Well, things can be quite brightful now. However, I can't endure and agree her behaviour. She is really UGLY, from the heart.
Though I dislike her and minimise the contact but my new colleague starts showing dissatiscation to her. I, pray for the peacefulness in the office...
Although i'm really angry for not respecting our decision and keep me out of the event that I have been working hard on. I dunno what's she planning and I do not wish to guess what's her next stop after backstabbing. I do not fear, I have done everything right and now I have someone to stand one line with me.
She is ugly!! She does not know the beauty of respect and too gan chiong will really mess things up! I think she does many charity work to cover up her sins during office hours. That does not help, ok?
I should really start saving hard and learn investment in case I dont like the job anymore I can quit without financial burden! Or she backstabs me till I lost my job XD
To myself: No worries, rabbit is kind to me =)
Friday 5m TOTO, at least 1M is mine then I can quit the job anytime and fulfil my dreams =))
Thursday, 27 January 2011
Monday, 24 January 2011
感慨2010
2011 来了，1月很快又要走了，接下来迎接我期盼已久的兔年！
犯太岁的这一年，老实说很难过。
2009年好像离我很久很久了，
回头看看那个活泼乐观豁达的自己，说声久违了。
过了2010，感觉自己变了很多很多。
我少了那份稚气；多了踏实工作，务实生活的性格。
我经历了不断被否认的日子，凡事不是乐观就可以完成；
我开始变得很悲观懦弱，少说少错成了我的名言。
看看过去的日子，可以很帅气地辞职去个41天的背包旅行，
说去欧洲念书就去，冰天雪地也敢单枪匹马去；
现在的我连一份让人低士气的工作我只说，却不敢贸贸然辞职，
只有一直寻找新的机会，决不能断一个月的收入。
就一年，我已被现实狼狈地踩在脚底下，
做一个默默期待月尾银行进帐的那刻。
很快，就多了一份房贷，
就算买0机票，都要三思。
旅行已不能成为必然的事情，它已被推为Something you want, not you need.
突然，我憎恨自己变成这样。
奈何，我被现实屈服...
期待那刻TOTO让我中头奖，我可以继续圆梦...脱离现实的捆绑。
刚好，今天与同事谈起TOTO,同事说每个星期5毛是不能省的，反正买不到什么东西。
哪天你刚好财运到，就发了。
开始了解为什么这里的Singapore pool永远都排长龙，永远都不缺西装打领带的人在排着队...
我似乎也快加入他们那行列。。。
但别忘了，不管中了多少钱，都要把一半的钱放进银行做个1年以上的定期存款，因为那一年是你的冷静期...不放，迟早连本带利还回去。
犯太岁的这一年，老实说很难过。
2009年好像离我很久很久了，
回头看看那个活泼乐观豁达的自己，说声久违了。
过了2010，感觉自己变了很多很多。
我少了那份稚气；多了踏实工作，务实生活的性格。
我经历了不断被否认的日子，凡事不是乐观就可以完成；
我开始变得很悲观懦弱，少说少错成了我的名言。
看看过去的日子，可以很帅气地辞职去个41天的背包旅行，
说去欧洲念书就去，冰天雪地也敢单枪匹马去；
现在的我连一份让人低士气的工作我只说，却不敢贸贸然辞职，
只有一直寻找新的机会，决不能断一个月的收入。
就一年，我已被现实狼狈地踩在脚底下，
做一个默默期待月尾银行进帐的那刻。
很快，就多了一份房贷，
就算买0机票，都要三思。
旅行已不能成为必然的事情，它已被推为Something you want, not you need.
突然，我憎恨自己变成这样。
奈何，我被现实屈服...
期待那刻TOTO让我中头奖，我可以继续圆梦...脱离现实的捆绑。
刚好，今天与同事谈起TOTO,同事说每个星期5毛是不能省的，反正买不到什么东西。
哪天你刚好财运到，就发了。
开始了解为什么这里的Singapore pool永远都排长龙，永远都不缺西装打领带的人在排着队...
我似乎也快加入他们那行列。。。
但别忘了，不管中了多少钱，都要把一半的钱放进银行做个1年以上的定期存款，因为那一年是你的冷静期...不放，迟早连本带利还回去。
Sunday, 16 January 2011
I love sausage, no?
I supposed to have yoga lesson each Thursday but I'm getting more and more tired each day after working. Last Thursday, I fell slept at 7.30pm and hence missed my yoga. I had missed it 2 times out of 4 lessons so far!
