折腾了4天，虽然心想要，但兴趣也必须配合现实。
如6天制的工作，我真的不喜欢...
所以我今早拒绝了，但一整天却闷闷不乐的。
我真的希望我能够尽早找到另一份适合自己又不必星期六工作的...营养师职位
真的辜负了非常看好我的chief nutritionist.
真的，这好像是近年来做得最后悔的决定了！ T_T
努力找工作吧！
我真的讨厌量地官的工作 T_T
Monday, 31 August 2009
I rejected. I'm still hunting.
I rejected it.
After one face-to-face session and several calls for convincing me.
If I were to follow my heart, I would choose it.
It tailors to my characterisitc, I would enjoy it.
Nevertheless, I value personal time.
Apart from it, I care my future career path.
Personal development time and relationship are intangible.
Feel upset for letting go something that I would love,
and disappointing the person who values and highly expects me;
in the exchange of personal time and unknown future.
God bless that I'm on the right path...
Searching for the right one...
Creating the good future ...
Overcoming the depression and upset...
UUMmmm, kimchi instant noodles cure half of the regretfulness.
After one face-to-face session and several calls for convincing me.
If I were to follow my heart, I would choose it.
It tailors to my characterisitc, I would enjoy it.
Nevertheless, I value personal time.
Apart from it, I care my future career path.
Personal development time and relationship are intangible.
Feel upset for letting go something that I would love,
and disappointing the person who values and highly expects me;
in the exchange of personal time and unknown future.
God bless that I'm on the right path...
Searching for the right one...
Creating the good future ...
Overcoming the depression and upset...
UUMmmm, kimchi instant noodles cure half of the regretfulness.
Thursday, 27 August 2009
27 August
It's 27 August, Ryian's birthday, happy birthday to him. Today's also laoda's graduation ceremony, wish him all the best in the future and secure a job ASAP!
It's also important, because I have a job interview, which is not really my interested field, but since I've no calls for interview, I've decided to try it out.
I've been to SP yesterday, after meeting a food junior who is going to UK soon, and settling MOE stuff. I walked from Buona Vista to Dover, memories arose. And then, Dover to Clementi as we used to walk to makan there. The walks are the way to find old memories.
SP has changed a lot, the basement of library has extended and it looks good!! FC2 is well renovated~! SP collaborates with University of Manchester and they have an established and modern eyecare center, which is so cool! SP is getting greater and I'm always proud of SP! All the memories in SP are unforgettable and it made the greater me ^^ Oh friends, so glad to meet you guys there!!
I did not manage to find Mrs Tay, strangely I only wish to see Mrs Tay but not other lecturers... Erm... Mrs Tay is the most neutral and closer lecturer :p
Today, I went to Jurong East Library to find a book titled as 'what your doctor doesnt know about nutritional medicine may be killing you', to aid in my 1000words writing which will possibly grand me an interview. However, the book is on loan and the nearest library to get the book is Boon Lay one, I'm going to get it on Friday when I meet up FX!!
I've also borrowed few books related to Nutrition. It is good for reading, but not for assignment/exam! I've finished reading an interesting book titled as : How to achieve & maintain Slim Malaysians, a Slim Figure for Malaysians. This book is generally highlighting the fact that the nutrition books (majority from western counterparts) over the bookstore are not suitable for Malaysians who are 'live to eat'! General rules apply, for the long term weight and health goal. Forget about Atkin's diet ( low carb-high protein) or any fad diet!! I also dun believe about Atkin, not at all, it would only bring health problem and gain weight once you stop the diet!! I'm definitely against Atkin! The book makes practical dietary senses for Malaysians (which can be applied to Singaporeans too!), most important is to have I.P.S (Ideal Portion Size) regardless of the healthy or not issue. I agree to the author, for most of the points made. Nevertheless, this is aimed for long term weight loss and day to day practical ideas!
Alright, I shall sleep now, prepare for tomorrow's interview ^^
Meeting more friends! YAhoooo... but I'm trying to keep my wallet safe :p
Ohh...I cooked several meals these few days and I hate my housemate who labels me as a 'failure cook'... I will try hard :p
It's also important, because I have a job interview, which is not really my interested field, but since I've no calls for interview, I've decided to try it out.
I've been to SP yesterday, after meeting a food junior who is going to UK soon, and settling MOE stuff. I walked from Buona Vista to Dover, memories arose. And then, Dover to Clementi as we used to walk to makan there. The walks are the way to find old memories.
