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Hi Guys....

As most of you know, I have just returned from Bali. I really love Bali... I have decided to share the information I collected and my travel experiences. However, I feel this blog isnt suitable as it contains too much of my personal secrets that I dont wish to reveal to others/public..

This blog has been serving me well for years after my wretch.cc blog... I love writing non sense on my wall and pollute my readers' eyes...haha

Now, I have decided to open a new blog to write about travel & food- a more proper blog without much pollution but more information. I can't leave travelling behind in my life.. I knew it...

So, please support my new blog : travel-cuisine.blogspot.com.

I may still come back this nie-zi's blog for very personal thing that I wish only close friends know it...

Cheers =)

Most wanted target of year 2011

Another post. Hardly seen me as a frequent blogger after I started working...

Well, i just can't wait to announce my largest target of the year!!

Many people would think that I wanna get married but hell, no one wanna marry me...and i also dont want to get married with minimal financial base.

So...my dream for this year is to quit fingernails biting!!

This bad habit has been bothering me since I have memory. Grandparents tried to quit it by saying fingernails biting would curse parents and those taboos. but i failed to quit them.

Most recent action i have taken was in 2006-2007 i think. I used to study & camp at Christine's house during exam period. She had the same bad habit too and her bf got her a bitter solution to apply on fingernails. Everytime you bite, you get the bitter taste which reminds you to stop biting. I applied during my camping which could last to 2 weeks. She succeeded after 1 month but I failed. I like bitterguord so the solution couldn't stop me.

So...I need the determined will power to keep me motivated and reminded that I NEED TO QUIT FINGERNAILS BITING.

Wear glove, apply bitter solution or fingernails polish are the solutions found but none are suitable. Firstly, we are not in winter country and it's just not feasible for my work. Apply solution and polish aren't any good idea cause i need to handle food everyday!! How I can make bitter sausage??

Looking for other solutions...

You might ask why I need to quit after so many years? Cause someone promised to bring me to cruise all at his expense and I envy those with pretty manicure creations... I can quit it by this year!! please remind me not to bite when u see it!

Well, I can control myself during normal days but not when I'm stressed out and possibly having daydream! I think it's just as hard as quit smoking and it will come back (according to my online research :p)

Dying hair again after 5yrs

Yea. Remember my first hair dying was 2006 CNY. But i cut it after 1 week. Hair turned out extremely dry and totally unmanaged as I coloured and permed the hair at one go. That's the painful experience that I dare not dye and perm hair anymore. After the hair grew back to my previous shine, I started to perm my hair again in 2010 CNY and it turned out good in dark hair.

Today, I went to Shirley Mah, at jurong west for my haircut. When I take buses, I always see this neighbourhood saloon packed with people so I was telling everyone that I wanna give a try next time. On this lovely Sunday, the shop has merely few customers and I got it with student price $14.40 (normal price $16). The boss offered student price when I asked about the price.. (Hee, I look young, boh bian =P) Anyway, the hair cut is not fantastic. So so loh...

After the hair cut, I dyed my hair with the famous liese bubble product. Got it with marshmallow brown. I was a little bit nervous and my bf did not get the hair dying process right that I decided to carry on myself..There was a 10min time lagging and hence the result was not pleasant - uneven colours.

The colour on top are good but hair below ear length remains dark... Sad... I hope it's not too obvious/ugly... omg... I think it is too obvious that I dyed it myself...


Anyway, i had a great and lazy weekend. Always hope the sunday can stay a little longer but it always goes too fast. I will start counting the day again... OMG MONDAY!!!

Happy Anniversary

Love is in the air.
HAppY aNniVersary to us.
Iphone is real cool =D

常常来到自己的空间，想要写些什么，却不知道要写些什么。

就只能写些现在的生活吧，也不外乎工作、爱人和朋友。别忘了还有每个星期四的瑜伽课，对于我这种3分钟热度的人来说，坚持上了一年多的瑜伽课，代表我真的很喜欢。其实，新加坡的生活真的有的无聊，但也挺不错的。星期天依然很放松，很悠闲地跟爱人看看戏、做做饭、做做家务...

工作还是老样子，但是如上次看塔罗牌的预测，我有机会上课学习，是好的。所以我会去花些钱上这个课，然后去考试。若通过考试，我就有一个证，也挺想拥有的一个证。

爱人还是老样子，有时候气死我，有时候他被我的无理取闹气死...呵呵。今天是我们牵手纪念日，3年了...呵呵...

朋友，各有各忙的。有位朋友正办分居手续，有些遗憾。因为性格不合，还没办华人婚礼，所以他们决定离婚了... 惋惜啊！婚姻好像真的很脆弱, 生活在一起2年了，忍不住了，平静地协议分开。希望他们各自会找到更适合自己的另一半。所以说，不要找最好的，要找最适合自己的。

我呢，要努力赚钱，最近花在脸上的钱越来越不受控了，但我真需要啊！努力赚钱！！！

Sense of Fulfilling!

Feeling great after achieving another dream - to climb mount Kinabalu.

It's never an easy task to me and it's more difficult than I thought, especially to an asthma patient. The biggest challenge I had was the breathing difficulties. Until I was really near to the peak, i rested 5min every 10steps to get my breathing back.

