Thursday, 22 January 2009

Loneliness of parents.

I was putting 'dislike' in my msn. Only he knows why. I'm actually reluctant to explain my feeling. Anyway my mood is back and i still stick to the way i think its right. None can judge me if they dont really know what I thought and plan. I wont defend and clarify as it only makes thing worsen. Dont judge book by its cover - a long known quote but it is always right. Everyone of us will never get a full picture of a story, you are abosolutely right that you are judging from your point of view. Two countries are writing differenct history of the same 'history' in their secondary school text books, who has the absolutely 'exact' story telling?

A step closer to knowing myself.

Called parents and I could really feel the loneliness from the way they expressed. Little sister has been working in Penang Island since she is back from Jawa with my elder sister. Bro seldom meets them at home. Plus, both sisters only reach home during eve of CNY. I know they are terribly feeling lonely. We were joking that my mum should be expecting another baby to make home merrier, since my dad loves babies and kids so much. Ha.

Little sis will be moving out to other city or country for her bachelor study. They really have to be used to it...Now then I realise the important role of my little sister. She is so 'cute' and 'sot' that makes the day of my parents. Dad loves to 'kacau' aka disturb her...I shall call and chat with them more frequently.

I'm proud of my parents who make my dream possible. I will make my parents proud of me, not only with my degree, but also many others. I really love my parents so much, I shall start practicing to tell them face to face: Both of you are superb! I LOVE U -(@.@)-

Start getting a bit of homesick...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

怎麼突然那麼有感觸?

你知道嗎?
我總覺得,小婷早就應該要走出來,
而爸媽是早就應該有此心理準備的~
其實,這是一個必須的過程,
不管是對爸媽而言,還是我們這些孩子~

最重要的是,我們這些孩子的內心,
是否還將他們放在心里?
我已經開了一個戶口,每個月固定存錢,
取代每個月我應該給的家用~
還記得爸媽的夢想嗎?
還記得我們兩個說過的事情?

妳趕快回來吧,然後趕快加入我的行列,
要一起努力存錢替爸媽實現他們的夢想~
別忘了,我們已經成長了,
現在是時候我們回饋的時候了~
一起加油唷~

nie said...

就打電話回家嘛,聽到爸爸和媽媽的聲音,就是不一樣!還有你弟,在家卻沒有見到人影,好像很怕看到他們。

當然放在心裏!

我說的,當然記得!是啊!

他們幫我完成了夢想,我也該幫他們完成他們的夢想!快啦,我還有半年就正式畢業了!我一直都把這個夢想放在心上,只是沒有能力完成而已,畢業以後就可以正式存錢達到那個目標!

我非常期待!