Thursday 27 January 2011

She is ugly

Well, things can be quite brightful now. However, I can't endure and agree her behaviour. She is really UGLY, from the heart.

Though I dislike her and minimise the contact but my new colleague starts showing dissatiscation to her. I, pray for the peacefulness in the office...

Although i'm really angry for not respecting our decision and keep me out of the event that I have been working hard on. I dunno what's she planning and I do not wish to guess what's her next stop after backstabbing. I do not fear, I have done everything right and now I have someone to stand one line with me.

She is ugly!! She does not know the beauty of respect and too gan chiong will really mess things up! I think she does many charity work to cover up her sins during office hours. That does not help, ok?

I should really start saving hard and learn investment in case I dont like the job anymore I can quit without financial burden! Or she backstabs me till I lost my job XD

To myself: No worries, rabbit is kind to me =)

Friday 5m TOTO, at least 1M is mine then I can quit the job anytime and fulfil my dreams =))

Monday 24 January 2011

感慨2010

2011 来了,1月很快又要走了,接下来迎接我期盼已久的兔年!

犯太岁的这一年,老实说很难过。
2009年好像离我很久很久了,
回头看看那个活泼乐观豁达的自己,说声久违了。

过了2010,感觉自己变了很多很多。
我少了那份稚气;多了踏实工作,务实生活的性格。
我经历了不断被否认的日子,凡事不是乐观就可以完成;
我开始变得很悲观懦弱,少说少错成了我的名言。
看看过去的日子,可以很帅气地辞职去个41天的背包旅行,
说去欧洲念书就去,冰天雪地也敢单枪匹马去;
现在的我连一份让人低士气的工作我只说,却不敢贸贸然辞职,
只有一直寻找新的机会,决不能断一个月的收入。
就一年,我已被现实狼狈地踩在脚底下,
做一个默默期待月尾银行进帐的那刻。
很快,就多了一份房贷,
就算买0机票,都要三思。
旅行已不能成为必然的事情,它已被推为Something you want, not you need.

突然,我憎恨自己变成这样。
奈何,我被现实屈服...

期待那刻TOTO让我中头奖,我可以继续圆梦...脱离现实的捆绑。

刚好,今天与同事谈起TOTO,同事说每个星期5毛是不能省的,反正买不到什么东西。
哪天你刚好财运到,就发了。
开始了解为什么这里的Singapore pool永远都排长龙,永远都不缺西装打领带的人在排着队...
我似乎也快加入他们那行列。。。
但别忘了,不管中了多少钱,都要把一半的钱放进银行做个1年以上的定期存款,因为那一年是你的冷静期...不放,迟早连本带利还回去。

Sunday 16 January 2011

I love sausage, no?

I supposed to have yoga lesson each Thursday but I'm getting more and more tired each day after working. Last Thursday, I fell slept at 7.30pm and hence missed my yoga. I had missed it 2 times out of 4 lessons so far!

Now, he starts having dissatisfaction towards HER and called me up on Friday 11pm and I hit the énd bottom at 1am+. Basically he shows his dissatisfaction to HER, and he feels i have no heart to learn from him. HE and SHE both will be having real conflict soon, no? they are not giving and taking steps which both have the same characters. I dont want to be the one sandwich between them. Help~~

Now, I'm trying to convince myself that I like making sausages. I dont mind the meaty smell and I'm strong enough to handle the process. This skill will be helpful for future career prospect. Therefore, I will be studying the history and theory after working and learn the practical thing from him during working hours! I hope I make the right choice. This is not my interest but when opportunity comes, I should grab and learn it!

so, sausages making in the morning and sausage research at night!
I know I'm hardworking girl, I love sausage!

i know different types of european sausages and asian sausages.
i know how to cook and smoke and its parameters and processes.
i know the different casings and the origin.
i know the additive, the usage, the regulation and the supplier.
i know how to pronounce the sausage name.

i know i know everything about sausages, frankfurters!
I'm the expert~! I will be !

Tuesday 4 January 2011

2011 来咯!

2010



1. 我要变美女,并有良好的体重管理。

2. 我要努力存钱挣钱为下个梦想奋斗。

3. 我要做个出色的厨师。

4. 我要做个精明的女人,包括财务消费处理等等...hohoho...

5. 我要买Oven,学烤面包。

6. 我要学包饺子。



我的2010 new year resolution是以上...

1. 有变美一点点。。体重管理还不错但仍在努力中,而我也相信这永远是我的continuous and top new year resolution each year...

2. 有存到钱,也仍在继续努力中...其实也算达到了梦想的一半!yeah!

3. 出色的厨师嘛,没达到。呵呵

4. 还要继续努力

5. OVEN 不再出现在新年愿望里了,除非我搬进自己的家..

6. 没有学到。





回顾一下2010年,过得非常平淡却也参杂着些许的痛苦。虎年犯太岁,真的不容易过。事业运非常的不好,被上司弄哭过两次,真的很丢脸。2010年最大的收获是我有一班很好很好的同事,我们真的是相亲相爱,互相鼓励和帮忙。



至于旅程,我很谦虚地说,我只去了曼谷和香港。两个都是所谓的购物天堂。都好玩,曼谷的衣物很便宜,买到很过瘾;香港的化妆保养品实在便宜,依然对sasa & bonjour 念念不忘~


2010努力地存钱,也真的有看到一点点钱,这一点一滴赚回来的钱让我离梦想近一点。关于这点,我很欣慰。

似乎没有什么值得令我回味的,难道这就表示我确实离开了学生生涯,当了朝8晚7的上班族吗?只有工作的回忆,庆幸的是我有王先生和我一起渡过这些粗茶淡饭兼无趣的日子...

新的一年,旧的愿望,新的努力! 

愿望继续保留,努力要加倍!

可以期盼的是,新的一年会去3个邻国旅行;我会被抽中win a condo的头奖,我将会有新家,让我当个包租婆,那就可以炒老板鱿鱼!哈哈哈