SP has changed a lot, the basement of library has extended and it looks good!! FC2 is well renovated~! SP collaborates with University of Manchester and they have an established and modern eyecare center, which is so cool! SP is getting greater and I'm always proud of SP! All the memories in SP are unforgettable and it made the greater me ^^ Oh friends, so glad to meet you guys there!!
I did not manage to find Mrs Tay, strangely I only wish to see Mrs Tay but not other lecturers... Erm... Mrs Tay is the most neutral and closer lecturer :p
Today, I went to Jurong East Library to find a book titled as 'what your doctor doesnt know about nutritional medicine may be killing you', to aid in my 1000words writing which will possibly grand me an interview. However, the book is on loan and the nearest library to get the book is Boon Lay one, I'm going to get it on Friday when I meet up FX!!
I've also borrowed few books related to Nutrition. It is good for reading, but not for assignment/exam! I've finished reading an interesting book titled as : How to achieve & maintain Slim Malaysians, a Slim Figure for Malaysians. This book is generally highlighting the fact that the nutrition books (majority from western counterparts) over the bookstore are not suitable for Malaysians who are 'live to eat'! General rules apply, for the long term weight and health goal. Forget about Atkin's diet ( low carb-high protein) or any fad diet!! I also dun believe about Atkin, not at all, it would only bring health problem and gain weight once you stop the diet!! I'm definitely against Atkin! The book makes practical dietary senses for Malaysians (which can be applied to Singaporeans too!), most important is to have I.P.S (Ideal Portion Size) regardless of the healthy or not issue. I agree to the author, for most of the points made. Nevertheless, this is aimed for long term weight loss and day to day practical ideas!
Alright, I shall sleep now, prepare for tomorrow's interview ^^
Meeting more friends! YAhoooo... but I'm trying to keep my wallet safe :p
Ohh...I cooked several meals these few days and I hate my housemate who labels me as a 'failure cook'... I will try hard :p
Tuesday, 25 August 2009
The girl's secret
sometimes, ppl thought your boyfriend will take good care of you and you are contented with a lovely boyfriend, you can live your life just like that.
god knows you need friends too. Caring and loving friends who give you little birthday gift, who chat about your life, and who remember your favourite book, food, place or activity.
Because sometimes boyfriend is dum.
Because sometimes girl talk is an effective emo therapy.
Because sometimes girl boycotts guys!
Because girl prefers a man who owns my xiang gong personality- caring, sweet, understoond, lovely to you!!
This is only a small secret. you (anyone of you) may know more than me :p
My secret is that... my parents are my lovely friend who can make me laugh and happy =)
god knows you need friends too. Caring and loving friends who give you little birthday gift, who chat about your life, and who remember your favourite book, food, place or activity.
Because sometimes boyfriend is dum.
Because sometimes girl talk is an effective emo therapy.
Because sometimes girl boycotts guys!
Because girl prefers a man who owns my xiang gong personality- caring, sweet, understoond, lovely to you!!
This is only a small secret. you (anyone of you) may know more than me :p
My secret is that... my parents are my lovely friend who can make me laugh and happy =)
现实，真的好残酷 之 沉思与忧郁篇
这刻，新马午夜12点正...
今夜，是我回国以来第一次屈指一算英国的时间，是下午5点。
我，正在想念相公，她没有在线，
应该是为论文做最后的冲刺，默默在地球的另一端为她打气，就快熬过，硕士就是你的！
这刻，是离开英国１个月纪念日。
今夜，感性与忧郁带领我的思绪，开始沉思．．．
一切的英国画面，如烟雾散开的速度离去，我又回到朦胧前的位置。
回到同样的位置，环境和心境却变了。
那种任性不顾后果积极去流浪的心已逝，留下一颗焦虑且沉重的心，
随着年纪增长并达成最初的梦想后，占领世界地图的欲望变得次等，
务求财经富足，再来达成一些有钱才能实现的梦想...
此刻，我也成了世俗现实的一群人，
渺小的我，也开始成了钱的奴隶？
非也非也...
没有多点钱，我不能让爸妈早点退休享福了
没有多点资金，我们姐妹俩的愿望不能实现
没有赚钱，我不能拥有自己的家、自己的厨房
没有额外的钱，我的脸就不美了...
也因为此刻我是超级穷光蛋一名，而且有许多钱的顾虑，
并还未找到工作，职业计划有点模糊，而稍微乱了阵脚。
随之，在新加坡，小女也成了宅女一名，
要是花人家的钱，没有自己花钱的自由，日子很郁闷...
