Tuesday, 12 May 2009

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希望妈妈手术顺利

刚刚听到姐姐说...妈妈今晚入院,应该是紧急的,明天动手术。
据说,是高血压导致眼睛内的眼睛血管爆裂。
看来,不是简单的问题。

是啊,妈妈之前已有高胆固醇的问题...
再高血压的话,就有心脏问题了。

我要赚钱,让他们不再为工作而劳碌了...

写到这,觉得自己很不孝....



希望这次手术平安。
希望妈妈可以不再为工作那么操劳。

很多很多愿望........
如果小叮当的任意门可以使用...我可以回去看妈妈...
如果我当初知道STA有留学保险的话, 我会买。
其中会担保 家人住院超过5天,就有免费机票回去。。。




默默期许...
平安

春天的龙眼雪耳



在英国的一杯龙眼雪耳
不是特贵而是特别珍贵

谢谢你忙里还偷闲养颜
还不忘娘子我的那一份

我们一起为学业加加油
美丽的晴天在等我们哦

如果你真的是男的
就败在你手上了

哈哈


不要说我小题大做,是真得让我窝心啊。

Monday, 11 May 2009

梦快醒了



原来,梦快醒了!

发现我过了不是很真实的243天。

发现我的某些功能自动关闭了。

希望那些实用的功能可以在第319天结束后重新启动。

update

no special feeling after submitting the last assignment. cause i still have 2 papers to go @.0. clinical nutrition is a seen exam..i have seen the questions but clueless. The most scary one should be the molecular pathophysiology. Give me a pass pls. *scary scary* anyway so happy for the ice cream treat surprisingly given by xiang gong *sweet* I have been craving for ice cream since everyone is enjoying their ice creams on the High Street!! Yes, it turns hotter,especially in my room, though its still superbly windy outside. Completely dark at 9.30pm now, but it is not a big deal to me anymore. Scandinavian countries (sweden, norway, finland etc) are only having 2hours of darkness now. I realised how important the curtain is..im glad that my curtain is good enough, the sun has ald waken up at 5am now..


^my hair is very very long now..somehow feel them irritating..haha..

these few days, i have been generously donating my money to hostelsworld.com, hostelsbooker.com, nationalexpress.com, ryanair.com and etc, to try to get my June Honeymoon trip stuff done - keep booking accommodations and transports, researching the cheap stuff like sleeping bag, disneyland tickets etc. although we have tried to minimise the research work, there are still plenty of them, especially we are in tight budget! afterall, it is still not cheap... This 16days trip could easily cost me £700-£800! *heart pain*

On top of it, i have also booked my graduation gown at £38. The gown hiring is so much easier than SP. I have booked my gown online and the gowns will be delivered to the campus on the day of the congregation, and you can return it on the same day. How lucky that my school is the first session of the day (10.30am) so i have extra time to take photos and return them before the last session ends around 6pm... I have booked 4 guest tickets (FOC) but guess I would have only 1 guest - my xiang gong..haha..but tats fine. Be a low profile graduate this time. Anyway, some of my classmates may need additional guest tickets.

ARE ALL THE UNIVERSITIES PRACTICE THE SAME THING THAT hats are NOT worn in the City Hall and should be carried under the left arm? [City hall is where my academic congregation holds.] I really wonder why...

I've also paid about £30 via online for my hostel extension..but i have no idea where to sleep for the last 3 nights before I go back as the hostel is undergoing construction, I have to move out after 21 July...well, will see how then...

happy mother's day to all the mothers! this year, i called mum and xiaojiumu... I get a bad news from my mum. She will be operated next week or the week after next, depending on the hospital appointment. Not sure wat's the real problem, should be kinda 'yan mo'. She described that a specific area could not be seen or become blur. I've been hearing that she keeps fallen down and we thought she is 'lao hua', but actually something grows and need operation to remove it. The operation seems common as my grandma and ahyi had just done them last few weeks and few years ago,respectively. My mum is scared as she heard that it's painful during the recovery stage, which last for a week or so. hmm...hope she can rest well enough and take good care of her eyes after the operation, I have to pray hard that everything is fine... *pray pray*

My siblings and I don't usually give gifts to our parents. But this year, I know my elder sister gives my parents the greatest gift - They feel proud about her. She is doing so well in the journalism industry, she has been gaining attentions, she has been featured in the newspapers etc. I also heard her news from her friend, who is also my friend in Penang. She is too busy to update herself to me now!! Anyway, dun try to fight your 'kou cai' with her, she has been an emcee for official political conference/company events in Penang, which my dajiu and her friends do constantly attend just to rate her performance. Haha..my dajiu said: 她有风采!our friend said: 她讲话越来越像机关枪,比以前更厉害!她也开朗很多!I feel happier to hear that!



I was forced to finish this pack of instant noodles as it is expired on 11May! Then, i noticed this at the back of the packaging. I have routinely included 2 packs of these handy instant noodles into my backpack always.

