After chatting with few classmates (those aunties) , I feel much more relief. I'm not the only one facing unstable emotion and reluctant to study harder. At least, at this stage, we are expected ourselves to be ready for the exam. But none of us, even the top scholar in our course, shows enthusiasism to do the work/study. Since most of them are between the age of 40-50s,they thought they are experiencing pre- or menopausal symptoms. Haha.
After we shared our thoughts, then we realised all of us coincidently facing the same problem. Pre exam and graduation emotional swing. We discussed some questions, they give me some thoughts on my answers, which may be abit different from them. But we never know who has the correct interpretation and diagnosis.
Im feeling so sleepy and still not motivated at this moment, though the stress is forcing me to work harder...
Ok, clinical chemistry books are with me now, in the library.
1.5days to go for the paper!! aza aza fighting!!!!!
[another reason for the relief was partly due to the belgian chocolate muffin i bought in the noon from Greggs (UK most famous and widely chain bread and pastries shop, within my 15min walk to town, I saw at least 2 branches! more frequently seen than breaktalk!).. haha.. yummy..btw, crab, it was only 75p :x cheaper than library ones]
hmmm..im still considering the graduation ball, the next day after my last paper..£35 for the entrance fee incl. 4 course meal and I still have to fork out about £30 to get a dreessss leh..no time to source the dress..but my classmate is pushing me to go..........go, dun go..go, dun go... ki siao soon :S
Tuesday, 19 May 2009
miserable exam time
This is another insomnia day. The dawn is here.
Exam weeks are so miserable. No one doubts. I was trying to sleep at 1am, then plan to wake up earlier to go library. After 2 hrs on bed, i decided to drink a cup of milk and read awhile. Why the exam week is stretched for 3 weeks in my course? My first paper is my biotech friend's last paper. unfair!!
Anyway, I have clear idea on the question given. Yes, clinical nutrition exam questions are given in advance. At least we are well prepared, though I cant be sure that my answers are correct, enough for a pass will do! I hope the question wont be changed! The patient should be potentially having heart disease based on the biomarker profile. More tests have to be done to accurately diagnose the disease. Tomorrow I have to find out what further test should be done for the obese patient.
Seriously...days are miserable!!
Plus, i was heavily craving for foods,especially high carbo food while my food store is almost empty! I agree to some food and psychology experts that there should be a functional food called 'mood food', which used to be available in the UK. Some food and health organisations (cant rmb which one) have mentioned about the functionality of high carbo food, which can help to decrease the anxiety, stress and depressed emotions. My hands are up for the statement. At least, they are absolutely true for me.
My auntie has already delayed her visit for 3 weeks and i'm still patiently waiting for her visit to restore my stable emotion, normal hormone circulation and body function. All the abnormalities cause my emotion so unstable, hard to focus on my study!! Women are pity =(
Ok..its getting bright. I shall try to sleep again without thinking the question, with the soft music on.
Exam weeks are so miserable. No one doubts. I was trying to sleep at 1am, then plan to wake up earlier to go library. After 2 hrs on bed, i decided to drink a cup of milk and read awhile. Why the exam week is stretched for 3 weeks in my course? My first paper is my biotech friend's last paper. unfair!!
Anyway, I have clear idea on the question given. Yes, clinical nutrition exam questions are given in advance. At least we are well prepared, though I cant be sure that my answers are correct, enough for a pass will do! I hope the question wont be changed! The patient should be potentially having heart disease based on the biomarker profile. More tests have to be done to accurately diagnose the disease. Tomorrow I have to find out what further test should be done for the obese patient.
Seriously...days are miserable!!
Plus, i was heavily craving for foods,especially high carbo food while my food store is almost empty! I agree to some food and psychology experts that there should be a functional food called 'mood food', which used to be available in the UK. Some food and health organisations (cant rmb which one) have mentioned about the functionality of high carbo food, which can help to decrease the anxiety, stress and depressed emotions. My hands are up for the statement. At least, they are absolutely true for me.
My auntie has already delayed her visit for 3 weeks and i'm still patiently waiting for her visit to restore my stable emotion, normal hormone circulation and body function. All the abnormalities cause my emotion so unstable, hard to focus on my study!! Women are pity =(
Ok..its getting bright. I shall try to sleep again without thinking the question, with the soft music on.