找了一个星期兼两天的工作，送出了至少7分履历表，
还填了没有vacancy但个人钟意的几家公司关于自己的学历工作经验等等资料，
我只在今天收到一个电话，一个迫不得已申请的唯一瘦身公司，
薪水却低于个人要求，还是5.5天制的...
还有还有，之前还有一家超级专业的医学私人公司回复我的邮件，请看以下：
Thank you for your application. XX is poised to become one of the leaders in healthcare. Our areas of focus in health care are: lifestyle movement, preventative, nutritional, functional, occupational, complementary and integrative medicine. Our staff will be trained in state-of-the-art wellness screening and counselling. We strongly believe that candidates who invest time and resources training with us will have an even better edge in today's rapidly developing field in healthcare.
For more details about our state-of-the-art wellness screening technology and clinical nutrition please visit our website. You can also read about our successes and testimonials in the section on medical tourism at our website.
Kindly write the essays below and submit as soon as possible. This will form part of our assessment of candidates.
1. Please describe your interest in nutrition, and why you want to be a Certified Clinical Nutrition Consultant. (min 500 words, max 1000)
2. Why is Clinical Nutrition a very important health-care specialty? (min 500 words, max 1000)
You can read more about clinical nutrition and functional medicine on our website www.omnigreenwellness.com. Key words to search google other web sites: clinical nutrition, benefits of supplements. Textbooks are also good sources. Useful books include 'What Your Doctor Does Not Know about Nutritional Medicine could be killing you.' The last few chapters are good reading.
For essay format, please do the following:
1.submit your essays with your full name, identity number and date of submission on the header of every page.
2.use a different MS word file for each assignment question and include the question.
3.check for spelling, grammar and typo mistakes, as these will be penalized.
4.use your own words, copying is strictly prohibited.
5.include references at the end of each essay as needed.
以为脱离了写作业的日子，现在还要写１０００个字!而且跟大学的作业一样，不得有任何相像的字眼，必须有参考的书本等等...我还在认真考虑要不要走向这么专业的clinical nutritionist呢！
我不否认如果公司给我机会，我会很感激并认真做下去，就算薪水很差~！
但是，这是非常专业的领域，之前clinical nutritionist已经被我否决了，但目前只有这家公司开始给我机会，我是应该好好把握这次的机会，就算知道自己知识不如人，但是个很好的机会，看看自己的能力在哪里？好，明天我就开始写这些文章!
难道这里的营养师不是特别专业的临床营养师，就是减肥中心？
营养师．．．我一定会找到出路的，不然我必须向现实低头，走回食品路线了~！
现实，真的好残酷...
今夜，是我回国以来第一次屈指一算英国的时间，是下午5点。
我，正在想念相公，她没有在线，
应该是为论文做最后的冲刺，默默在地球的另一端为她打气，就快熬过，硕士就是你的！
这刻，是离开英国１个月纪念日。
今夜，感性与忧郁带领我的思绪，开始沉思．．．
一切的英国画面，如烟雾散开的速度离去，我又回到朦胧前的位置。
回到同样的位置，环境和心境却变了。
那种任性不顾后果积极去流浪的心已逝，留下一颗焦虑且沉重的心，
随着年纪增长并达成最初的梦想后，占领世界地图的欲望变得次等，
务求财经富足，再来达成一些有钱才能实现的梦想...
此刻，我也成了世俗现实的一群人，
渺小的我，也开始成了钱的奴隶？
非也非也...
没有多点钱，我不能让爸妈早点退休享福了
没有多点资金，我们姐妹俩的愿望不能实现
没有赚钱，我不能拥有自己的家、自己的厨房
没有额外的钱，我的脸就不美了...
也因为此刻我是超级穷光蛋一名，而且有许多钱的顾虑，
并还未找到工作，职业计划有点模糊，而稍微乱了阵脚。
随之，在新加坡，小女也成了宅女一名，
要是花人家的钱，没有自己花钱的自由，日子很郁闷...
找了一个星期兼两天的工作，送出了至少7分履历表，
还填了没有vacancy但个人钟意的几家公司关于自己的学历工作经验等等资料，
我只在今天收到一个电话，一个迫不得已申请的唯一瘦身公司，
薪水却低于个人要求，还是5.5天制的...
还有还有，之前还有一家超级专业的医学私人公司回复我的邮件，请看以下：
Thank you for your application. XX is poised to become one of the leaders in healthcare. Our areas of focus in health care are: lifestyle movement, preventative, nutritional, functional, occupational, complementary and integrative medicine. Our staff will be trained in state-of-the-art wellness screening and counselling. We strongly believe that candidates who invest time and resources training with us will have an even better edge in today's rapidly developing field in healthcare.