LOOK how exaggerating , 'Japan runs out of sushi and Paris runs out of croissants'... haha...anyway, Holland is practically a croissant heaven. Each metro (like mrt) station has a 'croissant express' stall! Not sure how frequent I would see croissants on the Paris street... Anyway, croissants in UK is tasty enough!

ok........enough of craps. counting down 11days for my first paper, and then another 12days for the last paper...
23 days to my ACADEMIC FREEDOM!

Thursday, 7 May 2009

毕业前的疑惑...心情

有很多想法,不写出来,我就要憋死了!

首先,我觉得我变笨了。
这个感觉从到这里念书之前就发现了,症状越来越明显。后来,前几天听到小S和林志玲(越来越欣赏她,内涵十足的美女!)说谈恋爱的女人智商是0/2 (蔡永康当然也问:0 和 2 有什么差别!),心里才浮出 ... [原 来 如 此] ... 4个大字... 怎么办,感觉上我会越来越笨,所以这次的成绩不好要怪他!现在,我也确实地相信妈妈说:念书时候不可以谈恋爱,真的是忠告来的! 呵呵

妈妈,对不起,希望我没有浪费钱来到这里念书!
我要严厉阻止妹妹大学时候谈恋爱了,不然浪费我的钱,怎么办?哈哈

再来,毕业前多多少少心里有很多波动。
虽然,2年前,我才刚毕业...
现在,上课短短的几个月后,我又毕业了...
但是,还是逃不过那必经的毕业心情涟漪...

在想,为什么我总是在适应新的生活。18岁离开家乡后,用了一、两年才完全适应新加坡的学生生活;21岁又开始适应打工一族的日子;满满一年后,刚适应规律的打工生活的我又去中印流浪了41天,当中也很努力地适应‘不再单身的日子’。说真的,一个思想和行为都很独立的我,还真的不容易适应有soul mate相伴的日子... 22岁的生日后,又开始了远在英国留学的日子。这段日子跟之前所想象的留学生活真的是差距悬殊。每个人总是有属于自己的故事,同样的地点,同样的事情,发生在不同的人,不同的阶段就是塑造不一样的故事...

23岁生日以前,我就会像做了一个很长很长的梦后,醒了。梦会在7月25日后渐渐苏醒,然后一切又回到原点?还是,在我这11个月的梦境里,原本的环境也跟着改变。梦醒了,我又要重新适应那些生活、人、事、物... 这几天,就是想了很多很多... 突然,有件突发状况,使我以为我的 ‘适应’还要再加入一些我没有预想过的因素,使我的心情更像做山车一样迅速高低起伏... 还好,那些可能会发生的事情,确认短期内不会发生。其实,我还是很矛盾。但,还是既来之、则安之吧!

一直一直都在适应新的生活、环境、人事物。这次回去以后,真的就想要乖乖地待在新加坡了。人,年长了,真的是心态不一样了。还好,年少时,我走了那些精彩的路段...现在,是看人家在走的时候了... 比如,食品学学妹毕业了,一直向我探讨外国留学的咨询(当初,我也做了不少的research留学功课);同龄的两位好友都刚大学毕业,要开始找工作、去旅行、带点迷惘、有野心的时候了... 而我,虽然也大学毕业,也要开始找工作,但心情就跟她们很不一样,我很确定我要的未来是怎样。 虽然,计划往往赶不上变化,但,我心里就是有一幅拼图要完成。希望不会差太远,不要像这次的英国留学之路,变化也太大了吧?=.=

无论如何,适应这问题,但愿就从我23岁的生日以后,起伏就不要太大了.. 老人家,心里越来越负荷不了. 呵呵.

毕业以后,就是完成了一个很大的梦想。随之而来的,又是一连串的目标/梦想要实现。我坚信,有目标的人生还是充满喜悦、期待和正面的。这些目标,让我明白,原来没钱真的万万不能,虽然有钱也不是万事行,但至少可以解决/加速事情的变化。好,我要向有钱人的目标前进...哈哈... 那样,我的梦想比较快实现...

目前有N年前说要跟姐姐一起实现的目标、妹妹的念书计划、自己和家人(从来不爱走动/旅行的弟弟突然问我什么时候4个兄弟姐妹一起去玩,很神奇哦!)的旅行计划(旅行好像还是占了重要的部分)、美女变身计划(就是要减肥、保养、学yoga跳舞、镭射等等,哈哈!)、还有很多自己的大大小小的新梦想,新目标... 今年的生日愿望有眉目了,但好像太多了哦?哈哈

看起来自己的贪心和不切实际因子还是存在的... 想想罢了,怎么可能全部实现?可是要保持发梦的能力,才有实现的动力。哈哈...

好,最近的心情报告完毕。

应该有心情做功课了吧?求求你,我一定要完成这份作业!

Wednesday, 6 May 2009

最后一份作业

压力
暴食症又回来了
其实
暴食症不知何月开始已经没有离开过我了
可是.
真的好像变本加厉了
女人
真的很可怜

最后一份功课
做得很痛苦...
其实题目并不难...
难在本小姐的英文文笔不好!
怎样看都是在考文笔!
还有这也不是给外国学生做的功课,
没有教过的英国国库食物分配,
就要评估,哪懂?
每写一个句子,就停顿一下
在心里呐喊‘我不要做!’
心里的正负两面频频交手
快疯了~~

要毕业了
很多很多东西在脑袋回转
作业做不出来
怎么办?
实在是last minute kaki!!