So folks, please train yourself, physically, mentally and the breathing part! try to get some acute mountain sickness medicine before the trip.

Sabah is a very relaxing place with nice people around. Either the passenger or the people doing business such as backpack hostel staff or the car rental lady boss.



Wish to go back for a relaxing holiday soonest. Ah, wish to stay in Shangri La Hotel for a night or 2 with love one... It's toooo romantic!

After coming back, I have to adjust and fasten my pace to adapt to the fast pace of concrete city. Start facing the cruel fact, the cruel people and the cruel work again...

I love the holiday because of the slow pace, the nice people, the achievement, the travelmate!!

It's time to be anxious for next leave application for my Bali Trip!

我的朋友呢？

最近发现，我的朋友少得可怜。
也不是很少，只是发现可谈心的朋友不多了，
不然就是好友各有各忙，少聊天了。
或许长大以后，每个人心中多了很多很多秘密,
不太愿与朋友分享...

实在伤心...
我的好友们，多多联络我这个宅女吧。。。

我就是懒惰出门而已，心还在！

说到过年，今年春节过得好快。
初3就好像过完年了，红包拿完了，但却见了好多朋友。
长大了，就不想过年了吗？

我...今天心情emo~ emo~~~
没心情工作~~~

anyway,还是要祝大家情人节快乐！

She is ugly

Well, things can be quite brightful now. However, I can't endure and agree her behaviour. She is really UGLY, from the heart.

Though I dislike her and minimise the contact but my new colleague starts showing dissatiscation to her. I, pray for the peacefulness in the office...

Although i'm really angry for not respecting our decision and keep me out of the event that I have been working hard on. I dunno what's she planning and I do not wish to guess what's her next stop after backstabbing. I do not fear, I have done everything right and now I have someone to stand one line with me.

She is ugly!! She does not know the beauty of respect and too gan chiong will really mess things up! I think she does many charity work to cover up her sins during office hours. That does not help, ok?

I should really start saving hard and learn investment in case I dont like the job anymore I can quit without financial burden! Or she backstabs me till I lost my job XD

To myself: No worries, rabbit is kind to me =)

Friday 5m TOTO, at least 1M is mine then I can quit the job anytime and fulfil my dreams =))

感慨2010

2011 来了，1月很快又要走了，接下来迎接我期盼已久的兔年！

犯太岁的这一年，老实说很难过。
2009年好像离我很久很久了，
回头看看那个活泼乐观豁达的自己，说声久违了。

过了2010，感觉自己变了很多很多。
我少了那份稚气；多了踏实工作，务实生活的性格。
我经历了不断被否认的日子，凡事不是乐观就可以完成；
我开始变得很悲观懦弱，少说少错成了我的名言。
看看过去的日子，可以很帅气地辞职去个41天的背包旅行，
说去欧洲念书就去，冰天雪地也敢单枪匹马去；
现在的我连一份让人低士气的工作我只说，却不敢贸贸然辞职，
只有一直寻找新的机会，决不能断一个月的收入。
就一年，我已被现实狼狈地踩在脚底下，
做一个默默期待月尾银行进帐的那刻。
很快，就多了一份房贷，
就算买0机票，都要三思。
旅行已不能成为必然的事情，它已被推为Something you want, not you need.

突然，我憎恨自己变成这样。
奈何，我被现实屈服...

期待那刻TOTO让我中头奖，我可以继续圆梦...脱离现实的捆绑。

刚好，今天与同事谈起TOTO,同事说每个星期5毛是不能省的，反正买不到什么东西。
哪天你刚好财运到，就发了。
开始了解为什么这里的Singapore pool永远都排长龙，永远都不缺西装打领带的人在排着队...
我似乎也快加入他们那行列。。。
但别忘了，不管中了多少钱，都要把一半的钱放进银行做个1年以上的定期存款，因为那一年是你的冷静期...不放，迟早连本带利还回去。

I love sausage, no?

I supposed to have yoga lesson each Thursday but I'm getting more and more tired each day after working. Last Thursday, I fell slept at 7.30pm and hence missed my yoga. I had missed it 2 times out of 4 lessons so far!

Now, he starts having dissatisfaction towards HER and called me up on Friday 11pm and I hit the énd bottom at 1am+. Basically he shows his dissatisfaction to HER, and he feels i have no heart to learn from him. HE and SHE both will be having real conflict soon, no? they are not giving and taking steps which both have the same characters. I dont want to be the one sandwich between them. Help~~

Now, I'm trying to convince myself that I like making sausages. I dont mind the meaty smell and I'm strong enough to handle the process. This skill will be helpful for future career prospect. Therefore, I will be studying the history and theory after working and learn the practical thing from him during working hours! I hope I make the right choice. This is not my interest but when opportunity comes, I should grab and learn it!

so, sausages making in the morning and sausage research at night!
I know I'm hardworking girl, I love sausage!

i know different types of european sausages and asian sausages.
i know how to cook and smoke and its parameters and processes.
i know the different casings and the origin.
i know the additive, the usage, the regulation and the supplier.
i know how to pronounce the sausage name.

i know i know everything about sausages, frankfurters!
I'm the expert~! I will be !