Monday, 18 May 2009
cant wait to see them
They are so cute, I honestly prefer the girl. Gotta see them 70days!! So happy...haha... she knows how to speak very well now... she called me nini jiejie while i called back..so sweet.. but then, i worry she has actually forgotten me. Test her memory when im back.heez.
Make sure I bring my shooting gear...hohoho... Cant wait to see them ^_^
Maybe i will visit a new born baby boy at the end of july or in Aug after coming back from Penang ^_^
Kinda busy once i land, seriously the first outing is the moment i arrive in Changi. kinda excited anyway.
CANT WAIT TO GO BACK!! I wanna see lots of people..miss lots of people... i think my grandparents and parents miss me alot too...muahahahaha...i miss them so much too T_T
seriously homesick, for the first time in the UK, to be honest =(
如果我中了 ＲＭ３００００
有人 可以問我：'如果你中toto RM30000, 你會怎樣用這筆錢？'
馬上答：去馬爾代夫(Maldives)住1個禮拜！那裏的天空藍得很離譜，那裏的海水藍得更離譜！真的，給我中RM30000就好，不然SGD10000也可以，5天4夜也不錯。哈哈。
馬爾代夫有80多家度假村，特色是1島1酒店。通常分沙灘屋和水上屋， 水上屋比較貴，但從房門出來就可以直接跳下海細細品嘗海底世界的美...就是因爲馬爾代夫都是高檔的酒店，所以那裏才能維持得這麽好； 不然，這麽美的地方早就被洶湧的遊客群污染了！可是，馬爾代夫是非常歡迎任何國家的人，所以無需簽證。聽説50年后這些群島就會因爲水位不斷上升而淹沒了馬爾代夫，以後就沒有馬爾代夫這麽美麗的地方了！你或許會聽説有人對巴哩島的不滿，可是一定沒有聼過不愛馬爾代夫的！說真的，這個地方值得一去。不過，看來我要中馬票才能去了！
如果同樣1筆錢可以來趟豪華游，在巴黎和馬爾代夫之間做抉擇，我還是選擇陽光、沙灘、藍天、海水的地方~哈哈~ 可是如果要在愛琴海(Santorini)和馬爾代夫之間割愛，我就頭很大很大了... 所以，馬票中獎數額還是高一點。哈哈。[可是，目前好像比較喜歡平靜的馬爾代夫，我希臘同學告訴我，愛琴海非常非常地商業化！但是也非常非常漂亮啦。]
照片取自這裡。
還有很多其他遊記，& here 順便google就一堆了。
要吸毒的，可以去看看。後果自負。
如果 更幸運的話，我中RM100000, 我會RM30000去馬爾代夫1個星期，然後RM40000去北歐，包括冰島，2個星期，另外RM30000去愛琴海...不知道可以去多少天？ 其他亞洲的地方，我會自己努力存錢去的。哈哈。説好玩，值得玩的，還是亞洲啦。I love Asia!!
[以上價格都是以2人為標準]
*************夢醒了**************
不知道我是考營養，還是考美到不行的馬爾代夫。
很慘的考試期間．．．ｈａｉｚ．．倒數４天到ｃｌｉｎｉｃａｌ ｎｕｔｒｉｔｉｏｎ ．．．
**********過一天像過一年**********
馬上答：去馬爾代夫(Maldives)住1個禮拜！那裏的天空藍得很離譜，那裏的海水藍得更離譜！真的，給我中RM30000就好，不然SGD10000也可以，5天4夜也不錯。哈哈。
馬爾代夫有80多家度假村，特色是1島1酒店。通常分沙灘屋和水上屋， 水上屋比較貴，但從房門出來就可以直接跳下海細細品嘗海底世界的美...就是因爲馬爾代夫都是高檔的酒店，所以那裏才能維持得這麽好； 不然，這麽美的地方早就被洶湧的遊客群污染了！可是，馬爾代夫是非常歡迎任何國家的人，所以無需簽證。聽説50年后這些群島就會因爲水位不斷上升而淹沒了馬爾代夫，以後就沒有馬爾代夫這麽美麗的地方了！你或許會聽説有人對巴哩島的不滿，可是一定沒有聼過不愛馬爾代夫的！說真的，這個地方值得一去。不過，看來我要中馬票才能去了！
如果同樣1筆錢可以來趟豪華游，在巴黎和馬爾代夫之間做抉擇，我還是選擇陽光、沙灘、藍天、海水的地方~哈哈~ 可是如果要在愛琴海(Santorini)和馬爾代夫之間割愛，我就頭很大很大了... 所以，馬票中獎數額還是高一點。哈哈。[可是，目前好像比較喜歡平靜的馬爾代夫，我希臘同學告訴我，愛琴海非常非常地商業化！但是也非常非常漂亮啦。]
照片取自這裡。
還有很多其他遊記，& here 順便google就一堆了。
要吸毒的，可以去看看。後果自負。
如果 更幸運的話，我中RM100000, 我會RM30000去馬爾代夫1個星期，然後RM40000去北歐，包括冰島，2個星期，另外RM30000去愛琴海...不知道可以去多少天？ 其他亞洲的地方，我會自己努力存錢去的。哈哈。説好玩，值得玩的，還是亞洲啦。I love Asia!!