For more details about our state-of-the-art wellness screening technology and clinical nutrition please visit our website. You can also read about our successes and testimonials in the section on medical tourism at our website.
Kindly write the essays below and submit as soon as possible. This will form part of our assessment of candidates.
1. Please describe your interest in nutrition, and why you want to be a Certified Clinical Nutrition Consultant. (min 500 words, max 1000)
2. Why is Clinical Nutrition a very important health-care specialty? (min 500 words, max 1000)
You can read more about clinical nutrition and functional medicine on our website www.omnigreenwellness.com. Key words to search google other web sites: clinical nutrition, benefits of supplements. Textbooks are also good sources. Useful books include 'What Your Doctor Does Not Know about Nutritional Medicine could be killing you.' The last few chapters are good reading.
For essay format, please do the following:
1.submit your essays with your full name, identity number and date of submission on the header of every page.
2.use a different MS word file for each assignment question and include the question.
3.check for spelling, grammar and typo mistakes, as these will be penalized.
4.use your own words, copying is strictly prohibited.
5.include references at the end of each essay as needed.
以为脱离了写作业的日子，现在还要写１０００个字!而且跟大学的作业一样，不得有任何相像的字眼，必须有参考的书本等等...我还在认真考虑要不要走向这么专业的clinical nutritionist呢！
我不否认如果公司给我机会，我会很感激并认真做下去，就算薪水很差~！
但是，这是非常专业的领域，之前clinical nutritionist已经被我否决了，但目前只有这家公司开始给我机会，我是应该好好把握这次的机会，就算知道自己知识不如人，但是个很好的机会，看看自己的能力在哪里？好，明天我就开始写这些文章!
难道这里的营养师不是特别专业的临床营养师，就是减肥中心？
营养师．．．我一定会找到出路的，不然我必须向现实低头，走回食品路线了~！
现实，真的好残酷...
Thursday, 20 August 2009
在新加坡找工的日子
在新加坡等待工作的日子很难熬。
习惯了在英国懒散的日子，虽然我回来新马3个星期了，平均一个星期只外出3天见朋友，但我觉得频率很高。因为我在英国，1个星期也最多只有2、3天跟我的相公聚餐一次。最近也一直在联络回旧朋友，个个我都想念，但是就是懒惰出门...
在槟城，我可以天天窝在家里，就是等待跟爸爸妈妈吃午餐和宵夜的机会...偶尔看看戏，生活写意，而且没有金钱压力...在槟城的2个星期，见朋友的日子也只占了4个晚上吧。我还是最享受弟弟疼我的时候...还有跟爸爸撒娇的时候，妈妈吃我干醋的时候。什么时候，家永远是最棒的。今年生日的时候，爸爸问我要什么，我回复他的简讯说，我要爸爸妈妈健健康康，永远比今天恩爱...我好爱他们，他们永远都是最爱我的~
在新加坡,我还是比较喜欢天天窝在家里，因为可以省下饭钱和交通费，可以随便吃个面、炒个饭还是豆沙饼/香饼就是一餐，回来这里，我也见了几次朋友还有小舅一家，下个星期也会见见要去英国的学妹、anniechong、zoo、fx & jan 、刚上来新工作的家乡好友等等，都是我好想念的朋友，但是骨子里就是藏着英国带回来的宅女病毒...而且外出就是要花钱嘛，在家随便饼干公仔面都能饱肚，家里还有蛋糕呢！哈哈！不过，家里的冰箱确实有水果，有菜，有牛奶，他没有让我饿肚子啦。
在这里，没有工作真的很压力...电话需要签、MOE要跑一趟、外出吃喝都要$$、美容巨额、还有租金呢！一堆一堆都是新币，让我好压力...不过，还好啦...还撑得过去，希望快点让我看到职业的曙光~ 我需要一份高薪福利好有前途的工作，pls~~~
然后我才可以计划接下来的路，
看到一次又一次的廉价航空机票促销，我只能视而不见...
看到美丽的衣衫，我只能望梅止渴...
还有很多很多要花钱的地方...哈哈...
我有努力找工，但工作真的不多，有很多自己钟意的公司/政府机构我都自动投上了履历表，希望快点收到电话/答复！Pray!!