快点熬过
星期五早上快点交了
我就比较好过

当然
还有两个考试
6月2日解放!


p/s: crab 这个星期天才是母亲节,不要忘记打电话回去...
明天又要top up 电话钱了 >_<

Sunday, 3 May 2009

Sushi making!!

These 2 days, I have been eating sushi!!

muahahaaa...tats because finally i have bought the seaweed sheet (£1.25 for 10sheets), then realised there is actually an easy way to make sushi here!!

Last night, my first attempt was extremely failed. Many reasons, please refer to the report:

1. Rice was not cooked by rice cooker (I cook my rice by microwave here), so the rice is really not tasted good.

2. Im not using rice vinegar (£2.20/500ml!) but malt vinegar ( i can save £2.20 by using the existing malt vinegar)..Plus, the sugar:vinegar ratio is not correct/strong enough.

3. my folding method was not good enough (my only and last time making sushi was 2.5 years ago).

4. Rice was too wet after adding sugar:vinegar liquid.


I was too ambicious and making too much that made crab finished up for me but im still feeling good for having sushi,after so long..hahaahaha...


then today, i cant resist but made another one!! in 30min!!

LOOK BETTER AND TASTE MUCH MORE BETTER, despite im still using the microwaved rice and malt vinegar. haha



Though still quite loose and still NOT GOOD!! but im really contented.haha.. Can be nicer if they go with wasabi and sushi sauce..yummy...

sorry, crab u were not around and i finished all! make for u next time =P

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since im uploading photos, uploaded FYP documents that I had handed in. 2 reports + 50 questionnaires + logbook.

tulips again + swine flu updates

I'm not a flower person, but after seeing real tulips ( honestly, I have no idea about tulips before i went to this trip, i just know holland has the nicest tulipsfield and must go!), i just fall in love to them uncontrollably!! Then, after knowing the shapes of tulips, i just realised Josline ( my ex collq) has actually sent me tulips bouquet when i fly off.

Now I love this bouquet of flowers very muchie cz they will always with me!! the roses have gone and the plant is dehydrated and dying soon but they live in my memories always.

Quick tulips photo preview for those reluctant to view fb's photo albums (i mean my sister and those come and go)..haha..

The real version of my tulips bouquet.. at that few hours (we spent about 8hrs there), i own the field. I'm contented.
I love this stage of the tulips the most, not too early and not yet dying.
Tell me how NOT to love red that exhibit LOVE and strong personality and yellow that always appear fresh and motivated?


Champagne ( i give them my own name as the colour resembles my favourite champange roses) tulips are sweet and fresh.



Purple is always romantic.


Pink is really lady and lovely


I love this combination

White is pure and classic, as usual.

I realise this photo shows how serious my hairdrop is.


Red is really gorgeous and exhibit distinct personality. Love it. I think red is really the queen of tulips.



Thanks Net and Nana for loving the tulips album uploaded in fb!

It took me a whole night to get those photos uploaded. somehow, opening or uploading photos in fb make my laptop runs slower. anyway, my virus prob has completely solved, i think.

Anyway, thanks for supporting the tulips photos, will try to upload more keukenhof photos, those selected are only tulips, there are other flowers in the garden. but no promise for the uploading cz its so soooo slow to upload into fb.haha...

In addition, there are currently 8 cases of swine flu in the UK, i just rmb there are 2 in london, 2 in scotland, 1 IN NEWCASTLE! The one in newcastle is actually from newcastle uni. We are not far (15min walking) from newcastle uni, pray hard that we will be fine.

Friday, 1 May 2009

Completed FYP

Time 4.16am

Finally I have completed the final year project cum the stupid logbook. Really dunno what to write in the logbook since im not doing lab based project. Therefore, I anyhow wrote the diary, since my supervisor has been closely monitored my work...

I printed both copies of reports (cost me about £10 =SGD24 for the printings!!) at 1030pm in the Library (which was still very crowded in this submission peak period!) and feel really proud for producing 6661 words by myself. Ok, please dun compare to THOSE who are going to write 15000 words thesis. But then Im damn satisfied for my work which has gone through the horrible statistic analyse stage and produced a decent result and hopefully discussion. No one shall deny that it is an interesting topic: dietary changes following temporal translocation: the case of Chinese ethnic students in the United Kingdom.

I was sincerely writing my acknowledgements for many people, especially both supervisors (thanks Caroline for suggesting a switch in the topic from clueless probiotic to current topic and Marie-P for patiently helping me!) and yan ting (my junior who has been spending time to give me SPSS tutorials). In fact, really thankful that I get through the hardest moment, harder than others as I have a no-teaching-experience lecturer as my supervisor!

Anyway...Im still thinking to sleep for 3hours or keep myself awake, then sleep after submitting the project at 9am...








Ok, i decided to sleep now, if I can. Not really feeling sleepy -(@.@)-

Try to sleep first. heez. Oops, make sure I wont be overslept!!