[以上價格都是以2人為標準]
*************夢醒了**************
不知道我是考營養，還是考美到不行的馬爾代夫。
很慘的考試期間．．．ｈａｉｚ．．倒數４天到ｃｌｉｎｉｃａｌ ｎｕｔｒｉｔｉｏｎ ．．．
**********過一天像過一年**********
Saturday, 16 May 2009
insomnia
04.30am
tried to sleep around 1am, but failed.
tried to work harder for exam to trigger sleepy bugs, but failed.
Disturbed mind, delayed menses, exam-moodless, homesick, lovesick, stress, insomnia, exam, questions... Use your simple imagination and you could describe my current situation.
T senior who is studying in Reading university put ' exactly 30days to go back to Singapore, cant wait to hand on bak chor mee' in facebook.
Sherlyn who is a finance graduate, is returning to Singapore this weekend and come back for congregation, with her family, 2 months later.
YT who is my food & nutrition junior, is returning to Penang on 7 June and come back for her last academic year in Sept.
Calvin who is in Manchester is returning in mid June?
KC who is in Birmingham is returning to Nibong Tebal in early July.
MP who is my hostel mate, is returning around the same date to Nibong Tebal.
I'm returning in 69days, counting down with YS, a biotech graduate who is returning to KL, with her family who is attending her congregation, on the same day as me, but 3 hours earlier than me =(
Only god knows how envious am I and how unbearable these days are.
day, please fly... fly as fast as you could.
Then, after writing, 4.50am, it is bright outside now!!
I shall try to sleep >_<
Bak kuk teh for lunch tml.
~~[度日如年]~~
tried to sleep around 1am, but failed.
tried to work harder for exam to trigger sleepy bugs, but failed.
Disturbed mind, delayed menses, exam-moodless, homesick, lovesick, stress, insomnia, exam, questions... Use your simple imagination and you could describe my current situation.
T senior who is studying in Reading university put ' exactly 30days to go back to Singapore, cant wait to hand on bak chor mee' in facebook.
Sherlyn who is a finance graduate, is returning to Singapore this weekend and come back for congregation, with her family, 2 months later.
YT who is my food & nutrition junior, is returning to Penang on 7 June and come back for her last academic year in Sept.
Calvin who is in Manchester is returning in mid June?
KC who is in Birmingham is returning to Nibong Tebal in early July.
MP who is my hostel mate, is returning around the same date to Nibong Tebal.
I'm returning in 69days, counting down with YS, a biotech graduate who is returning to KL, with her family who is attending her congregation, on the same day as me, but 3 hours earlier than me =(
Only god knows how envious am I and how unbearable these days are.
day, please fly... fly as fast as you could.
Then, after writing, 4.50am, it is bright outside now!!
I shall try to sleep >_<
Bak kuk teh for lunch tml.
~~[度日如年]~~
first swineflu case in malaysia
Malaysia has first case of swineflu, 21-year-old student who has just returned from US. He is receiving treatment in KL. read more here.
Singapore remains free of swineflu.
Gosh, those in/travel to Malaysia gotta be extra careful. make sure you wash hands more frequently, avoid close contact to those in flu, take more vit C etc. Blessed.
Singapore remains free of swineflu.
Gosh, those in/travel to Malaysia gotta be extra careful. make sure you wash hands more frequently, avoid close contact to those in flu, take more vit C etc. Blessed.
Friday, 15 May 2009
missing AnnieChong
Secretly telling AnnieChong.
I miss you ^_^
miss the exam period, miss the quiet zone, miss the dinner at FC2 ...