Now, he starts having dissatisfaction towards HER and called me up on Friday 11pm and I hit the énd bottom at 1am+. Basically he shows his dissatisfaction to HER, and he feels i have no heart to learn from him. HE and SHE both will be having real conflict soon, no? they are not giving and taking steps which both have the same characters. I dont want to be the one sandwich between them. Help~~
Now, I'm trying to convince myself that I like making sausages. I dont mind the meaty smell and I'm strong enough to handle the process. This skill will be helpful for future career prospect. Therefore, I will be studying the history and theory after working and learn the practical thing from him during working hours! I hope I make the right choice. This is not my interest but when opportunity comes, I should grab and learn it!
so, sausages making in the morning and sausage research at night!
I know I'm hardworking girl, I love sausage!
i know different types of european sausages and asian sausages.
i know how to cook and smoke and its parameters and processes.
i know the different casings and the origin.
i know the additive, the usage, the regulation and the supplier.
i know how to pronounce the sausage name.
i know i know everything about sausages, frankfurters!
I'm the expert~! I will be !
Now, he starts having dissatisfaction towards HER and called me up on Friday 11pm and I hit the énd bottom at 1am+. Basically he shows his dissatisfaction to HER, and he feels i have no heart to learn from him. HE and SHE both will be having real conflict soon, no? they are not giving and taking steps which both have the same characters. I dont want to be the one sandwich between them. Help~~
Now, I'm trying to convince myself that I like making sausages. I dont mind the meaty smell and I'm strong enough to handle the process. This skill will be helpful for future career prospect. Therefore, I will be studying the history and theory after working and learn the practical thing from him during working hours! I hope I make the right choice. This is not my interest but when opportunity comes, I should grab and learn it!
so, sausages making in the morning and sausage research at night!
I know I'm hardworking girl, I love sausage!
i know different types of european sausages and asian sausages.
i know how to cook and smoke and its parameters and processes.
i know the different casings and the origin.
i know the additive, the usage, the regulation and the supplier.
i know how to pronounce the sausage name.
i know i know everything about sausages, frankfurters!
I'm the expert~! I will be !
Tuesday, 4 January 2011
2011 来咯！
2010
1. 我要变美女，并有良好的体重管理。
2. 我要努力存钱挣钱为下个梦想奋斗。
3. 我要做个出色的厨师。
4. 我要做个精明的女人,包括财务消费处理等等...hohoho...
5. 我要买Oven,学烤面包。
6. 我要学包饺子。
我的2010 new year resolution是以上...
1. 有变美一点点。。体重管理还不错但仍在努力中，而我也相信这永远是我的continuous and top new year resolution each year...
2. 有存到钱，也仍在继续努力中...其实也算达到了梦想的一半！yeah!
3. 出色的厨师嘛，没达到。呵呵
4. 还要继续努力
5. OVEN 不再出现在新年愿望里了，除非我搬进自己的家..
6. 没有学到。
回顾一下2010年，过得非常平淡却也参杂着些许的痛苦。虎年犯太岁，真的不容易过。事业运非常的不好，被上司弄哭过两次，真的很丢脸。2010年最大的收获是我有一班很好很好的同事，我们真的是相亲相爱，互相鼓励和帮忙。
至于旅程，我很谦虚地说，我只去了曼谷和香港。两个都是所谓的购物天堂。都好玩，曼谷的衣物很便宜，买到很过瘾；香港的化妆保养品实在便宜，依然对sasa & bonjour 念念不忘~
2010努力地存钱，也真的有看到一点点钱，这一点一滴赚回来的钱让我离梦想近一点。关于这点，我很欣慰。
1. 我要变美女，并有良好的体重管理。
2. 我要努力存钱挣钱为下个梦想奋斗。
3. 我要做个出色的厨师。
4. 我要做个精明的女人,包括财务消费处理等等...hohoho...
5. 我要买Oven,学烤面包。
6. 我要学包饺子。
我的2010 new year resolution是以上...
1. 有变美一点点。。体重管理还不错但仍在努力中，而我也相信这永远是我的continuous and top new year resolution each year...
2. 有存到钱，也仍在继续努力中...其实也算达到了梦想的一半！yeah!
