现实，真的好残酷 之 沉思与忧郁篇

这刻，新马午夜12点正...

今夜，是我回国以来第一次屈指一算英国的时间，是下午5点。

我，正在想念相公，她没有在线，
应该是为论文做最后的冲刺，默默在地球的另一端为她打气，就快熬过，硕士就是你的！

这刻，是离开英国１个月纪念日。

今夜，感性与忧郁带领我的思绪，开始沉思．．．


一切的英国画面，如烟雾散开的速度离去，我又回到朦胧前的位置。

回到同样的位置，环境和心境却变了。

那种任性不顾后果积极去流浪的心已逝，留下一颗焦虑且沉重的心，
随着年纪增长并达成最初的梦想后，占领世界地图的欲望变得次等，
务求财经富足，再来达成一些有钱才能实现的梦想...

此刻，我也成了世俗现实的一群人，
渺小的我，也开始成了钱的奴隶？

非也非也...

没有多点钱，我不能让爸妈早点退休享福了
没有多点资金，我们姐妹俩的愿望不能实现
没有赚钱，我不能拥有自己的家、自己的厨房
没有额外的钱，我的脸就不美了...

也因为此刻我是超级穷光蛋一名，而且有许多钱的顾虑，
并还未找到工作，职业计划有点模糊，而稍微乱了阵脚。

随之，在新加坡，小女也成了宅女一名，
要是花人家的钱，没有自己花钱的自由，日子很郁闷...

找了一个星期兼两天的工作，送出了至少7分履历表，
还填了没有vacancy但个人钟意的几家公司关于自己的学历工作经验等等资料，

我只在今天收到一个电话，一个迫不得已申请的唯一瘦身公司，
薪水却低于个人要求，还是5.5天制的...
还有还有，之前还有一家超级专业的医学私人公司回复我的邮件，请看以下：

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For more details about our state-of-the-art wellness screening technology and clinical nutrition please visit our website. You can also read about our successes and testimonials in the section on medical tourism at our website.

Kindly write the essays below and submit as soon as possible. This will form part of our assessment of candidates.

1. Please describe your interest in nutrition, and why you want to be a Certified Clinical Nutrition Consultant. (min 500 words, max 1000)

2. Why is Clinical Nutrition a very important health-care specialty? (min 500 words, max 1000)

You can read more about clinical nutrition and functional medicine on our website www.omnigreenwellness.com. Key words to search google other web sites: clinical nutrition, benefits of supplements. Textbooks are also good sources. Useful books include 'What Your Doctor Does Not Know about Nutritional Medicine could be killing you.' The last few chapters are good reading.

For essay format, please do the following:
1.submit your essays with your full name, identity number and date of submission on the header of every page.
2.use a different MS word file for each assignment question and include the question.
3.check for spelling, grammar and typo mistakes, as these will be penalized.
4.use your own words, copying is strictly prohibited.
5.include references at the end of each essay as needed.

以为脱离了写作业的日子，现在还要写１０００个字!而且跟大学的作业一样，不得有任何相像的字眼，必须有参考的书本等等...我还在认真考虑要不要走向这么专业的clinical nutritionist呢！

我不否认如果公司给我机会，我会很感激并认真做下去，就算薪水很差~！
但是，这是非常专业的领域，之前clinical nutritionist已经被我否决了，但目前只有这家公司开始给我机会，我是应该好好把握这次的机会，就算知道自己知识不如人，但是个很好的机会，看看自己的能力在哪里？好，明天我就开始写这些文章!



难道这里的营养师不是特别专业的临床营养师，就是减肥中心？

营养师．．．我一定会找到出路的，不然我必须向现实低头，走回食品路线了~！

现实，真的好残酷...