==============================
First time cut by hairstylist trainee in Feb 2007
The results indicate that trainee in KL was more quality =X
*na, he must be very handsome now =P
It was just 2years and 3months ago.
Why am I so much different?
signs of aging =X
I want my weight back =X
理发记
3个星期前的我
＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝＝
在英国第一次理发
是交给一个20岁的女生
一位理发学院在籍学生
学员得以练习之余
我们也被免费理发
是双赢的局面
从洗发、到剪发和吹头发
用了大概45分钟
单单吹头发就用了15-20 分钟
好久好久
给菜鸟剪发
没有担心
因为我只要修一修头发
没有要求太高
所以觉得效果ok.
喜欢直直滑滑的头发look.
大概被剪了1-2寸
头发的负担少了1-2寸
脱发问题应该可以缓和才对
我表示发量疏少
不需削薄
洗发时 女孩对我说
‘your hair is thick,
above average volume'
有点被炸到的感觉
所以我又发现我们与英国人的另一项观点差异
英国人的发量也太少了吧?
如果头发比我厚的亚洲人（如印度人）来剪头发
她会不会手忙脚乱 不知所措？
哈哈
她剪得最好的是右侧面了
其实发尾剪得并不好
因为很厚 没有层次感
但免费的 随便咯
我给她很大的信心
因为我是带着满满的笑容离开
她的训导师/师姐对她说：
Her smile is a good sign.
总得给新人机会
她也很用心学习理发
希望我的笑容真的有给她大大的信心
努力噢！
其实今天是 头发日
因为我也跑去诊所
护士说：
you are not showing the sign of baldness.
you have no Mediterranean bald problem.
难道要真的光秃秃才来找办法？？？
没有分配任何内外用的药物
只说验血看看我有没有问题
就这样
反正看医生和验血都是免费的
不验白不验
这次的诊所游
又让我看到英国政府是多么的好
又快又好又有很多免费检查和医药福利
偷偷告诉你们
这里有无限量供应的保险套和自检性病配套
放在楼梯旁 任拿！
题外话
今天看到一个黑人带着累累的表情
站在诊所的门外
听到好像是感冒和发烧的症状
突然接待员立即脸色大变，旁人往后退几步
我却经过门口从他身边经过
阿弥陀佛
他跟猪流感没有关系
好累的一天
进进出出宿舍几次
处理一堆琐琐碎碎的事情
头发问题暂时不想理了
妈妈出院了需要找新的医生
我暂时帮不到也不想理了
看来她将是我第一位棘手的个案
飞机票的问题我也不想理了
旅行的问题不想理了
我已经准备进入备战状态了
下个星期四是clinical nutrition!
POWER ON: EXAM MODE
Thursday, 14 May 2009
何时才能进入exam mode?
没有心情
什么心情都没有
依旧咬着小手指头
对着屏幕脑袋放空
这样的状况至少几天了
这学士的最后一堂课
我系学生只来了一半
7个已婚的学生
我是那个新婚的Mrs Crab
课上完了
是该准备心情进入 exam mode.
可是想着一件事情
突然另一件事情又pop出来
有时候廉价航空真的很不负责任！
今年本小姐至少会搭16次飞机
[从１月１日开始已搭了8次
其余8次也订好了]
不管是欧洲的廉价航空还是
大马为傲的亚航
这应该是这一辈子再也打破不了的记录吧？
说真的 有一点点买机票和搭飞机的恐惧感了
不管什么影响我都好
正在学习化悲愤为力量
悄悄告诉你们 这个很难学
看看理性这科能不能帮我补分
通常我的理性成绩比较高分
什么心情都没有
依旧咬着小手指头
对着屏幕脑袋放空
这样的状况至少几天了
这学士的最后一堂课
我系学生只来了一半
7个已婚的学生
我是那个新婚的Mrs Crab
课上完了
是该准备心情进入 exam mode.
可是想着一件事情
突然另一件事情又pop出来
有时候廉价航空真的很不负责任！
今年本小姐至少会搭16次飞机
[从１月１日开始已搭了8次
其余8次也订好了]
不管是欧洲的廉价航空还是
大马为傲的亚航
这应该是这一辈子再也打破不了的记录吧？
说真的 有一点点买机票和搭飞机的恐惧感了
不管什么影响我都好
正在学习化悲愤为力量
悄悄告诉你们 这个很难学
看看理性这科能不能帮我补分
通常我的理性成绩比较高分
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