3. 出色的厨师嘛，没达到。呵呵
4. 还要继续努力
5. OVEN 不再出现在新年愿望里了，除非我搬进自己的家..
6. 没有学到。
回顾一下2010年，过得非常平淡却也参杂着些许的痛苦。虎年犯太岁，真的不容易过。事业运非常的不好，被上司弄哭过两次，真的很丢脸。2010年最大的收获是我有一班很好很好的同事，我们真的是相亲相爱，互相鼓励和帮忙。
至于旅程，我很谦虚地说，我只去了曼谷和香港。两个都是所谓的购物天堂。都好玩，曼谷的衣物很便宜，买到很过瘾；香港的化妆保养品实在便宜，依然对sasa & bonjour 念念不忘~
2010努力地存钱，也真的有看到一点点钱，这一点一滴赚回来的钱让我离梦想近一点。关于这点，我很欣慰。
似乎没有什么值得令我回味的，难道这就表示我确实离开了学生生涯，当了朝８晚７的上班族吗？只有工作的回忆，庆幸的是我有王先生和我一起渡过这些粗茶淡饭兼无趣的日子...
新的一年，旧的愿望，新的努力！
愿望继续保留，努力要加倍！
可以期盼的是，新的一年会去３个邻国旅行；我会被抽中ｗｉｎ ａ ｃｏｎｄｏ的头奖，我将会有新家，让我当个包租婆，那就可以炒老板鱿鱼！哈哈哈
Thursday, 16 December 2010
Nothing beats the happiness in daily life! My resignation letter is ready!
I'm unhappy...I suddenly feel that nothing in the world beats the happiness in daily life. Yet, it's the hardest thing to achieve in the world for majority of the population in Singapore and Malaysia.
We have so little time to do our favourite things while most the time contributes to the thing we have to do, we need to do for others. We have so much responsible in life that sometimes make us feel breathless.
For a job, we work for predominantly money for most of the employees and I do believe that only a small portion of us are working for passion, for interest and love. Agree it. You study certain courses for the potential bright future. Nowadays, Doctor ain't study with the only thought to save, to cure patients. You chose mechanical engineer cause everyone said it provides wider job opportunities. I study food and nutrition for the passion but when I come to work, I'm unhappy...
Continue to stay because my lovely colleagues but I'm unhappy with my boss and job scope. She is extremely biased and fake to max. Therefore, to pursue my happiness, I decided to quit. I dont want to make myself miserable each day. My resignation letter is ready in an enclosed envelope. Wait for the right time to tender.
Next, I will still look for food and nutrition work to match my academic attainment until I'm really fed up with the job and I have enough capital to make myself living without much money concern... That could be long long way to go...
Several things that would really make me happy at this moment are:
1. Quit this job by not seeing the bitch in future! I hate seeing her face everyday now.
2. Go to ChiangMai for the same volunteer work again.. I miss the innocent faces and contented faces with even a pair of shoes.
3. Go to travel around the world... Just be a free backpacker.
4. Earn money by not working for others! Cause I really dont like see those bossy faces...
Wish me for the best! While I wish all of the best for rabbit year! I can't wait for its arrival cause Tigerers will have a good year ahead :D
12.5 working days to go before I could bravely tender the letter ^_^
Hope each day will be smoother till then as I have already tried to minimise the contact (either eye contact or communication!).
We have so little time to do our favourite things while most the time contributes to the thing we have to do, we need to do for others. We have so much responsible in life that sometimes make us feel breathless.
For a job, we work for predominantly money for most of the employees and I do believe that only a small portion of us are working for passion, for interest and love. Agree it. You study certain courses for the potential bright future. Nowadays, Doctor ain't study with the only thought to save, to cure patients. You chose mechanical engineer cause everyone said it provides wider job opportunities. I study food and nutrition for the passion but when I come to work, I'm unhappy...
Continue to stay because my lovely colleagues but I'm unhappy with my boss and job scope. She is extremely biased and fake to max. Therefore, to pursue my happiness, I decided to quit. I dont want to make myself miserable each day. My resignation letter is ready in an enclosed envelope. Wait for the right time to tender.
Next, I will still look for food and nutrition work to match my academic attainment until I'm really fed up with the job and I have enough capital to make myself living without much money concern... That could be long long way to go...
Several things that would really make me happy at this moment are:
1. Quit this job by not seeing the bitch in future! I hate seeing her face everyday now.
2. Go to ChiangMai for the same volunteer work again.. I miss the innocent faces and contented faces with even a pair of shoes.
3. Go to travel around the world... Just be a free backpacker.
4. Earn money by not working for others! Cause I really dont like see those bossy faces...
Wish me for the best! While I wish all of the best for rabbit year! I can't wait for its arrival cause Tigerers will have a good year ahead :D
12.5 working days to go before I could bravely tender the letter ^_^
Hope each day will be smoother till then as I have already tried to minimise the contact (either eye contact or communication!).
