Monday 3 December 2012

怎麼有些事,時間越久,畫面和感覺卻越清晰?

你以為你忘記的小事,原來點點滴滴你都記得。

Sunday 2 December 2012

End of 2012. Reflection

It has been a year since I last posted something. It is always good to recall how i felt over the past years.

Every december wakes me up and urges me to reflect.

How have 2012 treated you?
Have you achieved last year's resolution?
Have you grown to a better you?


For friends who know me, they know this is probably the hardest ever year I had, emotionally.

Sorry but I have made a life changing decision.
I am terribly sorry for the one I hurt so badly.

What have you lost makes you understand what you actually cares the most.
I stepped back to look what I have done for the year and what impact it leaves.

Ambitious, agressive and greedy are part of my gene.
This leads me to make a decision that could be a biggest mistake ever in my life.
Every time I close my eyes, there will be familiar face, images and events that you thought you have forgotten.
Life has to move on. 
I shall keep my emo-ness to a minimum level.

On another hand, I have greatly exposed in few types of businesses and I tried.
Very good experience which equips me a better understanding of thoese business.
Now, I only retain one business and a full time job.

If I can wake up on 22.12.12, I shall celebrate this happy event and give myself a brand new year.

A year to work further on my target.
A year to cherish what's surronding me.
A year to fulfill my promises to parents.
A year to love myself more and more.
A year to be wiser, heathier and prettier.

2012 has been another year which transform my entire life.
What I have dreamt and planned for is no longer a possible ending.
Thats what Chinese says: planning can't catch up changes. 
I hope 2013 can treat me better, please.
Give me more happiness, friends and time for my family.