作,不必使用车子,不必驾驶的~好烦的车子问题~~