World is mine

Wednesday, 5 March 2008

睡眠品质恶劣

躺了逾半小时，还是眼睁睁的，突然脑子一灵光，去泡杯温温的Anlene牛奶来喝，最后才勉强入睡。
今早，仍然是手机闹闹前一个小时左右又自动醒过来，这种案件真的很少发生。

为什么最近的睡眠品质如此地恶劣，原因自己略知一二。
只是，仍然保持那种“什么事情都不会完全告诉别人”的态度。

兴奋的时候最喜欢感染别人
烦恼的时候最喜欢一人承担
不善于表达自己的情感和情绪是我对自己的残忍

那书、那工、那人都是侵袭脑袋细胞的元凶
我想要那顶四方帽
我想要为工作努力
我想要珍惜那个人
我想要帮你解解忧

我最想的还是双脚踏在那片令人振奋的陌生土地上
挥霍我的青春我的泪水我的知识我的快乐

first thing first, study is the first at this point of time. Get it decided fast!

Monday, 3 March 2008

仍然是一线牵

一种很沮丧的心情
带我神游我的世界

我真的不想管却不得不管
得来的竟是你那句你有管吗？
难道非我站在你面前才叫关心这件事？
此话让我非常沮丧非常难过
却不会让我却步
你也是我最在乎的人

只是你我的生活观点停留在不同的地理位置
我们看到的远方不同月亮也大不同
我不必你承认我的世界我也不会操作你的方向盘
只要我知道你过得好
说了你也扭曲我的好意
真的我真的非常沮丧

不过我仍然跟着自己定下的脚步前进
你虽然否认我我也不会因而停滞不前
因为我的世界我自己会掌控自己决定

你也要知道自己的未来得自己努力
我不想你跟他一样总是用自己的观点来看世界
最后把大家都拉垮了

我们到底怎么了我很珍惜你们
请我们回归那个圆点
就算真的不美但它仍然是一线牵

To accept Uni of Northumbria or not

By 14 Mar, I need to decide to accept or not.

University of Northumbria offers me one year top-up degree, Bachelor in Human Nutrition. I was offered 1000 pounds scholarship and thus it makes up to 7700 pounds of tuition fee for a year.

I can get further discount of 1000 pounds, If I pay my full tuition fee half a year ahead before school starts on 15Sept. Thus, I gotta make decision by 14 March in order to save 1000 pounds which is almost equivalent to RM7000. It is really a huge amount to me. Well, I always have second choice of getting 500 pounds discount if I pay tuition fee 3-6 months in advance.

Low ranking is the limitation of this university. I afraid limited recognisation of the degree too. Apart from this, I'm very pleased with the tuition fee, year of study, living city and cost.

Things to be done to make decision.
1. Send emails to Mrs Tay and Ms Toh who are Nutrition Lecturers. -Waiting reply-
2. Send email to Singapore Nutrition and Dietetic Association. -Waiting reply-
3. Send email to potential university that I may continue my Master in Nutrition/Dietetics.
4. Send email to Health Promotion Board about recognition of the Bachelor.
5. Consult MOE on deferment of serving bond.
6. Compare modules with other universities offer Nutrition degree.

What else I miss out?

Wednesday, 27 February 2008

Summary of Australia Universities + courses

Few to note down:

Queensland University of Techonology (QUT), Brisbane.
-->Bachelor of Health Science (Nutrition and Dietetics)

University of Newcastle, NSW
--> Bachelor of Nutrition and Dietetics (4 years)
--> Bachelor of Food Science and Human Nutrition (3 years) - Major offered in Food Tech/Human Nutrition

University of Queensland, Brisbane
--> Bachelor of Applied Science ( Food Science and Nutrition)
--> Bachelor of Food Technology

University of South Australia, Adelaide
--> Bachelor of Nutrition and Food Sciences (3 years)
note:Division of Health Sciences School of Pharmacy and Medical Sciences

Back to norm

Everything gotta be on schedule.

Leaving current job by mid May
Enroll into designated university in July
Backpacking for a month before school starts

Firstly, I have acknowledged my director that I'm studying this year. Though he may not know that I plan to leave as early as May.

2ndly, I have not really been admitted to any university. I'm thinking to switch to Nutrition and Dietitian. Still in the process of finding. The most crucial thing is that I'm waiting for IDP open house in Hotel so i can grab more information on background of university, course and scholarship. In search of university and course~

3rdly, we have not really gone into planning of backpacking. Sister seems busy on her studies and searching of job while I'm really busy on working and university research.

Now, everything should have returned into norm. Back to research.

IDP:

1.Medicine and Health Sci Open Day Sat 8, Sun,9 11am-5pm @ Orchard hotel Level 3, Grand Room.

2.15&16 Mar Austrade Exhibition Suntec Convention Hall 2

3. 24&25 May Study in Aust Open Day -> would it be too late for me??

Events to be noted.

不中意的原因

两天半后，不中意的迷底终于解开了
因为感觉那是结婚用的花，呵呵

昨晚，拆掉了外层，把棉花的部分加水。
今早，花开得更大了，却也开始凋谢了。

才发现我喜欢上这粉红色的玫瑰花了
女人，还真怪

21岁半的感言

心情一直在转变
或许，自己已经进入很女人的状态了
神经质和情绪化都浮上来
越来越多关于女人的理论渐渐地可以套用在我身上

是一种转变吧
人家说 21岁是女孩大转变的高峰
我想说 21岁半的我正大大力点头
外表、打扮、心态都慢慢地转变着
奈何女孩的心事何人知？
而外表坚强潇洒的女人确实藏着那颗豆腐般的心