Just to release....

Where's my job???

God will lead me to the way, right?

Sometimes I can be too depressed that I want to stop hunting jobs.
Let me be the society rubbish.
Or I should have known a rich guy and get married to be shao nai nai...muahaha
but, you know, the fact is cruel.

That day, one of my SP classmate asked me: How many months are you prepared to be jobless.
I answered: I thought only one month...but it's going to be 2 months. Now, I foresee at least 3 months.

I heard of at least 2 people, one is fresh grad and another one is food technologist with almost 10 years experience, both waited 4 months before they started the recent career path...

Argh... #$%$$%#$@

My 'sent mail' indicates that I have sent out 23 job application emails, this excludes those applied via email/website...

HAiz....

I'm back to join the job hunt force.

回到家乡充电去了。

I enjoyed the stress-free life in hometown!!


现在回来再开始找工咯～～

It's a brand new me!


祝福自己~~~

Confidence restored.


顺便祝我亲爱的男朋友开始更美好的一年~

Happy 25th Birthday to my uncle ong ong...


请大家记得他已经25岁了...heeezzz...





谢谢大家的出席
为什么我们忘记拍全家福 =(

这个周末记得拍 =)

最好赚的行业

女人的钱，最好赚。
教育的钱，也好捞。

这次回到槟城，更让我发现...
神明的一切，是唯一一种现象你会发现安娣不但不讨价还价还非常心甘情愿地给钱！

话说，因为母亲大人发现我找工的压力，所以带我去找这里很著名的关公大人。
之前也有朋友提议我到bugis拜拜，我懒惰而已...
这次母亲大人忙碌之中也要带我去，那我就带着'试试看'的心态去了。
心里想，求个平安吉利，只要不过度相信，而且不是花费庞大，最多包个小红包就好...

在那里等了近两个小时才轮到我们...
我看到还有印度人在等，看到‘关公’不断念念有词，给了很多护身符，至少在我前面的都给了5-10张了。
终于轮到我们了，还以为‘关公’会给我一些建议...
但是他看了我，看了手掌，问了工作性质，没说啥。
要了名字和生辰八字，给了符头，在背后和额头盖了‘神印’，给了2粒橙，一些彩色豆（红豆、绿豆、薏米等），要我当晚９时后依照指示拜天宫，还有用７色花等冲凉...

看完‘关公’后，妈妈意思给了一个小红包（我不知道多少，大概10块吧），
后来才发现护身符还有这些拜天宫的橙+彩色豆都要另外付费的。
好吧，找了那里的负责人，他在计算机上按了6.8+68, 然后说'75块'!!

我以为他按错，但是妈妈没反应，给了钱...

我心里的眼睛是瞪得大大的，但是给关公的面子，我不语...

上车后，我问妈怎么会那么贵...
妈妈说，前面的人拿了两张护身符，给了150块...

我傻掉...

再问: 护身符有那么贵吗？

妈平静地说：平常都是十多二十多块而已...

我疑惑地问：你听到价钱没有吓到吗？

妈还是很平静地说：有一点点...

但是我妈还是很平静，而且不多说一句.

我心里也有一点不满，但是神明的事，还是不能多说...

我只能说，拜了神，吃了符，喝了彩色豆，拿着护身符,
能不能让我遇到贵人，找到好工作，我真的不知道。
我唯一能够确定的是，原来被‘神’看中的‘幸运’人士真的财运滚滚来的。

试想想，如果真的失业很久，75块是一笔大数目。
因为省吃俭用，我可以用很久。

想说，在我之前已经给了约10张护身符，我之后还有一条长长队伍，
你能算到一天给了20张护身符，他们收了多少钱吗？
这只是一天的收入而已，他们是全年无休的，算算看啊！

而且再吝啬的华人，都会心甘情愿地给！　

hmm, 告诉我，还有什么比这个行业更能财源滚滚来？
而且失业率越高，这个行业更好捞!!

我算算说坏话，然后不保佑我？
我是在分析状况，没有说坏话，好不好，
我相信护身符和拜神或许可以为我更容易遇到事业上的贵人，
但是，他们的收费真的太高了，比同行的要求更高哦！

听说，他们在这里很红，那个‘幸运人士’还是驾Merc的Wor...