还有，星期六suntec有career fair,我会去lo~~
这几天就是上网找工，不然就看戏咯！不过，这个星期因为我的生日，朋友聚会等等，只有2天在家吃饭哦！我们都很喜欢在家吃饭！！以后希望有时间，在家里随便煮 随便吃 都痛快过在hawker center解决吧？我家ｕｎｃｌｅ很喜欢吃住家菜～哈哈～
习惯了在英国懒散的日子，虽然我回来新马3个星期了，平均一个星期只外出3天见朋友，但我觉得频率很高。因为我在英国，1个星期也最多只有2、3天跟我的相公聚餐一次。最近也一直在联络回旧朋友，个个我都想念，但是就是懒惰出门...
在槟城，我可以天天窝在家里，就是等待跟爸爸妈妈吃午餐和宵夜的机会...偶尔看看戏，生活写意，而且没有金钱压力...在槟城的2个星期，见朋友的日子也只占了4个晚上吧。我还是最享受弟弟疼我的时候...还有跟爸爸撒娇的时候，妈妈吃我干醋的时候。什么时候，家永远是最棒的。今年生日的时候，爸爸问我要什么，我回复他的简讯说，我要爸爸妈妈健健康康，永远比今天恩爱...我好爱他们，他们永远都是最爱我的~
在新加坡,我还是比较喜欢天天窝在家里，因为可以省下饭钱和交通费，可以随便吃个面、炒个饭还是豆沙饼/香饼就是一餐，回来这里，我也见了几次朋友还有小舅一家，下个星期也会见见要去英国的学妹、anniechong、zoo、fx & jan 、刚上来新工作的家乡好友等等，都是我好想念的朋友，但是骨子里就是藏着英国带回来的宅女病毒...而且外出就是要花钱嘛，在家随便饼干公仔面都能饱肚，家里还有蛋糕呢！哈哈！不过，家里的冰箱确实有水果，有菜，有牛奶，他没有让我饿肚子啦。
在这里，没有工作真的很压力...电话需要签、MOE要跑一趟、外出吃喝都要$$、美容巨额、还有租金呢！一堆一堆都是新币，让我好压力...不过，还好啦...还撑得过去，希望快点让我看到职业的曙光~ 我需要一份高薪福利好有前途的工作，pls~~~
然后我才可以计划接下来的路，
看到一次又一次的廉价航空机票促销，我只能视而不见...
看到美丽的衣衫，我只能望梅止渴...
还有很多很多要花钱的地方...哈哈...
我有努力找工，但工作真的不多，有很多自己钟意的公司/政府机构我都自动投上了履历表，希望快点收到电话/答复！Pray!!
还有，星期六suntec有career fair,我会去lo~~
这几天就是上网找工，不然就看戏咯！不过，这个星期因为我的生日，朋友聚会等等，只有2天在家吃饭哦！我们都很喜欢在家吃饭！！以后希望有时间，在家里随便煮 随便吃 都痛快过在hawker center解决吧？我家ｕｎｃｌｅ很喜欢吃住家菜～哈哈～
Wednesday, 19 August 2009
Life after 23~!
Just little annoucement to all my friends that...
I'm back to Singapore and still using the same old number, please contact me if you still keep my old number. Millions of thanks!
Currently, I'm trying hard to search job, which is related to Nutrition and food. Please intro me, if you have lobang!~ Billions of thanks!!
This is my new life after 23! I must find a good job offering good salary and opportunity for advancement!
Birthday is not as fantastic as previous years as I age. Nevertheless, I'm still feeling warm to have friends sending sms or messages via emails/fb/blog... Thanks mates! I feel so warm to have you all!This proves that I still hold a little position in their hearts, although most of them get notified by fb... but that's fine. haha...
Thanks HLs for the steamboat and celebration on Saturday and my dear dear for the stars illuminator and... bedsheet? hahaha...oops. not forgetting the meaningful cake.
Birthday card from xianggong.....btw, i did get a muffin on 18/08/09, though it's one day later :p
Hope one of my birthday wishes to be realised soon. I need a good pay nutriton/food related job with good working scope offering career advancement :p otherwise, you guys may end up seeing me in the schools..muahaha
I'm back to Singapore and still using the same old number, please contact me if you still keep my old number. Millions of thanks!
Currently, I'm trying hard to search job, which is related to Nutrition and food. Please intro me, if you have lobang!~ Billions of thanks!!
This is my new life after 23! I must find a good job offering good salary and opportunity for advancement!
Birthday is not as fantastic as previous years as I age. Nevertheless, I'm still feeling warm to have friends sending sms or messages via emails/fb/blog... Thanks mates! I feel so warm to have you all!This proves that I still hold a little position in their hearts, although most of them get notified by fb... but that's fine. haha...