Tuesday, 14 December 2010
Bitch
She is hitting my tolerance limit. I have no energy to complain her. I just have to endure 13 more working days and I will show you the long waited love letter.
She is really too much, sarcastic and having too much personal feeling in the work. She did not come and back on time but she requested us to come 10min earlier than official working and we have to go back 15min later than official working hour. We calculated, she makes us rugi at least $5000 annually for making unnecessary OT!
Apparently, she, she and me are looking for job..Please inform me if you know any food tech/nutritionist job openings! Can't wait to run away from her. Bitch!
BC said women shouldnt work after 30 years old. Old women on work are simply hard to please... I'm waiting to be free from working life...so,only another 6 more working years for me?? heee
She is really too much, sarcastic and having too much personal feeling in the work. She did not come and back on time but she requested us to come 10min earlier than official working and we have to go back 15min later than official working hour. We calculated, she makes us rugi at least $5000 annually for making unnecessary OT!
Apparently, she, she and me are looking for job..Please inform me if you know any food tech/nutritionist job openings! Can't wait to run away from her. Bitch!
BC said women shouldnt work after 30 years old. Old women on work are simply hard to please... I'm waiting to be free from working life...so,only another 6 more working years for me?? heee
Wednesday, 8 December 2010
安妮的婚礼
那天，千里迢迢坐夜巴到吉隆坡...
昏昏欲睡了4小时，近6点我们就爬起来洗刷化妆开始准备兄弟的游戏...
我们起身时，屋里的其他人都说我们迟了...
经过2个小时的梳妆整顿自己，8点出我们准备了兄弟的好料~
9点正就听到pu pu 声...
开始了一连串的游戏，在RM400的红包下我们开门了...
这群兄弟挺不错，很ON!
只有一个一开始自称是大吟姐的兄弟，不停不停地念我们很残忍,
可我们觉得我们已经很仁慈了！
再到男方家敬茶，拖拖拉拉到3点左右我们才到酒店，
睡午觉的小欲望破灭，继续冲凉准备晚宴的装扮...
6点正，我们又启程到酒店了.
我爱死那地方-- bankers club.
浪漫豪华书香气洋溢的宴席...
他们的婚礼虽然只有15桌，但温馨无比 ...
从我们回来第4天，我们整个办公室依然围绕着那天的幸福气息...
虽然如此，我却没有想婚的感觉...
现在的我喜欢迟婚了 :x
看着Annie 和 Keen Leong,简直是一幅幸福鸳鸯，煞死旁人...
我还在回味着 Leong 说起他们的开始...
Annie 还不断说他们现在的爱很saturated! OMG!!
我还在等照片~
Friday, 26 November 2010
人生无常
想跟auntie说安息吧。
到黄泉会您老伴去，
两个一起做对鸳鸯，
也不错的。
距离被诊断到肺癌的时间不到半年，
您已离我们而去，也好，不会被病魔折腾太久。
想说，自从您病后，
我偶尔会想起你，
跟你聊天的时刻，
听说聊起您和老伴的故事，
儿子媳妇孙子的趣事...
还有您做的小吃...
一切画幕还是那么清晰
你却走了，不带走这一切...
我的泪珠儿挤得眼眶满满的，
超越眼眶负荷而滑下脸蛋...
一路走好，auntie.
记得找到uncle 让他在黄泉也一样疼惜你
我想，auntie除了无法走路的女儿担心之外，也没有什么遗憾的。
离开或许是好事，可我真的想念您。
我在想，如果有一天，我要离开这人世间，我会有遗憾吗？
uncle ong说我一定有一堆的list,没错，我有很多很多事情没完成...
那就代表我对生命还有很多梦想和期待！好事吧！
但我一定会征聘杀手，在我断了气那刻，也把uncle ong ong杀了，不然他会被折磨的..
在追梦的同时，别忘了家里的两老...陪他们看看电视，做做家务，吹吹牛也挺好。
我告诉自己，我要常回家看看那银发逐渐增加的父母，免得成为我的遗憾！
到黄泉会您老伴去，
两个一起做对鸳鸯，
也不错的。
距离被诊断到肺癌的时间不到半年，
您已离我们而去，也好，不会被病魔折腾太久。
想说，自从您病后，
我偶尔会想起你，
跟你聊天的时刻，
听说聊起您和老伴的故事，
儿子媳妇孙子的趣事...