突然，我也想被神明看中...呵呵...
下一世，我的八字要生得美一点..呵呵...

拜了神，拿了护身符，花了大钱，事业运来啊来啊！

兩次的失眠

人生高低起伏不斷。

經過了一個高潮，馬上把我送進無比的低點。

24小時内，我失眠了兩次。
第一次是讓我非常意外的電話，滿心歡喜地期待隔天...
熊貓眼見人后，結果遠遠不如所預期的，第二個晚上我又失眠了。

一次因爲興奮而心跳加速
一次因爲失望和被傷了小小的玻璃心

我知道，沒有回頭路，只有找出路。

天意弄人...

如果時光倒流，我想回到08年的10月頭，我會重新選擇。

這次的固執，好像帶來了反效果。

但願明天會更好...
家鄉，我回到你的懷抱讓你安慰我，給我力量走下去，給我找到出路，好嗎？

觅工1个月纪念日

从8月15日那天开始寄出第一份履历表后，我才知道一直以来自己的自信心是过渡爆满了。

以为自己可以找到一份薪金不错、5天工作日、至少14天年假、喜欢的工作.....

可是，这一个月来，我的自信心不断被磨薄了...

我可以庆祝‘找工一个月但仍待业中’的纪念日吗？

这一个月来，过得好漫长。

什么时候我才能有钱握在手里？
花自己赚的钱是愉快的...
那种感觉久违了。

什么时候才能计划下个出游的日子
什么时候再强力打造更美丽的皮肤
什么时候能够买个实用的压力电锅
什么时候可以放肆地吃喜爱的食物
什么时候可以加入姐姐的存钱行列
什么时候可以计划美丽期待的未来
什么时候我可以实在地实现购买欲


只能安慰自己说...
我仍然享受当宅女....
几天不出门，真的无所谓....

因为那只是回到英国的时光....
只是少了课业的压力，多了工作的渴望...



说真的，本小姐不期待庆祝觅工2个月纪念日。


话说，原来好多英国的同学都还未找到工作；
选择继续深造的同学是明智地选择吧？羡慕ing...


找到工作后...
好想好想去seoul garden疯狂地吃韩国餐。
因为最近在看花样男孩，爱上韩国话、韩国餐~~

yum yum...


或许另一个值得期待的事情是...
Probably coming long weekends I'm going back to Penang!!
Oh, i miss fishesssssss!!

Muahaha...

什么时候我可以一个月回家一次~~
感动、感恩。

老天还对我不薄~
gamsa hamida



p/s: im going to be officially StarXXX user with the existing number...muahaha... Say bye to the stupid SingXXX~

It's the falling leaves season.

A season of my love.

A season of depression.

A season of romantic.

A season of colour.

谈季节

再来一个...

话说，英国已逐渐进入秋季，正如大多数的国家。

我想大概只有澳洲的季节性是相反的。

近日，也与韩国一位朋友联系，他们那里也进入秋天了。

其实，我们这些热带孩子是否发现，周围的大树也开始大量地落下黄红色的叶子？

至少，我家这里的红绿灯两旁的书都缓缓落下漂亮的叶子，走在树下，让我顿时错愕我在英国，但是，天气就让我摇了头。

我开始回想，5、6、7月的时候，这里的天气酷热地让人受不了，那是因为很多国家也是夏天的季节啊

再想想，上次很多地方（包括槟城和新加坡）都看到樱花似的树和落叶，那是近春季啊！

年未，就是冬天的季节了，我们这里总是下雨，天气也会凉凉的，期待吧！

最近看到家里附近的落叶，心情特别好噢！～　

大家有看到落叶，麻烦拍照给我看，因为本人都不带相机出门的～感激哦～～

我又跌入回忆的漩涡里～

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相公，去德国拍美丽的秋天给我看，好吗？

那一定很漂亮....

看了sue的照片，我才知道德国的魅力在哪里...

你要珍惜这次的机会，在最美的季节去了自己最想去的国家，应该是一个很美的旅程。

加油把论文写好，就可以安心地去玩了~~！！

想你哦！

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090909

Finally it's 090909.

I have been waiting for this date for 2 years...because it's 2oth birthday of my close junior. I have been reminding him about this date since his 18th. Haha...