Thanks HLs for the steamboat and celebration on Saturday and my dear dear for the stars illuminator and... bedsheet? hahaha...oops. not forgetting the meaningful cake.
Birthday card from xianggong.....btw, i did get a muffin on 18/08/09, though it's one day later :p
Hope one of my birthday wishes to be realised soon. I need a good pay nutriton/food related job with good working scope offering career advancement :p otherwise, you guys may end up seeing me in the schools..muahaha
Sunday, 9 August 2009
Saturday, 8 August 2009
070809-最丢脸的一天
今天，是我人生驾驶记录中最丢脸的一天...
我把家里新的vios 撞上一辆罗里，人是没事啦，但可怜的新车，不到一年的新车就这样左边最性感的地方全部有我为她毁容了...期待他被修复的一天....
haiz...最近不是很想驾车了，打算请司机...
haiz...
自觉丢脸到不行......
不想驾车了，大受挫折......
不要再笑我了，害我内疚死了.......
努力帮家里做做工，花费从那里扣吧～
我真的讨厌驾车了 >_<
我本来以为今天我很厉害，一个槟城路痴可以载妈妈到槟城的医院，那个很多one way的槟城路，我真的很讨厌。
结果发生事情竟然就在家前面的大路，非常不爽自己的错误判断...
最后是想说，爸爸很伟大，在大马路上帮我打电话处理事情，也没有责怪我，所以他好man哦～
然后弟弟一来到就一直笑我～
最后的最后，半夜1点处理好事情，我们去吃煮炒...
因为爸爸说他很开心，不是我被人假假kiss到车，然后打抢还是什么不愉快的事情...
发生这种事情，发现家人好伟大，因为明明是我的错，但是他们都没有责怪我，爸爸只是说：你的license很厉害(自己心里想，是英国license的错，哈哈）
爸爸最后还是那句名言：钱是拿来花的～
我的感言是：庆幸我是在新加坡工作，不必使用车子，不必驾驶的～好烦的车子问题～～
我把家里新的vios 撞上一辆罗里，人是没事啦，但可怜的新车，不到一年的新车就这样左边最性感的地方全部有我为她毁容了...期待他被修复的一天....
haiz...最近不是很想驾车了，打算请司机...
haiz...
自觉丢脸到不行......
不想驾车了，大受挫折......
不要再笑我了，害我内疚死了.......
努力帮家里做做工，花费从那里扣吧～
我真的讨厌驾车了 >_<
我本来以为今天我很厉害，一个槟城路痴可以载妈妈到槟城的医院，那个很多one way的槟城路，我真的很讨厌。
结果发生事情竟然就在家前面的大路，非常不爽自己的错误判断...
最后是想说，爸爸很伟大，在大马路上帮我打电话处理事情，也没有责怪我，所以他好man哦～
然后弟弟一来到就一直笑我～
最后的最后，半夜1点处理好事情，我们去吃煮炒...
因为爸爸说他很开心，不是我被人假假kiss到车，然后打抢还是什么不愉快的事情...
发生这种事情，发现家人好伟大，因为明明是我的错，但是他们都没有责怪我，爸爸只是说：你的license很厉害(自己心里想，是英国license的错，哈哈）
爸爸最后还是那句名言：钱是拿来花的～
我的感言是：庆幸我是在新加坡工作，不必使用车子，不必驾驶的～好烦的车子问题～～
Friday, 31 July 2009
一个爱情故事 - 手机和四川地震
毕业时，女孩子对男孩子说：我要去北京，北京的中关村有中国硅谷之称，那里机遇多，以后容易发达。
