Saturday, 1 May 2010

Updates after a while

Guys, long time no see...
Nothing special...busy and routine work and life...

Well, work is stressful and helpless sometimes.
I don't know how to handle the old ppl in company.
I don't have very good food technical background.
I don't know how to adjust the speaking tone, how to judge what to say and not to say.
I don't like meaty stuff but I have to do it.
I don't have good human and work management system in place.

I JUST DONT WANT TO WORK ANYMORE. As in not working at all. It's not the company problem only, it's my personal problem... I just dunno how to handle all these ppl, matters, politics. I feel so tired, stressed, depressed and helpless.

Can I live in a world where everyone has a kind and helpful heart? I have to make things clear that I work happily in my department but not with other depts and superiors.

I just want to lay on a man who can take care of everything and thereafter I can live happily ever after without much worries...

Let me dream...no one knows me, even myself is unsure what I want.



It's really not a good year for me.
I hardly could meet a 'gui ren' in workplace...
My plans always do not carry out as it is planned, be it in life or work...
So negative and depressed......

haizzzz



Today is labour day. To me, just another weekend... with mild 'stomach' pain which most girls have to suffer each month >< so cham... HAiZzzz!!

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