Nevertheless, this date signifies the longevity and long lasting for LOVE and also many many things!!


Hence, I'm showing few photos and hoping everyone lives the life the fullest in a colourful way and sweet sweet love life =)




Interesting sweets from Laoda, from Aussie.







Sushi made on Monday, 7 Sept.
I love the colourful combination :p





Sushi made on 28 July 2009.


Many couples register today hoping to get the blessings.
Wish them stay happily ever after!!

Good day to all!!!


愿大家090909
爱情甜甜蜜蜜，长长久久
健康平平淡淡，长长久久
事业步步高升，长长久久
人生五彩缤纷，长长久久

^_^

The 3D movie

my sixth sense is whispering at my ears that the hope has gone.

No calls/interviews after 2days. I'm going to call them later.

Kinda down and depressed, after looking for job close to one month and I'm still jobless.

However, I try to enjoy the days to the fullest.
Example, I wake up naturally as I could, till 9 or 10am each day, cook meals few times in a week, read nutrition related books to back up my knowledge... Reading those books during exam and own leisure time has a distinct difference feeling.


It was a grant housemates-outing last night to watch the 3D Final Destination 4. All attended. Full of laughters. First, BC and I were asked to show our ICs (PLEASE AGREE THAT WE LOOK LIKE TEENAGERS UNDER 18). Before watching this movie, I have totally no idea what's about this movie and just agreed to watch because of housemates. I was wondering why there is an age restriction...until the time kept passing...I keep closing my eyes and holding his hands tightly throughout the 1.5hour........... What a HORRIBLE movie....

Nice 3D effect, but what a stupid movie plot. Everything goes back into the beginning.

Then, please make sure you have a strong heart, without heart problems and not pregnant....

Thank god I did not watch FD1-3.


It's time to hunt job again~~!!!

After an interview...

I'm just back from an interview.

The working environment and job scope what this private and small consultant and training company offers is definitely my cup of tea. I have totally forgotten the working day, annual leaves, working hours etc. Because I will accept as long as it is not too bad...as I want to grab the opportunity for learning and advancement!!!

Well well well, I have no idea how well am I doing. I have just sent my final year project dissertation for their reference and I need to do one more presentation, like giving a food and nutrition talk to the public before the answer reveals.

I'm getting well with the interviews, or maybe all the interviewers I have come across are so good that I'm not nervous but showing my confidence and the humble and keen to learn attitude. This time, the interviewers really go into details about my modules taken, my life in the UK, Registered Nutritionist status etc... They are really serious about me, I guess.

Hope for the best...I want this job...Anyway these ppl know Ms. Toh from SP and they are meeting her, few hours after my interview. Maybe Ms Toh will remember me, maybe not. I was a good student, Im not worried for Ms. Toh's comments..muahaha..

Hope to get their reply soon...


It was a great meet up with jan and fx last friday. Fx is so much prettier and femine and that proves the power of love?? Jan is still the same, both appearance and curiousity characteristic.Hope 1B27 December outing can be done!

It was a great meet up last night with zoo, after a year!! Thanks for the souvenirs from Aussie, Redang.. Also Holland and HK ones, which I get it previously. I'm excited for the jersey thingy.Please remember, my lucky and preferred number is No.1. Thanks Laoda and CM.

Why everyone must buy souvenirs each time you are out of town. Since I went to UK, I get souviners from Genting, Batam, Redang, Melaka, KL... Sometimes, I feel so shame for not buying a lot or individual gifts for friends during my trips, but sometimes this action is appropriate for not wasting the money (check in luggage or the price of the souviners) and protect the earth for not generating the unnecessary things indirectly. Again, this is a unique practice among Chinese. Unavoidable.

Perhaps somebody will see this as my excuse for not buying too much souvenirs. I would prefer buying foods as souvenirs than typical ones-keychains, which will most likely keep in a safe place away from dust, forever.

Anyone appreciates postcards that I value more than keychain?? Would a postcard be a better, meaningful and more environment-friendly souvenirs??

Anyway, I do appreciate those souvenirs which have been traveled by flight, bus or boat and deliver to my hands!! But you can exclude me if you are sort of money, or luggage space, I really dont mind... Bring me foods or postcards better :p


Interviews, jobs...come and find me!!!