男孩子说：那我就回四川老家，那里是天府之国，美女多，以后你发达了不要我，我容易再找。
女孩子的小拳头在男孩子厚实的胸前轻敲，嘟起了小嘴儿，说你就知道想美女，哼，就算以后我不要你了，你也只能想着我爱着我，不许你找别的女孩子。
男孩子握住女孩子的手，深情的在她的额头印上一吻，说，傻丫头，咱们的父母都在四川呢，你去北京了，我这个好女婿，当然得回去照顾岳父岳母啦。
女孩子的星目里闪着泪花，投进男孩子的怀里，再也不起来。
两人异地相隔但是情愫不减，浓浓的相思当然只能靠无线电波来传递，发短信，打电话，两个人向祖国通讯事业的营业额尽心尽力的贡献着。
一天，女孩子在网上读到一个故事，说的也是一对情侣的故事，每次打电话，那个男孩子都会等女孩子先挂电话，当女孩子经历了世事沧桑之后，她才发现，原来这个世上最爱自己的男人，就是那个每次打电话都等自己先挂的男孩子。
女孩子记住了这个让她唏嘘流泪的故事，那天晚上打完电话，她对男孩子说：你先挂电话。
男孩子一愣，说，傻丫头，挂电话还分什么先后啊。
女孩子撒娇，说，不嘛不嘛，就得你先挂电话，不听我以后不理你了，让你找不到老婆。
男孩子停了几秒钟，轻笑了下，说知道了傻丫头，为了以后我不打光棍儿，我就先挂了哦，就知道浪费电话费。
女孩子听见男孩子挂断电话后传来的第一声线路忙音，她开怀的一笑，在心里对男孩子说：亲爱的，我爱你，比你爱我的还要爱。
从那以后，两个人打电话，每逢说到再见，她便握住手机静静的听，等男孩子先挂。而男孩子总会笑着亲昵的叫她一声傻丫头，便挂断了电话。
时间久了，女孩子渐渐的感到一丝淡淡的委屈：你知道吗你，哼，每次我都等你先挂电话，我这么默默的爱你，你却一点也不知道。她想让男孩子也看看那篇文章，让他知道自己多么爱他，哪天他也能等自己先挂一次电话，自己能切切实实的感受下什么叫被爱，该多好啊。
女孩子忍住了，她的幸福中既有甜蜜又有酸涩，她想：能这么一辈子以一个独特的方式深切的爱一个男人，也是一种幸福吧。
跟所有的北漂一样，女孩子的日子过的并不舒适，但是能住在筒子楼里，相比那些住地下室的北漂们，女孩子的生活条件算不错的了。初时的雄心壮志已经被磨的只剩下一个小小的尾巴，但是好强的女孩子并没有向男孩子抱怨过什么，她只是更习惯于对男孩子说那句我爱你。
筒子楼所在的那个社区治安不太好，甚至还有一个专偷女性内衣的变态狂。以前有同租的女孩儿陪伴，女孩子并没有感觉怎样，但是那个女孩儿因为家里有事告假回家了，留下女孩子一个人住在两室一厅一厨一卫的房子里，她很自然的感觉到孤单害怕。
那夜，女孩子在睡梦中被一阵窸窸窣窣的声音惊醒，仔细的听了下，是房门口传来的声音。她抓紧被角，浑身抖作一团，大气不敢出，无助的泪水无声的从眼中涌出来。
突然，她的手碰到枕下的手机，仿佛抓住了救命稻草，立刻给男孩子发了一条短信：亲爱的，我怕。
其实男朋友远在四川，就算一个信息能起什么作用呢？更何况大半夜的，男孩子可能早关机睡觉了。女孩子忘记了要先报警，在这个最害怕的时刻，她只想起了男孩子。
令女孩子惊喜的是，信息发出后几秒钟，男孩子的电话打进来了。她轻轻的接通，听见里面传来男孩子关切的声音：傻丫头，是不是想我了？
女孩子尽量压低自己的声音，向男孩子说现在她一个人住在房子里，门外可能有贼，她好害怕。
男孩子安慰女孩子别怕，他想了想，对女孩子说：把你的手机外放喇叭打开，把声音开到最大，你慢慢去门口，别怕，亲爱的，相信我，别怕。
女孩子冰雪聪明，男孩子一说，她就想到了男孩子的意图：男孩子大声喊话，让外面的人知道，屋里有男人，偷东西或者打别的主意的人，识相的就快走。
女孩子战战兢兢的梛到门口，把手机的外放喇叭打开，声音开到最大后，她轻轻的对话筒说：好了，我在门口了，外放小喇叭也打开了。
这时候女孩子确认外面有人，而且不是一个，可以听见他们微微的对话声。
正当女孩子的身体抖的将要站立不住时，手机里突然大喊一声：他妈的，谁在外面搞我的门啊？屋里的哥儿几个都起来，有客人来了。
男孩子的声音高亢而粗犷，在寂静的黑夜了把女孩子吓了一大跳。不过门外的人可能被吓得跳的更高，女孩子只听见一阵扑通扑通的脚步声由近而远，看样子是被吓走了。