还有您做的小吃...
一切画幕还是那么清晰
你却走了，不带走这一切...
我的泪珠儿挤得眼眶满满的，
超越眼眶负荷而滑下脸蛋...
一路走好，auntie.
记得找到uncle 让他在黄泉也一样疼惜你
我想，auntie除了无法走路的女儿担心之外，也没有什么遗憾的。
离开或许是好事，可我真的想念您。
我在想，如果有一天，我要离开这人世间，我会有遗憾吗？
uncle ong说我一定有一堆的list,没错，我有很多很多事情没完成...
那就代表我对生命还有很多梦想和期待！好事吧！
但我一定会征聘杀手，在我断了气那刻，也把uncle ong ong杀了，不然他会被折磨的..
在追梦的同时，别忘了家里的两老...陪他们看看电视，做做家务，吹吹牛也挺好。
我告诉自己，我要常回家看看那银发逐渐增加的父母，免得成为我的遗憾！
Saturday, 20 November 2010
户口里空空如也...
想说。。
最近银行户口的数字让我好沮丧！
努力了一年还是没看到什么钱~！哎～！
１２月最好来个ＡＷＳ！
不然我很不爽自己！
明年得好好规划理财的事宜！
但是明年已经买了３个地方的机票，都是ＡＡ的超便宜机票，要例子吗？
SG-KK - Return SGD45
SG-Bali - Return SGD45.50
SG-Yogyakarta - Return SGD43
所以明年的旅行close case了！
其实很伤心，因为不能跟好友去台湾...
真的没办法了，钱和年假都是问题！
另外，要节制花费在护肤品上，
爱美到很夸张了！
最近银行户口的数字让我好沮丧！
努力了一年还是没看到什么钱~！哎～！
１２月最好来个ＡＷＳ！
不然我很不爽自己！
明年得好好规划理财的事宜！
但是明年已经买了３个地方的机票，都是ＡＡ的超便宜机票，要例子吗？
SG-KK - Return SGD45
SG-Bali - Return SGD45.50
SG-Yogyakarta - Return SGD43
所以明年的旅行close case了！
其实很伤心，因为不能跟好友去台湾...
真的没办法了，钱和年假都是问题！
另外，要节制花费在护肤品上，
爱美到很夸张了！
Friday, 12 November 2010
Festive Mood
year end is always happening.
HK trip was ended beautifully.
Awesome Ocean Park, good cosmetic shopping and nice dim sum and roasted meats!!
After been to HK, I appreciate Singapore so much. We have better building maintenance, better & cheaper transport, less crowded and bigger space!! HK is famous for the tiny space and i totally experienced it myself. The size of the hostel I stayed is the size of the toilet I had in Macau.
Though it rains 3 out of 5 days but it was still a good and memorable trip. I miss Sasa and Bonjour the most as they are selling superb cheap and good cosmetic stuff! dont miss it if you been to HK!
Well, after 4 working days upon returning, I'm going back to PG for 4 days! It was supposed to be 5 days but stupid Tiger reschedule my flight. NEVER EVER choose TIGER regardless of the low fare! You are having high risk of delayed one day flight or even cancel flight without prior notice!! I have been hearing enough of cases!!
Now, I have to pray hard that my CNY chu liu ticket wont be cancelled. I shouldnt buy it so early - 11months ago! But it is cheap lah~ Let's pray for me!!
That's all for now. Festive mood =D
HK trip was ended beautifully.
Awesome Ocean Park, good cosmetic shopping and nice dim sum and roasted meats!!
After been to HK, I appreciate Singapore so much. We have better building maintenance, better & cheaper transport, less crowded and bigger space!! HK is famous for the tiny space and i totally experienced it myself. The size of the hostel I stayed is the size of the toilet I had in Macau.
Though it rains 3 out of 5 days but it was still a good and memorable trip. I miss Sasa and Bonjour the most as they are selling superb cheap and good cosmetic stuff! dont miss it if you been to HK!
Well, after 4 working days upon returning, I'm going back to PG for 4 days! It was supposed to be 5 days but stupid Tiger reschedule my flight. NEVER EVER choose TIGER regardless of the low fare! You are having high risk of delayed one day flight or even cancel flight without prior notice!! I have been hearing enough of cases!!
Now, I have to pray hard that my CNY chu liu ticket wont be cancelled. I shouldnt buy it so early - 11months ago! But it is cheap lah~ Let's pray for me!!
That's all for now. Festive mood =D
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