女孩子舒出一口气，腿一软，摊在地上。
男孩子等了一会儿，轻轻的问：外面的人走了吗宝贝？
女孩子终于哭出来，对着手机说，亲爱的，我想你。
女孩子惊魂未定，男孩子便一直安抚女孩子，那一夜，两个人捧着电话说到天明，女孩子说快挂断吧，打了这么久长途，得花多少钱啊。
男孩子笑着说真是个傻丫头，女孩子说就傻，傻才会看上你啊，挂了吧亲爱的，今天上班小心睡着被老板K哦。
挂断电话后，女孩子心里一团甜蜜，她享受男孩子给她的安全感，不过美中不足的是，男孩子似乎已经形成先挂电话的惯例了，这次也不例外，女孩子心想：他虽然很好，但是到底不像那个故事中的男孩子爱女孩子那样深的爱我，他都没有让我先挂过电话。
天开始热了，女孩子的很多单衣上面都没有口袋，所以很多时候她都忘记带手机，比如下班吃饭时手机忘在办公桌上，比如跟室友出去玩时手机忘在租房里，每 次她回来都会收到男孩子的未接电话和信息，也只有这些时候，她才会感觉公平点：哼，每次都先挂我电话，不能及时接你电话，就算是小小的惩罚吧，不许委屈 啊，笨猪。
五月十二号，普通的不能再普通的一天，女孩子在那个小公司里兢兢业业的做着自己的事，为自己的那点小小的梦想不懈的拼搏着。
快下班时，办公室里传起来一个消息：发生了大地震，四川汶川是震中，据说震级跟唐山大地震差不多。
女孩子心里一惊，下意识的向口袋里掏手机，忘记带！
她立刻拿起办公室里的座机给男孩子打电话，但是拨过去信号就断，再拨家里的座机号码，还是不通，看来四川的通讯设施也被地震破坏殆尽了。
一种不祥的预感涌上心头，心急如焚的女孩子再等不及下班，从写字楼里冲下来，招了一辆出租车就向自己租住的筒子楼赶去。
打开手机，竟然有五十多条未接电话，全部是男孩子打来的，她一翻，还有一条未读短信——
“宝贝，亲爱的，傻丫头，用尽我今生所有的爱叫你，我爱你，比你爱我还要爱。
自从那次你坚持让我先挂电话，我就知道，你肯定也看过了那个故事，可是，亲爱的，我想告诉你，我爱你，比你爱我还要爱。
其实我也看过那篇故事，很早就看过，那是一个美丽的故事，因为有所憾而美，但是那不属于我们，我不要那种美，那种缺憾的美，我不要！刻骨铭心必将伴随着撕心裂肺，我宁愿两个人平平安安的过一辈子，也不要那种刻骨铭心，我只想伴你过一生，携子之手，与子偕老。
我不要那种凄惨的美，我只要实实在在的幸福。我从来不敢忘记带手机，我怕哪天你会想我，如果我没带手机，我怕你也会同我一样沮丧，很多时候，即使是上 厕所，我也要把手机揣兜里；我晚上从来不关机，每晚睡前我都更换一次电池，再把铃声调大，我怕你哪个夜里会害怕想跟我说话，如果我关机，你在异乡会更加孤 独。
你每次都让我先挂电话，我知道那是因为你爱我，我很开心，想起来总是眼里潮潮的；我的电话从来不关机，你却不知道，那是因为我更爱你，别怪我没告诉过你，我的宝贝，我是想等到咱们都老成妖怪时再说。
傻丫头，看样子我是没有那个陪伴你一生的福气了，我背上的那块预制板，已经压了我两个多小时，我的整个胸部背部都撕裂般的疼痛，我还能闻见自己流出血的腥味儿，宝贝，我可能无法再陪你继续走下去了。
亲爱的，我想听听你的声音，我一遍遍的打你的手机，你为什么不接啊？亲爱的，你听见我在呼唤你吗？亲爱的，这里好黑，我好冷，我想让你抱着我。
亲爱的，我的亲爱，我的宝贝，我爱你，我此刻是如此怯懦如此怕死，因为那意味着我再不能吻你疼你。我更担心的是你会因为我而伤心欲绝，别那样，亲爱 的，我走了，你在北京再找一个人照顾你，那里成功人士多，机遇多。你是天堂里最圣洁的天使，没有人在你身边保护，我怕你会受到伤害。
答应我，亲爱的，如果还有一个男人像我这样爱你，千万别不接他的电话，我知道他那时会有多痛。
我不能呼吸了，宝贝，再见了，来世，我一定要做你老公！
宝贝，亲爱的，傻丫头，再次用尽我今生所有的爱叫你，我爱你，比你爱我还要爱。”
女孩子的泪水似江水决堤，哭到来不及呼吸，她仰头向天，紧闭着双眼发出撕心裂肺的呼喊：
“亲爱的，下辈子我还做你的老婆，我再也不会关机了！”
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